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I'm 28.
Since I can remember I have always been alone.
Few friends, never had a girlfriend.

I'm fit, good looking, intelligent, educated.
I just don't know how to small talk.
Especially to girls.

After years of failures in finding a gf I gave up.
I dedicated myself to my career.
Today I have a well paid job, 140k+/y
Unfortunately it tends to be stressful.
And... this is not how I want to live my life.
I'm sick of it. I feel it is boring and useless.

Since several months I'm secretly in love with my friend's wife.
Yes, its a fucked up idea. It just happened.
She is the first and only person to ever need me.
To want to spend time with me.
She gave me some confidence.
That I can mean something to someone.
But she has her own family and life I cannot interfere with.

Unfortunately she has also shown me how I wasted my life.
And how pathetic my life was and always will be.

What I dream about is to quit my job and have a wife and family.
Wife who earns more than me. Like a manager of businesswoman.
And, in turn, I would like to devote my life 24/7 to her.
Look after our home and, most importantly, her needs.
Every single one. Spend my time making her life easier.
I'm into softcore femdom, which fits this picture.
I would like to make her happy. Always and anytime.
I want her to be the purpose of my existence.
This is how I see my perfect and meaningful life.

But I know this will never happen.
I suck at getting to know new people.
So I will never meet someone a girl like this.
I don't even know where to look for her.

I just wanted to be happy.
But all I ever get is suffering.

[s4s], how do I an hero?
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Girls are lame lmao..
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3D women are not important.
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>>4915686
>>4915700
To me they are important.
I know how deeply I can love them...
And this is what I want.
But I know I will never have it.
That I will never be happy.
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try estrofem
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>>4915709
The nice guys get cucked anyway.
Get a hobby instead
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>>4915712
>The nice guys get cucked anyway.
Well, I do really fear of being hurt by someone I trust.
That's probably why I have never let myself trust anyone...
>Get a hobby instead
Sorry, but it is all meaningless to me already.
Either I manage to get what I truly desire...
Or...
The latter seems much more probable...
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>>4915669
Your mom is your girlfriend
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>>4915669
Don't an hero.
I think I like you.
Then you got faggy.
You should an hero.

Jaykay
Don't die freindo, it's no fun if you're dead,
Just man up. Move on. Don't be a birch.
Life is ezpz, be here now, never stress, move on.

I told you so.
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>>4915734
>I think I like you.
why?
>Then you got faggy.
when? how exactly?
>it's no fun if you're dead,
at least I will not suffer......
>Just man up. Move on. Don't be a birch.
>be here now, never stress, move on.
I do know exactly what I need to move on
And I know I will never have it
>Life is ezpz
?
>I told you so.
What did you tell me?
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>>4915749
What do you do for a living?
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OP you might as well not waste your time. Basically all females (the ones I know/have talked to) will fuck you over in a heartbeat. Although, 140k a year? That looks like a lot of purses and diamond rings to me. Do you know how much your friend makes? If he doesn't make near what you do then I am sure she would find something to love you for. Plus, 140k!?! Someone making that much would sure be stuck really nicely with child support. I assume $300 a week, or $1000 a month? I don't know, I am just saying she might now love you,but your money instead lol.
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>>4915765
I'm a software developer at a large american corp.
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dont die. get yourself a job at a coffee store. take a nap. catch a fish chill with the man in the big house. get a doggo. take on shit on doggo. have intercourse with doggo. lick a girls butt. then you will be happy
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^^^^^^^^
Says it all.
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Wow just wow
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>>4915776
My friend makes more than me.
I do not spend that much on her. Restaurants sometimes and that's it.
She is different. She loves life. She doesn't care about money that much.
Sometimes I think it would be easier for me to change something in my life if I haven't had what I have now. Now I'm afraid to risk it all. I may gain nothing and lose everything.
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>>4915780
Damn i wish i had a job like yours tbh... Well do you have any hobbies or a group of friends that you can hang out with??
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnqzblcnIS8
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>>4915804
my hobby is/was the same as my job. I'm sick of both.
no, I do not have any friends apart from that one friend of mine and his wife.
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>>4915749
>why? when? how, exactly?

