Why you're here

>>39622469
>female
post tits

>>39622519
>male

You're in for disappointment if you're expecting a female.

>>39622542
>a female
im waitin

i just like how deep in irony is this place..
you dont actually exist do you???

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>>39622469
well if you actually want to an hero make an exit mask, that's what I think they're called
there's no coming back though
anyways for why I'm here
>severe depression and self loathing
>poverty
>constant child abuse
>"odd" appearance, not ugly but unsettling
>no female contact
>broken family
>ridiculous bullying in school
>inability to form relationships with others
>extreme paranoia
basically your average robot type

>>39622581
Truth is stranger than fiction you normie faggot GET OUT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

How so,, I'm fucking drunk and way too cyborg for this thread's standards

And honeslty I don't even know what I have to bring to the tabe

But I just want to say, none of this shit is your fault hombre. I know u might think that shit is super fcking obvious but really sometmies you gotta hear it from someone else. You ain't a fuckup OP, you're just a dude with a bunch of hindrances born into a cold and cruel world trying to make the best of their existence.
Now, Im not here to promise you qts or riches or fame or anything else. Life is fucked, and doesn't at all work like hollywood. All I am here to say is that you're not alone to feeling like a piece of shit, and that none of this is enough reason to ever doubt your lfie on this planet. You have worth, you have a fuckton of worth, even if you don't realise it yet. Fuck what the media, 4chan, everyone else says, money and sex is a lie peddled out by corporatist assholes to try and make as much profit off of human suffering as possible. keep on trudging day by day, keep cursing the world, you're honestly doing 100000x better than you assume you are. if you end up killing yourself, well thats a shame, im sure there was a hot new porn vid for u to jack off too.

my point is, society is a fucking stupid place, you can either let it eat you or rebel against it, and never, ever forget that you are loved. peace.

>>39622580
You're a faggot

This comment is original

>>39622469
>Born in third world country
>old parents, busy dad & busy mom
>no knowledge of native language, only english. Can't speak to most people
>moralfag
>molested by tution teacher
>bad childhood
>sleep depriviation
>beaten throughout childhood and teenagehood
>computer is escapism

>>39622664
Dude im not op but you're like my new hero

>>39622664
Op here
Thanks this comment helped.
Porn does help even if it's completely degenerate

And yes I probably will an hero. It's just not as easy just doing it. I need to take it one step at a time. My life isn't going anywhere.

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>>39622668
heh

ill take that as a complimant

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I guess I like reading all the whack stuff here, it makes me feel better about myself sometimes because people have it worse and sometimes because I can relate. I just feel generally sad and unfulfilled and have given up on trying to improve things in my life. I'm settled into a routine of okay days and shitty days and am just trying to make myself comfortable with existence.

>>39622850
is that a signature at bottom right?
did you draw this?
did you name it with random numbers?

>>39622871
Nah I got it off /owg/. Filename is whatever it defaulted to when I saved it.

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>>39622469
I really fucking hate spiders.

do we even NEED spiders?

>>39622897
do we even NEED you?

>>39622897
Spiders take up important and very needed roles in the eco system

What do you do

>>39622888
thanks for h onest answer

onig

>>39622897
they're pretty okay for clearing out vermin
usually they'll leave people alone too

>>39622469
too ugly for chad to fuck

>>39622897
well yes we do they kill other bugs even if they are scary.I officially have arachnophobia no joke but i still understand that we need them

>grew up poor in a shitty town and I'm still poor in the same shitty town
>come from a broken family
>kids in primary school were grouped in their cliques by ethnicity, but I never learned to speak my mother tongue so I had a hard time socializing. That carried on into adulthood and now I'm socially retarded.
>a close friend in high school an heroed and I was blamed
>diagnosed with bpd
>first and only relationship in adulthood lasted 3.5yrs and was physically, financially and emotionally abusive

I'm trying every day, though.

