/drugs/ robot fuel edition

How fucking nice of you to finally come along!! I've been waiting all day for the drug thread. I'm high as shit on legal weed.

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>>39615037
ahh cool fun.
I got my hands on a bunch of medicinal from a family friend in Seattle.
I cant believe how fucking potent those fags are growing the stuff nowadays.
one session had me going for like half the day.

lets get this thread up and running with some music recs

heres pram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwxBHEmrqLg
do yourself a favor and grab helium from the /mu/ archive

>>39615007
I'm in a weird predicament. I have a rep for having and doing the most drugs, so it'd be really weird for me to actually seek drugs; it'd damage my authenticity. Because of this, I'm currently unable to access a lot of chemicals OP. I'm stuck with nicotine, caffeine, alcohol and a variety of strange semi-legal nootropics. I do have some modafinil in the mail, which is cool. Holy fuck I hate this website.

>>39615148
But I love this website, anon. I love it because we're here together sharing our lives. What a fun and wholesome thing to use the internet for.

>>39615168
It would actually be wholesome, but all of our lives are fucking trash, it's like a requirement that your life is shit to actually make it to the stage where you actively use this website.

Wanna know what's fucked up? I've been carpet surfing my room for BAFFSAWTS for the past 5 days. Sometimes it takes a while to find the little bastards, but I have smoked probably 30x. It's the gift that keeps on giving. Not my proudest moment, but I am very bored, lonely, and coming off of all my antidepressants and cigarettes

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>>39615217
life is fucking trash and anything else is shallow, a lie or very exceptional and rare
it's a requirement for birth

>>39615254
If you don't have a job, get one and then get onto meth and heroin, it'll make the job bearable and your life will take a significant turn for the better.
>>39615259
Yeah probably, maybe we're ahead since we're not in denial like the rest of the world.

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>>39615007
on some etizolam. diclazepam, kratom and a couple beers right now

I'm still feeling like shit though

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I want benzos so fucking bad. Cant get any. Gaaaaaah

>>39615384
I know that feel. Do street dealers even sell benzos?

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>>39615384
buy analogs on the internet
it's legal if you're in the states
etiz is my favorite personally

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>>39615007
Bangin some w/girl atm, geekin pretty hard my dudes.

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>>39615396
Probably they do. Its not like I can find street dealers
>>39615408
Not in the states

>>39615396
Depends on where you live actually. Big cities have benzos more than they have coke nowadays.

>>39615254
Holy fuck!! God I would love to be a millennial druggie, what a great time to be young and love substances!

>>39615454
Wahahaahahhahahaha this is a top rated comment.

>>39615007
gonna smoke some shitty illegal weed soon, maybe have a beer
i need to eatsomething first

>darknet market
i have like 40$ of bitcoin would it even be worth trying to buy something

What are the best markets to order from after the whole alpha bay bust?

>>39615497
If you buy some LSD analogue or something, you can probably get a few runs out of $40.

>>39615497
sure i'm not really sure about the markets rn but that should still get a weekend or two of fun if you spend it wisely

>>39615591
>>39615592
gotta download tor again and find the links again
ive only ever smoked weed really and recomendations

>>39615497
Buy more bitcoin, faggoo

>>39615628
I believe the only market that's actually functional right now, mostly because of the recent takedowns, is Dream Market. Everything else has too small a userbase.

This is a DEA honeypot, get ready to flush your shit and destroy your hard drives.

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>>39615628
>ive only ever smoked weed really and recomendations

Ketamine is literally the best drug in existence and it's not fucking close
everything clicks into place and the world is as it should
I personally had weeks of production from a single trip
unfortunately some unforeseeable circumstances hit and I was unable to procure any for a time
now I'm too fucking low to even bother to help myself
instead binging on what is available until I inevitably off myself

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Weed is amazing. I smoke it in very little doses and only once or twice a week, but the beautiful ideas and inspiration it gives me is probably the one redeeming thing about my life right now. I should get a vape and keep a tiny buzz all day.