I'm saying. You're being a bitch, about "life" of all things.
Grab the motherfucker by the pussy you candyass coward. We're all sad, act accordingly, cheer up, make us laugh. Life is full of unneeded pregnancies and untimely funerals. Smiles and cries Monica.
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>>4915817
So, what do you think I should I do?
Quit my job I hate? Risk all I have?
Try to find the relationship I desire so much? It is impossible for me...
Easy said...
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>>4915825
Yes.
Stop doing things that you don't want to do, that's a good start.

Don't kill yourself. Control your self.
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>>4915812
Well you make over 6 figures a year so why dont you spend 20000$ on trips around the world to make friends and get new hobbies
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>>4915837
Quitting my job is risky and doesn't lead anywhere. What will I be doing? I must earn money to live.
And finding a woman, especially one like that, is impossible for me. Even thinking about it makes me feel sad and hopeless.
Two things I could possibly do, but both are pointless.
Why keep doing this? Why keep suffering?

>>4915851
I cannot leave my job to go on such trips. 1.5 week of continuous holidays a year is the best I can have.
And as I said I find it hard to make new friends, even talk to people I do not know about anything but business.
The only hobby I need now is a women I could love and dedicate my life to. Which won't happen.
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>>4915864
Hmmm... Well i dont really know what else to tell you Op but just to play vidya and try to not rhink about life ig ( it worked for me half of my life )
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>>4915895
>just to play vidya and try to not rhink about life
Have tried this already.
No offense, but that only reminded me how pathetic and empty my life is.
I perfectly know what I want and need. And I know I will never have it.
It hurts. So much.
Why be alive then? Why continue this?
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>>4915907
Well if you can never have something csnt you try to reach a diffrent goal? And you have to keep on living because you dont want to dissapoint your mom and dad and your future kids but please dont be sad it makes me sad
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>>4915942
>you have to keep on living because you dont want to dissapoint your mom and dad
well, that's probably the only thing that keeps me alive.
not to do something that will hurt them
>and your future kids
it seems this won't be happening
>please dont be sad it makes me sad
sorry, I am very sad. I can't pretend that I'm not.
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Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Boy, don't you worry.
You'll find yourself.
Follow your heart,
And nothing else.
You can do this,
If you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Baby, be a simple, be a simple man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
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#1 Do not go on a dating site. Go outside and find someone you want.
#2 BEFORE GOING OUT! Think of some romantic poetry or some lines. Here is one you could use "A flower went from paradise,to (this place she is standing in) then will go to paradise, and will leave it's fragrance in my mind forever.
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>>4915967
Personally i think he should go on tinder to get a practice chick since hes probably atleast a 5/10 and dont over do it and write a whole poem itll make you seem like a loser
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>>4915960
Deep and probably true, but it won't work for me. I cannot go back, risk what I have now.
I am afraid I will not succeed. How can I succeed if I do not even see a potential good outcome?
And risking everything I have and failing... this is what I'm afraid of most.
>>4915967
I am actually thinking about going on a dating site.
I was going outside a lot until recently. But I won't make friends that way. Let alone meet a woman.
As I said before, I just cannot do this, I was never good at talking to people about anything but work.
I do not even know how to start a conversation with a woman without feeling creepy.
I am a romantic person, but this definitely won't work with people I will have just met.
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>>4915989
I cannot 'practice chicks'. It's now how it works for me.
I need affection. I need to be close to such girl. Only then I can think about going any further.
One night stands are somewhat disgusting for me. I just cannot imagine myself respecting women who agree to this.
Every woman I meet needs to be a potential candidate for something way more, not just a 'practice target'.
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>>4916011
Your problem is that you're a punk bitch.
Don't be a punk bitch anymore, that'll fix most of your "Hey guys, I appear to be a punk bitch
, right?" problems.

Alternatively, you can continue to be a punk ass bitch asking for advice on a punk ass bitch board for punk ass bitchery.

Whatever floats your boat, as long as you're staying afloat.
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>>4916028
Well tou can always go to >>r9k because how else are you goinv to be good with chicks if you dont have experience you just have to be a few lvls higher to do the main quest easily
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