>>39622469
Depression, anxiety, insomnia. Unable to relax and be more normal. that's why

>>39622897
Op here. Spiders kill mosquitos and flies. We need spiders

>>39622469
>good looks
>6'3''
>not too muscular, I lift around 150lbs at the gym
>high iq
>cold reading level eq
>get hit on by girls
BUT
>eccentric personality
>get tested in primary school
>find nothing except high iq
>they want to test me again in midelschool
>we_already_tested_him.jpg
>literary insane
>all my friends know that, they tell me: "anon, you are insane, but we still like you"
>even my parents tell me: "anon, you are insane. But don't compare yourself to others, you are better then them"
>it's somewhere between psychopathy and autism, but no diagnosis
>my father is also borderline autistic, even far more so then me
>at least I have a degree in applied mathematics and my stats
>still robot though

>>39623076
I bet you're not even a virgin. I forgot to mention that I'm a virgin. Op here

>>39623091
it's kind of implied we're all virgins here unless stated otherwise
this IS /r9k/

>>39622469
i have the same life as you all the points your listed but i have just one father not two

>>39623091
>I'm a virgin
forgot to add that. But it honestly doesn't bother me too much. As I have kind of a low sex drive anyway, and I haven't met a girl I would actually love yet.
So yea, I guess if it was my sole life purpose I could get laid in a week.

>>39623118
Op here.

Problem is I have a high sex drive and I literally get envious when I see chads with beautiful women. I'm very aggressive internally even if I appear calm and friendly on the outside.

>>39623181
You're probably just kind of young if you have a high sex drive. Either that or you haven't had it wither away.

>>39623202
I am
I'm 24
People say I look younger than I am too.

>>39623213
well I'm younger than you friend and look even younger
you probably still at least have a hope
or you aren't complete worthless vermin at least

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>>39623118
>a girl I would actually love yet
>love

>>39623076
but you are like the patrick batemen of autism type

>>39623225
jokes on you, im still a sperm

>>39623246
shit I didn't know sperm could type so well

>>39623181
>with beautiful women
honestly, I'm a virgin, but I dated <beautiful women> before, and most of them have shallow personalities. So I don't really care if <chads> (and honestly I'm the best looking guy in the room often, so there isn't much I would consider a <chad>. It's more like: "I need to go more to the gym to look like that guy") date shallow women, who I wouldn't even care about.

>>39623240
my best Friend told me that he watched a show called "Rick and Morty", and that I have the same personality like a character called "Rick", so yea.

>>39623213(I'm 21)

I'm >>39623076

>>39623253
t-thanks

*blushes*

>>39622697
> no knowledge of native language
How's that even possible?

>>39623234
I'm not optimistic regarding this issue. I'll tell you that.
But I will not have it any other way.
It's either this or science

>>39623331
>It's either this or science
>>39623267
>I have the same personality like a character called "Rick"

you two would make a good couple

>>39623355
this is both me. Sadly cloning is not there yet

>>39622519
OP said
>female repellant
i.e. women try to stay away from him

>>39623371
then you should know better, son

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m1s2NFOGyg

>>39623384
>women
post tits. you too

I'm a cold fuck with barely any emotions. To the point where I have to carefully control my voice and face to seem interested.

The trade off is relatively good academic ability (finished uni chem while was still in y11), but virtually zero social skills. Can't recognise who has authority and what not, so I tend to say really out of place shit. This came back to bite me in the ass often.

So - no friends except fellow spergs, people instantly scared away by cold demeanour with little emotions. At_least_employed.exe

>>39623411
OK, now you're shitposting.

Also, I don't have tits.

>>39623465
well what do you have?

you sound rather -smells air-, feminine

>>39623400
The universe is shrouded in endless, bottomless nihilism. There is really nothing you can hope for, so a Chemical Reaction in your brain is the best you can hope for.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_qvy82U4RE
What Rick said is not "don't fall in love" it is more like, don't let your emotions blind you.
And thx 2 low sex-drive this is not going to happen to me any time soon.

>>39623482
A DFC (well, it could be D with less hair)

>>39623506
wtf does that even mean?

omrig

>>39623520
DFC = Delicious Flat Chest
D = Delicious

>>39623495
i like when he buries himself and becomes shocked

that was a good episode desu

>>39623537
are you actually retarded or just pretending to be?

