/suicide general/

>>39665182
>went through many fetishes including sissy/trap shit

I thought there was hope for you until I got to this part

Contact me

Frisk#6158

(Discord)

I pretty much have suicidal thoughts every day but there are some periods where I'm pretty much ready to go do it and think about it in detail. I've settled on a firearm at this point if it comes to it.

>>39665267
>went through many fetishes including sissy/trap shit

Same
>Tfw dont even have the self determination to stick with one fetish and not get bored of it.

>23
>ugly, acne-ridden, scar-covered body
>white
>shit education (homeschool ftw!)
>shut in
>NEET for life
>regularly think about death
>low IQ
>same here, went through a-many-a-fetishes including sissy/trap stuff
>always just wanted to be alone and happy
>can't leave house without anxiety
>paranoid constantly
>probably have sociopathy

Are you me, OP?
>>39665229
Is that to OP or for everyone ITT?

how do you bros fuck up this badly

>23
>5"8
>white
>acne
It's over

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>>39665386
A lifetime of pure isolation

>tfw want love but you're white


I wish I was black

>>39665386
the funny part is I did ask girls out at one point and do have some experience with them but it was just like a tease that forever haunts me of "what if", "what if" things had been different.

I had a girl literally cringe up as I tried to kiss her.

>tfw want love but you're black


I wish I was white

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>>39665416
Honestly I don't think race would matter here. You're just asking to be born as another person. If you were born as a black man, you wouldn't be the person you are now today. Maybe you like a certain aspect of yourself but hate everything else. If this is so, then you would lose the most important thing to you by being reborn as a black man.

Food for thought.

>>39665443
Being white is a death sentence in modern society. White women only date black guys in my area and don't even look your way if your white

>>39665417
>I had a girl literally cringe up as I tried to kiss her.
Explain. Why do you try to kiss them?

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>>39665437
Bullshit


Orginaldoi

>>39665182
I just really want to fucking kill myself.

There's no point in even living. I doubt she will ever date a white guy, stupid fucking whore.

You're such a whore courtney, I hope you and your spic boyfriend have an aborted ugly child. Fucking stupid dumb whore. And to the ugly spic >>39655345 # who is trying to fuck her, good luck you ugly white knight faggot. You will never be anything more than an ugly spic. Everyone here kiIl yourselves.

>tfw want love but you're Asian


I wish I was white

>>39665452
Where do you live? Maybe you've just been hanging out on /pol/ too long?

I know several normals I talk to around the Internet in the US, be that on IRC, Discord, whatever. From California to Florida, all of them white, all of them having gfs.

>>39665437
I've heard white girls irl literally say they only like black guys. Black culture is basically the dominant culture in the US.

>>39665454
I asked her out and we were teenagers.

On date I tried to kiss her and she cringed up, we made out later, then I stopped seeing her.

I'm not a virgin. But when I tried to have sex the first time my dick couldn't get hard.

>tfw want love but you're Hispanic


I wish I was white

>>39665483
asian? like in the animes?

>>39665452
LA


This is orginal post

>>39665506
Meant to reply to

>>39665493

Orginaldoi

>>39665182
>18
>5'11"
>average looking and better facial features
>white but living in an almost entirely white country
>last year of school but have never had any friends here
>KHHV
>can only learn alternative stuff from the internet or the books, i'll fail the uni exam
>blackpilled
>high standards in people, I am aware that 90% of the people are kinda clones of each other
>my oneitis which I involved emotionally very much for (she lives in another country) wanted to be "just friends"
>lost all hope in the females, not that I had many before
>I am aware that kinda 95% of the females and 90% of the males are the typical subhuman
>anger and anxiety issues
>low self esteem because my parents only tend to tell me what they don't like in me
>very mild, with my oneitis she was often berating me and I was submitting
>listen to black metal, shoegaze, neofolk etc
>infj

I am not made for this world.

>>39665494
>I've heard white girls irl literally say they only like black guys.
yeah, I guess it depends on where you live. Most of the girls I dated were into me just because I was white, even though I'm pretty ugly.

>>39665561
how do you go on?

>>39665561
>he took facebook personality test
not a robot

>>39665576
Where any of the white?

>>39665594
>'not a true robot'
Go away. You can't exclude someone for something as silly and as insignificant as taking a personality test.

>>39665596
>Where any of the white?
yeah, my first girlfriend was blonde, and my second girlfriend had blue eyes and blonde hair.

>>39665604
Stacey you didnt post your personality yet. What did you get? Im an eftq :) I just sent the test to chad too i wonder what he is!

>>39665594
>facebook personality test

keys2cognition is not a facebook personality test.

>>39665586
Well... my problems come from within. I am luckier than many of the normies only that's not enough. If I set some plans up I become anxious, if I don't I become despondent. It's a living hell.

