this is a winter break celebration dance thread
you fucking DIMPS
FUCK THE POLICE
FUCK YEAH
Blog Post:
Last night I was unable to go to sleep so I pulled an all-nigher before my last exam of the semester which was fine because my exam was early and I thought I could just go to sleep forever
but then I developed the most severe migraine I've had in my life on the walk home which made it so I was unable to sleep for hours finally a little after noon I was able to doze off into some low quality sleep after taking a hot shower
After waking up my head finally felt relatively normal Still throbbing with pain but within reason not anything I haven't experienced before
I am currently listening to some Binaural beats and just got done messaging my head hopefully it will help but I have no idea if the whole binaural beats thing is bullshit or not
I'm hoping to feel well enough to venture to meijer or Walmart in a bit for some advil, camomile tea, and perhaps a new pillow as I think my old lumpy pillows might be one of the culprits or at least worsening it
in general I think my body is punishing me for how hard I pushed myself this semester it finally gave in
I'm not high functioning enough to be working on top of being a full time student with a full credit load of upper level classes and that's exactly what I did
my body just gave in
at least its all over now
I have significantly less credits next semester and will have a guaranteed day off from work and school
Upon reflection I need to actually address my depression and anxiety instead of trying to ignore my feelings
My mental health issues got the closest they've ever gotten to killing me this semester and thankful I was able to stuff my feelings down and not address them without having a break down
I feel like if I had a breakdown and everything came out I would have been truly suicidal in the first time of my life
but goddamn I made it through
I may be a little shit boy who can't hardly function but I need to learn that that's ok and find a way not to do this to myself again
ayyy
fuck the police