Whats the worst thing about you anon?
I hate the most that I spend so much time worrying about things that I could fix simply by doing them.
My life was ruined for no reason at all as far as I can tell, and there's nothing at all I can do about it.
>>39649468
is it an interesting story, anon?
I don't know if it's because I'm autistic but I've never had a close relationship to anyone. Not just talking about girls, I've never had a close friend, relative, etc.
the few times I've tried to get close to someone they just ignore me until I stop. I want off Mr Bones wild ride.
I'm trying to fix things. I just downed a fairly large amount of anti-psychotics and I'm going to bed very soon. If I'm not awake to witness my issues, the issues don't exist!
>>39649385
worse two things are how paranoid and envious i am
>>39649537
No. I think I had a bad reaction to vaccines when I was younger, affecting the development of my brain. My life has been a mess ever since no matter what I do. There is something imperceptibly wrong with me that other people do not like, invariably caused by brain damage.
>>39649385
I'm really hard to upset but when I do I become violent and explosive.
It's like the reasonable part of me shuts off and all that's left is a very powerful desire to find an immediate practical solution.
Easily the single worst thing about me despite the fact I've never hurt anyone. I just know I could if pressured, I could one day snap and kill someone.
My laziness and apathy. If I had ambition, any ambition at all, I would be a lawyer or a doctor or something by now
>>39649645
I don't even try to get close to anyone anymore. I'm usually shown the door immediately if I even have the thought nowadays. Guess I'm not as cute as I used to be,
>>39649778
I'm not lazy myself, but I'm just not seeing any scenario working out for me. I made too many bad decisions, and now I'm stuck with nothing.
I don't have any motivation because I don't see what the point is. I have nothing I'm working towards. I feel like my current situation is building up to a massive disappointment, and if I fully put myself into it, it's going to make the disappointment all the worse.