Right now I am drinking beers. Gonna drink some poppy seed tea and/or take a fat edible this weekend, probably one on each day. Never done PST before, my only opiate experience is with kratom (doesn't even count IMO) and vicodin when I had an operation, and that vicodin was awesome. Wish I had kept the pills I never used instead of letting them get thrown out. I hope PST is like that.

I am also waiting for the price of bitcoin to go up just a little so I can buy some RC's with the bitcoin I bought a while ago when the value was higher, without losing money. I'm thinking some etizolam, dibutylone, and MXP. The dibutylone is supposedly similar to MDMA or GHB when insufflated, and the MXP is supposed to be a weird dissociative, I'm hoping it's close to DXM which is what it sounds like it might be. And they're both super cheap. Would be amazing to find a nice obscure drug for cheap prices like that.

>>39615772
Careful with the PST, it can kill you dont know the potency of the seeds you want to use. If you're getting unwashed, do a small amount and see how you feel in an hour.

>>39615756
keta is being investigated as a miracle cure for depression, other dissociatives also to a lesser extent. you should try to find some or buy an RC equivalent like deschloroketamine or 2f-k, it might just change your life like you say it did the first time.

>>39615826
Yep, I am planning on making a cup from a pound of unwashed seeds, and drinking it very slowly over the course of the day, waiting 2 hours at least after drinking half of it to gauge the effects, which are supposed to come on very slowly.

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I'm thinking about buying DOx, anyone with experience? It says it can be difficult for someone that's inexperienced with psychedelics but it's too cheap to pass up for a poorfag like me.. dollar a milligram. is the body load going to be extreme? As long as I don't get mindfucked as hard as I did on acid I should be alright. I think I can handle body load. There is no domestic NBOME which is what I wanted.

>>39616167
>I'm thinking about buying DOx, anyone with experience?
>DOx
Which DOx? That's what the x is for

>but it's too cheap to pass up for a poorfag like me.. dollar a milligram.
s-source? is it on the darkweb or is there some RC vendor in europe or something

>>39616198
DOC or DOB. Most likely B.

It's on the darkweb.

>>39616298
>>39616167

It's sometimes sold as acid because it's quite similar, and if you have no experience with psychedelics it'll all be the same to you. But if you've done LSD, it's supposedly like a more stimulating version of it. It is a psychedelic amphetamine, after all.
Mind if I ask what market?

>>39616167
It lasts a really long time, be prepared to spend a whole day on it and have trouble falling asleep. Buy some xanax if you want to come down fast.

>>39616323
Send me an e-mail and I'll send you a link.

>>39616455
[email protected]

been doing cocaine all day and pills all night, got weed too.

im fucked right now

candyflipped a couple weeks ago was the best feeling ive ever had

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just a lil kratie and 2 kpins to ride out the rest of the night hope the drugs may always bring u guys more peace than problems, certainly do for me at least

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Received these today. 100 x 10mg diazepam (supposedly) for ~21GBP

The vendor has good feedback but I'm a bit skeptical desu. How can I tell if they're legit?

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just keeping it simple tonight with some dude weed lmao watching the the hills burn in califaggotfornia ,while at the same time watching florida and texas get cucked by the hurricane, and watching mexico and central america get btfo by the 8.1 earthquakes.
yup my kind of night family

like 2 hours into 900mg DXM barely feel it

I have reached a new level of tolerance ;_;

>>39615007

I'd like to get opiates from the darkweb. Would be great. Shit, or even just some Kratom, but I don't trust google or anything to give proper instructions on how to access TOR or whatever the darknet is.

Also I'm on about 10mg of k-pins, drinking a pint of cheap vodka, and huffing down bonghits. Everything hurts and this is the only way to dull the pain even a little. Fuck.