>>39622469
>deformed
>not ugly face and body language but still in the uncanny valley
>low eq
>autism
>horrible depression and anxiety
>self-hate
>extremely introverted
>/sensie/ in a bad environment
>possibly abused as child
>unstable early childhood
>have only one sibling, he's younger than me and a Chad
>I was the unfavorite of parents (and extended family to some extent)
>father had anger issues, mother was depressed
>poor parents
>grew up in a small town where pretty much no one liked me
>never really belonged anywhere
>bullied from daycare to middle school, by both kids and adults
>no friends
>ACE score is 4 or 5 out of 10
>get extreme anxiety and panic attacks when someone demands something of me
>insomnia and sleep deprivation
>no real/useful skills/talents
these three don't really bother me, but I'll add them for completeness:
>NEET
>never been on a date
>virgin

>>39623563
No, but that other guy is, unless he was baiting and I took it all.

>tfw yet another item to add to my "why I am a loser" list

>>39623691
>he was baiting and I took it all
u know, bait is not the only thing that you can take all in

>>39623709
Yeah, there are these things called line, hook and sinker. :^) :3

>>39623740
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>>39622469
>abusive father
>a tendency to violent and/or manipulative behaviour learned from Dad
>a lack of emotional intelligence
>an inability to maintain close relationships
>depression
>extreme fear of abandonment causing ridiculous beta behaviour
>paranoid personality
>crappy job market forcing me to continue living with Mom

And I'm here mainly to whine and shitpost, plus to support robots who suffer more and unlike me have potential to be good people.

>>39623181
Hello sweet Elliot.

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>>39622469
I appear normal externally, but I've never felt things like anger, love, hate, joy, fear, sadness, anxiety, depression. etc. I've never felt any strong emotions.

So I have to pretend them to make me appear normal; which makes my life less inconvenient.

One of the reasons I come here is because I get to see how people manifest their extreme emotions, and I can use that information to fine-tune my pretending.

>>39624145
well

did you try suckin my dick?

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>gay, submissive, masochist bottomfag
>6'0, 200lbs, very masculine
>want to be the little girl
>will never be cute in my life
>guys only like traps and femboys
>destined to be 5ever alonely

women like me but i'm not attracted at all
and nobody is gay here, nobody
i can't even find someone online long-distance

>>39624243
Move to SoMa in San Francisco and become a submissive bear. It's not so bad, anon. I think you're cute.

>extreme introversion
>severe self-worth issues, self-loathing
>unable to trust anybody for anything
>mildly paranoid
>not much emotion
>depressive tendencies

cyborg here
>physical and mental abused by mom as kid
>bullied in school as a kid because family was kinda poor
>dad linked with mafia, grew up being around criminals and other crazy people
>dad is a low-key schizo hippie punk rock ganster that was my only friend during a long time and clearly he had a great influence on me
>adhd
>total weirdo
>find normies extremely boring and cant connect with them
>only normies lives here
>lonely
>need some kind of social interaction so i end up being here

>>39622469
Lol the chad spiders at the top vs. the beta virgin spiders closest to the water.

>>39622469
my inability to socialize in a meaningful way, my abusive childhood, my hatred for normies.

>>39622597
>"odd" appearance, not ugly but unsettling

always had this problem.

>17
>sisters friend was over
>in kitchen, looking through fridge
>they walk in and both scream "OH MY GOD!" and cower away giggling saying i looked like a robber
>was wearing all black but ok

>middle school
>had this one failed normie friend
>told me i always look "scetch as fuck"
>been told i look like Eminem for some reason
well it was pretty fitting with all the spaghetti i've dropped in my formative years

>>39624934
does your first story prove that your appearance is unsettling or what? cause it really doesnt

also if you look like eminem you are hot af

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>>39622469
> ugly neandertal
> grew in abusive, pathological family
> tons of mental issues
> despite being /fit/, good with people and having a ton of money cannot connect with anyone
> always feel out of place
> slowly going insane
Shit's great

>>39624983
i look scetch as fuck meaning i don't look or act normallike i'm up to somthing

>>39622469
>recovering benzo addict
>suffering from clinical depression, GAD, ADD, ASD and social anxiety
>manlet (though I have been called hot many times)
>never had a real relationship (not a virgin though)
>anhedonic
>never worked in my life but not autistic or stupid enough to qualify for autism bux
>taking several psychiatric meds
>literally ended up friendless
>extremely low frustration tolerance (according to a psychologist)
>I display narcissistic, AvPD and schizoid traits
>dropped out of uni