>Everything keeps changing
Why can't I accept change?
What is changing? Tell it to me anon
>>39637047
because you're autisic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx4Hjq6KwO0
Because everything is getting more shit by the day
>>39637083
Just life. Anything and everything.
I got a promotion at work today and all I can think about is how this means I won't be working the job I had previously. On top of that I got emotional because one of my neighbors moved down town.
Things just move too fast. There is no time to just breathe. No matter what nothing will ever be perminant and there is nothing I can do about it.
I have always been this way. When I was a kid I cried because my family got a new tv and I was going to miss the old one.
I miss my ex girlfriend
I miss Highschool
I miss being a child
I miss people I'm never going to see again
And I can't do anything about it. It's so far out of anyone's control and that's the worst part. I need time to breathe in life and the time just isn't there.
>>39637203
Maybe. I'm not diagnosed but I can be socially awkward. I think most of that is just social conditioning from being bullied as a child though
>>39637047
Because you don't realize that there is no permanent self. This is Buddism 101.
>>39637047
The problem is things are probably getting worse instead of better. It's not like the change is better.