>>39616794
wow I have never bought valium before but that sounds like a kickass deal.
Pop half of one and see what happens

>>39616891
>I'd like to get opiates from the darkweb. Would be great. Shit, or even just some Kratom, but I don't trust google or anything to give proper instructions on how to access TOR or whatever the darknet is.
wow you are stupid and paranoid but mostly stupid

>>39616833
you on SSRIs or something? is the DXM polistirex?
It will kick in... it always does. and at 900mg, you will feel it hard

>>39616833
IKTFB. I took 1776mg polistirex and didn't get off second plat. I am starting to think dextromethorphan is underwhelming unless you take massive doses period.

>>39616908
>that sounds like a kickass deal

It sounds almost too good to be legit. The vendor claims the price is discounted because they want to build a customer base though so who knows.

But yeah, I plan on trying half of one tomorrow.

>>39616939
>I took 1776mg polistirex and didn't get off second plat.
that is highly unusual... but polistirex is weird. Try HBr next time and it will definitely work. Or, do the best of both worlds and compound both doses of poli and HBr, supposedly it magnifies the intensity.

>>39616891
you must have quite the benzo tolerance to take 10mg kpins and still be typing like you are.

>>39615007
im going to use shrooms tomorrow i was wondering if you guys know what happens during or what the come down is like.

im thinking about eating them on pizza because i dont want to be doing these on a empty stomache

>>39616891
look up gaia ethnobotanical for some good kratom prices, think thats the name at least im too lazy to look it up for you

>>39617002
>i dont want to be doing these on a empty stomache
why not?
a full stomach means you might vomit, and the dose will hit slowly and be much weaker overall.
and if you WANT a weak dose, just fucking do a weak dose?? instead of playing with a high dose like fire?

you will probably have a great time, I digress.

>>39617023
damn anon this is my first time using shrooms i got 2 grams so i think thats enough personally.

>>39615007
which darknet market are you guys using after the fall of the alphabay and hansa?

>>39615754
>having to worry about the dea
This must be that freedom Americans are always ranting about.

>>39617063
that is a splendid dose for your first time. I suggest doing empty stomach nevertheless. but whichever you do you will feel it and it'll be good

>>39617096
>I suggest doing empty stomach nevertheless.
is it a floaty feeling like weed or do i need to be somewhere safe to eat them

Took a bar, took a couple shots, then did a line. Gonna do another line soon.

Hoping to die soon, really need more coke and alcohol

>>39617083
traderoute

>>39616794
What market and what vendor?

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>>39617164
shit if u really wanna die then why are you doing coke and not meth? seems like that would be more efficient

>>39617154
you have to be somewhere safe, especially for your first time. if you aren't sure, flip a coin to find out what you really want (if you get a heads and wish you got a tails, do tails, etc).
it will make you as stupid-appearing as your first time on weed, but past that, they're not the same at all

>>39616794
at that price i wouldnt be surprised if they were presses, but even then its a good deal

>>39617192
Don't know anyone who has it
Also coke + alcohol has a better chance of death
Mixing alcohol and Xanax is also bad
Just trying to die somehow done I'm still too pussy to shoot myself

>>39617192
meth is neurotoxic but not as toxic as coke actually. coke is terrible for your heart but you can do meth for years no problem, the health problems associated with meth stem not from the meth itself but from not eating or sleeping or brushing teeth etc.

Same idea as heroin actually. Both are fundamentally safe chems (excluding overdoses lol) but it's the additives, habits, and needle use that makes you fucked up over time.

>>39617192
meth is actually hard to overdose on. coke is easy to

>>39617243
yea i feel you, could always order some fent and inject that if youre 100% sure you wanna die
>>39617247
the more you know, thanks for explaining

>>39617192
Also kinda like I said, coke and alcohol= cocaethylene, much more toxic

>>39617206
its kinda cold out and hurricanes are coming i dont want to go to a park or something, are you absolutely sure i cant just stay in my bedroom

>>39617321
you can but NOT!!!! if your parents are home and you're trying to stealth trip. that is an absolutely stupid idea, you'll understand after your experience.

I highly recommend waiting till after the category 5 hurricane ravages your community lol. You might have an awesome time in your room during a hurricane but why risk it? Sounds like a bad trip recipe to me...

wait how is it cold out if you're in florida presumably? it's warm year round there...

