When's the last time your life didn't feel like shit?
I'll say 10 years.
>>39649811
4 years for me but I bet im much younger than ya
Last night. I got my first kiss. I'm gonna make it you guys. Witness me.
>>39649811
~5 years but like >>39649864 I'm most likely younger than you, OP
16 years. Dec 2001 was the last time I felt alive. Its been a worsening shitshow since.
>>39649811
2 seconds go, until your piece of shit post killed my good vibes
sage
>>39649811
I do not recall this mythical time of which you speak. I was born into the misery. I am the misery.
>>39649811
7 years ago.
I had a GF for 3 months till she robbed me and left me.
>>39649811
Just 2 months ago I had the best week of my life. The next year will be shit.
>>39649811
1 year ago for about 5 minutes or so
>got great deal on 80s road bike
>never ridden one before so its all new to me
>flying down hill on drops
>the speed was amazing t b h
>felt happy and content with life for that brief moment
Was breddy good desu
>>39649811
Until 2013 i was happy with my first everything gf of 3years. Then she left me for a guy she met on skype. Now im just living because if i suicided i would make people sad, i have no will to stay in this hellhole anymore. I have to smoke weed so i can forget everything and maybe enjoy what im doing. When she told me she wanted to go with him it felt like my heart got slashed open and when i think about it it still hurt.
I realise what i did wrong so she grew uninterested in me and how i mistreated her because i was an emotional wreck/subject to emotional torture. i wouldnt go back with her but i just dont want to have any meaningfull relationship with females anymore or meet societies expection. Its all so useless and boring, i just want to die already.