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I'm a minimum wage slave. Every day is exactly the same, I find days turning into weekd turning into years with nothing to show for it. My memories blur together into months of
>subway
>work
>subway home
>sleep
>repeat
Mentally it's July, but then I realize it's September and I have nothing in between but work and sleep. I have no friends or social life, i can't remember if things happened in dream or not. Around me I see people truly living but I've become a soulless husk, my mind is a vacant hole devoid of anything but the same routine.
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>>39639703
does the loneliness follow you wherever you go?
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>>39639724
No, it's been so long I rarely even realize it. I don't even really have time to notice the loneliness, weeks will pass before it occurs to me I haven't talked to anyone at all, gotten a single message or phone call. But rarely, I'll have a dream or something and it'll all hit me at once, and I'll be filled with dread and sadness. The older I get, the worse it's going to get
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>tfw you want to have a wife and kids
>too dumb to make real money
>stuck working minimum wage
>give up and just live with parents forever i guess....
eh life has no meaning anyways i guess. i will just enjoy what i have. anyone else relate to these feels?
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>>39639703
>subway
do you live in nyc? move out. itll fix your life and youll never want to come back.
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>>39639703
when did life become so fyuckign awful?
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>>39639782
go to college maybe?
even just take classes, or maybe go to open mic events. Try to mingle with people.
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>>39639703
What is keeping you from not killing yourself. It seems like your life is mundane and not worth living.
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>>39640787
ive been trying to finish a 2 year degree part time for years. im afraid of having to look for a job because im a complete retard and i have no idea how i am going to impress anyone in an interview. the guilt of living in my parents house makes me want to kill myself though. i genuinely feel like a subhuman.
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>>39639703
>glorious bus ride looking at cute chicks and playing games
>easy work with friendly people even though it doesn't pay much
>up all night dicking around in my computer
>will go back to college soon and finish my degree so I can move on up
>live with parents so I save all my money
>have nieces and nephews so I can have the benefit of kids without the literal shitIf I keep pretend everything is fine I won't fall into the pit of despair right guys? guys? right?Everything is fine.
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