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>>39617318
im a total noob when it comes to coke as after trying meth i never want to fuck with stims again, im good with my weenie hut jr combo of kpins and kratom

>>39617315
I am 100%, but I live with family, and that's the last thing I would like them to find. I have a gun, but I'm hoping I don't fuck it up, and I don't know where to go to do it. Can't let them find me dead in my room, would fuck them up. Would rather emt/paramedics/random stranger to find me first.

Thanks for even responding, it's nice being able to talk to someone

>>39617360
not that guy
but for a floridian its cool outside for this time of year the hurricane is really fucking with the weather

>>39617369
I feel you. Recently got introduced to Xanax, and since I'm not 21 (19), and my "friends" won't take me to get alcohol, that's the best alternative I got. Pretty fucking great though, I see how you feel drunk off them

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>>39617416
yea i have a prescription for mine since i actually have paranoia induced panic attacks so it was pretty easy to get after the schizo diagnosis

>>39617380
where do you live anon?

I highly recommend being in a seedy motel if you try to overdose... I agree with you, letting your family find you would be fricked

what makes you cross the line from 99% to 100%?

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>>39617380
dont you wanna live to see the shitstorm that will be evangelion 4.0?

>>39617442
Hey well good for you man really. Hope they help you with all things considering

Gasoline, duster, rubber cement, model plane glue, febreeze.

I huff all the time

>>39617451
Appreciate it anon
I wish I could but I've spent most all of my money on alcohol and drugs
There might be a couple unsold houses I could break into
What made me cross the line is just being completely done, I don't do anything anymore besides try to do drugs, my parents would be much better off financially at least, I'm a fucking leach, I know I would've never done anything in my life, etc. I've resorted to stealing alcohol from my parents (vodka) and filling it up with water since no one will buy me alcohol. I gues it was the best thing going for me but I can't get it anymore

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>>39617493
yea they do help a lot actually, life without them was a lot more terrifying, still only on 2mg a day but on comfy days where i dont leave the house i get to take both at night time, like i did today. shits mad comfy

>>39617519
cool dudde me to idc about nerve damage or hwateever bullshit the y rell me inhaant caust. geronimo tell me with they gone over compute duster hhhh

>>39617476
I don't care about anything anymore
I don't even know what you mean, assuming it's the Hurricanes or something but fuck it

I'm just hoping I don't fuck it up
I've heard back of the head or behind the ear but I wouldn't know how to do either. Hoping a good angle in my mouth will blow my head apart

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>>39617582
>evangelion
>I don't even know what you mean, assuming it's the Hurricanes or something but fuck it

>>39617561
Nice man
Only drug I can find rn other than adderall

>>39617561
Only done it twice, just took 2mg about an hour ago. Feeling pretty good I guess

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>>39617582
no its an anime movie, shits gonna be tight.
Anon, im not gonna sit in here and preach at you, but know it will be a big burden on your family if you kill yourself. care to explain to me a little about your life, im always interested in hearing out someones problems if youre willing to share them.

>>39617619
Yes sorry I'm retarded

>>39617652
I don't watch anime my bad
I know but I really don't care about that anymore. They'll get over it, and I know that financially it'll help out a lot more than anything I've ever done. I love them, and I'll be sorry about it, but it won't matter after I'm dead anyways right

I wonder what was in that "zombie matter" I used to smoke.

>>39617689
you should do shrooms, they will make you face your demons and be a man, and do what's right. at least try it before you shoot yourself. if you tell me where you live we can trip together maybe

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>>39617689
No one gets over a lost child anon, they'll be carrying that around for the rest of their lives, make no mistake about that. I tried to suicide with 70mg mixed benzos and 30mg oxycodone, it wasnt enough obviously but when i woke up from the blackout of the benzos I cant tell you what a relief it was to be alive. Unfortunately my family has always been financially secure so i cant really relate to that, but have you talked about your suicidal thoughts with anyone, friends family therapist etc

