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>he killed himself earlier this year

Hope you're doing okay OP.

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>>39643392
it's rough. my parents started complaining that i should move out or start paying rent the day he died, and have been mentioning that 'ive been acting weird ever since' my mom also said 'sad things happen, so it's okay to grieve for a while, but you've got to be functional anyway, so im expecting you to snap out of it by the end of summer'

You are very nonchalant about being raped

>>39643604
i don't think it affected me very much
it's not like my ass still hurts or anything, and I've already cut my hair

>>39643635
You made no attempt to get this person arrested, nor your parents?

>>39643357
I wish I had an interesting life like yours anon

>>39643685
i was 5. it was a kind of confusing experience. i thought maybe i was gay for a few weeks.

I was never raped AFAIK so I didn't have it as bad as OP. But when I see other people IRL, it's like I'm looking at a superior separate species, something different from myself. I get scared of people, even little kids for this reason. Like I'm a hunchbacked inbred scum who shouldn't be alive. Everytime I walk past someone who looks at me, I feel terrified that they will say hello. Typing this right now, I can't wrap my head around the idea that other humans are reading these words I'm typing, it's a terrifying thought and I can only deal with it by lying to myself and viewing replies like they are a robots messages, not a human.

My mom was crazy and we moved a lot because of that. So I can relate to you there. It sucks. I wasn't homeschooled, thankfully, but I never got to make friends because of all the moving we did. Like you, I was also poor growing up. Worried about things a kid shouldn't have to worry about. Never ended up homeless, thankfully. Came close a number of times though. Terrifying. Mom would have these nervous breakdowns constantly, with paranoid delusions, hearing voices, all the bad stuff. Went into foster care a few times. It was awful. I blocked most of it out.

Today I'm kind of a mess. If I could go back, I'd change everything.

>>39643847
hearing voices fucks you up a lot for how casual of a trope it is. i did a shitload of acid right after my friend an heroed, and i could hear his voice talking to me for almost three days straight.

>>39643357
You sound like a broken human being. Like awful things happen to you but you're just so broken you're nonplussed by them and just speak of them as casually as a person would speak of their day at work.

Not as bad as op but just turned 18, girlfriend was raped right before we got together, had to deal with that since, got snitched on and destroyed my 15,000 savings account staying out of prison, one year probation, moved across the country to get away from my old lifestyle leaving all my friends behind, have had clinical depression for forever and now I feel anxious in public, trying to hold together an ldr while I hold down a job

Odds are this won't be as bad as other people's posts, but why not put it out there anyway.
>was home schooled all the way up to high School
>had maybe 4 friends in that span, so I didn't quite know hot to behave around people much, so naturally I spilled my spaghetti at every possible opportunity
>get thrown into a high school after moving to California (a majority black high school near a ghetto, doesn't take a genius to imagine how well a spastic socially inept white kid fit in there)
>get bullied for various things quite often, luckily for me it was all verbal and I never actually ended up in a fight
>took me 2 years to figure out how to act around other humans and finally make some friends with the only other white kids at the school, and at this point most of the dicks have dropped out of school
>both of my parents were alcoholics, my father tended to have a bad temper when drunk, and my mother was just, well, drunk
>sometimes he would take his anger out on me, he never hit me but would grab me by the arms hard and give me shit. I never minded much because I appreciated the fact he had the restraint not to hit me, and I knew it was the alcohol
>don't really live with my father anymore, but he calls sometimes, generally he is drunk though, he always tells me he will come visit. He never does, even missed my high school graduation
>called me the other day, could smell the booze through the phone. Told me he would visit me, but I don't think he will. I could hear in his voice that I was a bit of a let down, a disappointment, though he wouldn't out right say it
>told him I loved him as I got off the phone
>didn't say it back

>>39643885
>got snitched on and destroyed my 15,000 savings account

How did you raise that money?

By not doin nuffin

In other words im not saying