Also coming to terms with the fact that man is a social animal and I need to socialise and to get acquaintances so as to be successful in the future, a thing I wouldn't mull over too much as a 15 years old kid going on /pol/ and listening to death metal. At this point the only thing that makes me fulfilled is getting into arguments online and reading books.

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>19
>neet
>schizotypal
>so tired and exhausted that my body hurts
I just want to be on drugs all the time and die

>>39665632
Well at least you like yourself.

>>39665651
Not really, only physically, this doesn't change too much. I can say that I am getting even better physically by going to the gym but worse emotionally. Even at gym I skip exercises when some female is around on a 3 metres radius.

>>39665738
well I lost my virginity at 20 so you still have time to be an autist pychopath looking down on the "subhumans".

>>39665759
I can't, this is the issue. I am very empathetic and I simply cannot be rude even if I disrespect a person.

>>39665770
Well disrespecting people without being rude is very important to asserting your superiority over them. It shows you have class.

I think you're fine there's no reason for you to be in my thread.

>>39665315
A dude with no time, im not OP

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>>39665182
> 18
>I am tall and white, but very ugly. I have large teeth and lips, orthodontics and dark circles under my eyes.
> Virgin, not friends or girlfriend
I'm sick of seeing myself in the mirror.
>Low IQ
>Consider suicide

>>39665496

Go fuck a hispanic girl, jesus. Get these latinas off my huuwhite cock.

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i'm about to put a body on my shotty

my body

>>39664498
Try this for some suicide inspo
Pretty good read

>18
>6'0 and white
>homeschooled
>not smart enough for uni
>decently attractive but since being homeschooled and not going to uni. Have 0 chances of meeting women.
>low iq
>unemployed
>can't get a decent job
>no future

I wish for death every night

>>39665987
You could try your luck at college when you're 19.

>when you overload your dopamine receptors and you start to feel happy even though everything is shit

>>39665561
what a little bitch you are, almost none of those are real problems are at all, and you're just 18. Man the fuck up. Even for the current state of this board your post was too cringy stupid
>unironically says he's 5'11 as if it was something bad
5'11 is even above average height unless you live in one of those rare countries where everybody is a lanky as fuck. Stop being such a crying baby

>>39665182
Use metric units thanks

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>19, 20 in a few months
>6'2" and white
>apparently im pretty smart, many of my teachers in highschool thought i am a genius, and college teachers offer to write letters of recommendations for me, without me even asking
>apparently im also pretty attractive, have had girls come up to me and ask me out

however...

>extremely socially retarded
>get terrible social anxiety
>im only attracted to goth girls, and i always fuck it up badly when i try to have a conversation with them
>do poorly on all my job interviews

I would have had it all, but the vaccines must have gotten me...

>tfw making dental plans with mum for over a year away
not planning on sticking around that long... Sucks to lie.

>>39666482
>22
>white
>normal intelligence at the very least
>objetively very attractive face
>nice body frame
>average height
>not poor
but
>mentally ill

>>39666482
>I would have had it all
This crushes me

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>22
>5'7"
>obese
>high school dropout
>don't know how to talk to people
>KHHV
>NEET of almost 5 years
>impure attentionwhore
>paranoid about peoples true intentions
>can't trust anyone
>constantly think that the few people I know hate me
>anxiety bad enough that I'll wake up having a panic attack from too many people around me in a dream (hasn't happened in a while)
>suicidal thoughts constantly
>want to lose weight but am too scared to because there's at least some people who fetishize hamplanets but no one is into a loose skin melted person
>surgery to get the loose skin cut off will cost $45,000 at a minimum with the worst surgeons
>health insurance will only take off $1.4k
>the surgery itself also scares the living shit out of me
>skinned alive and then have to wear compression clothing to keep the skin in place around your body so it can heal back to it

>>39665386
do you believe in free will or something

>>39666380
I know, as I have said the problems come from within. Years on the internet have turned me into the wimp I am.

In my country they say that the average is 5'8" although with youths I notice a lot of men 6' and above.

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>>39665182
>18
>6'2"
>White
>Considered bright, too depressed to do anything
>Have mental breakdown when around more than 10 people
>Too anxious to do anything
>Dropout
>Autism and social anxiety
>Heavy depression
>Overweight
>Women never get near me
>Back and sinus problems
>Gay, living in homophobic area
>Literally have no irl friends
>Dad was a coward and left us

I dont want to die, I just want to have never existed at all.

>18
>5'4
>Filipino
>have completely lost all motivation to do anything
>never getting a gf for sure since im a fucking manlet, and ugly
>if any of the following happens i kms(fail uni, get criminal record, 100% certain that i will never get a well paying job)

im giving myself 3 years before i kill myself, i truly dont think my life will get any better

>>39665386
it was a lost battle from the start friendo

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You are all fucking niggers , it doesn't matter if u have low IQ , you finish collage by working your ass of like a mule. If anything take a year off prepare for uni/collage and go u dont have anything else to do