what are you incels doing for self improvement?
i'm rotting in my room, went for a walk today in the park, the sunlight felt like fire, but overtime I was accustomed to it.
Just joking, I only leave the house at night to avoid being looked at.
As I was walking in the park I purposely took paths to avoid people, in the instances that I did have to walk past people, I looked down and clenched my jaw. I came back home and feel better. I think If I start leaving the house my cortisol will lower. I'm going to try to add 15 mins of meditation before sleep to get better dreams.
Dreaming feels amazing
>>39646171
Woke up
Brushed teeth
Pissed
Played some csgo.
Masturbated.
Watched some TV shows.
Woke up at 8am, it's 2 pm now
>wake up
>smoke weed
>go to work
>type java code
>interact with my annoying normie coworker
>go back home
>smoke weed
>fap
>rince and repeat
>>39646171
I went walking/running every night for a month, it didn't make me feel any better. Exercising when feeling like shit already is such a meme.
This is barely related to the thread, but I want to ask this in case any incels in here are also neets.
Do you prefer the daytime to the night? I feel trapped in the daytime every time I try and reverse my schedule. I always think it's too early or bright outside to enjoy playing games or watching certain shows, and it feels like I need to pass time as fast as possible until past dinnertime so I can be in the mood to do anything. I doubt this is a "le night owl" thing, since I only started getting anal about schedules when having nothing to do for 8 years. As autistic as it sounds, the thought of people sitting around watching a movie at 10 AM, then eating lunch and having another 10 hours to fill disgusts me.
>>39646171
I don't go out in the day because the fucking sun burns and I can't go out at night because the Chads will be jogging
>>39646741
this except i draw instead of java code
>>39646171
>lost 3 stone and been lifting for last year and a half
>got a trendy haircut (fashy)
>got new clothes with some actual colour
>started going out whenever invited even if i dont really like the people
also
>nofap for two months
>train jam packed
>qt up against me
>has nothing to hold onto so holds onto my shoulder when the train wobbles
>almost blow load
>dat soft body
god fucking damn sex must be nice