>>39617569
no better feeling than duster and then gasoline
then you feel super fucked up and start seeing shit that don't exist

>>39617724
I've done both shrooms and acid, but it's true what they've said. If you're in a negative state then your trip will most often than not turn out to be a bad one. If anything, it really just told me that I've completely given up on wanting to be or do anything. I'm truthfully not trying to arrive or anything, and I appreciate the help and the time you took to respond, but there's just nothing left

>>39617416
how to i get kpins
K noob here

>>39615007

Posted in its own thread but reposting here:

> Be me.
> Go out to score drugs.
> Dealer texts me to meet him in a subway station.
> I go there.
> This fuckin' hot chick walks in the front door.
> Starts talking to me.
> For a minute I think I'm under arrest; why didn't he tell me he was sending in a chick to do the transaction?
> I legit stand around looking retarded for about 1 full minute until I realize she's working for my guy.
> I finally get the clue and buy the drugs after subjecting this chick to like 60 uninterrupted seconds of autism.
> She had laid the baggie on the window sill the moment she walked in, I was just too tarded to notice.

I'm not sure why I'm sharing this story.

I guess I just wanted to say that this drug dealer has a legit hot as fuck GF in addition to several apartments, cars, employees, etc, while I abide by the law and get incel and poverty.

Tell me why not to become a felon again? It seems women really respond to that shit.

>>39617772
would acid go good with gasoline huffing?

>>39617748
I don't have friends
To tell you the truth I'm a shitty person
I practically raped a drunk friend (didn't but I know there's something seriously wrong with me) and I'd rather quit while I'm ahead before I turn into something worse. I'd never hurt anyone else, but I'd like to die before I break down and do something stupid

>>39617814
>while I abide by the law

who's gonna tell him?

>>39617772
>there's just nothing left
the only time this is true is when you're already dead. if you're alive, there is hope. at the very least, don't kill yourself, just leave and start a new life.

>>39617832
it is clear from this very comment that you have good intentions and that is the core of a good person. can't you see that, anon?

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>>39617832
i dont have friends either besides a few online ones i play tekken with. I dont think that past experience makes you a shitty person, you didnt even carry through with the act man. Really my advice would be speak with your family about this because a lot of it seems to stem from how you think youre a financial burden to them. have an open conversation and be completely honest and if they reccomend professional help, then it may be for you. Theres nothing wrong with admitting, you need help, but there is something wrong with throwing your life away for stupid reasons

>>39617788
Not sure man. Most of my drug dealers I met in HS, and if I wanted something extra, I'd just ask them what they had, or if they knew anyone who had.

>>39617825
Not sure man, don't know how gasoline huffing effects you, and what the high is like. Best combo with acid is generally weed

>>39617788
look up guides to using darknet
and skip the kpins and go to xanax, kpins are the pussy benzos

>>39617919
tfw too autistic to even have reliable drug dealers
plus where im at the only things popular are weed coke xanax and herion
all ive done it weed and id like to try other things like ketamine since it sounds amzing and somewhat safe

>>39617970
im always worried about fentynal in my xanny

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>>39617970
kpins are good for treating actual anxiety as well as tapering down due to their long half life. but yes they have less abuse potential

>>39617788
why kpins?

if you're using benzos for recreational purposes go for xanax

if you're using it for anxiety, go for valium

>>39617979
>id like to try other things like ketamine since it sounds amzing and somewhat safe
deschloroketamine is unscheduled and basically a stronger but slightly different version of the same thing

>>39617839
I don't have hope man
I'm too pussy to even do something like that kek
>inb4 there's nothing to lose if you just leave and travel
It's hard when you just want to lay in bed and die

>>39617863
Hahaha not really man. I try to be nice to everyone when in reality I'm an arrogant asshole who hates the "friends" I don't even have

>>39618015
if i used darknet i would get both xan and valium
>>39618032
how do i get

>>39617899
I just couldn't do that to them. My parents are constantly worried about money, possibly getting a divorce, and just so much other shit that it would just be easier for everyone if I was dead. Not trying to be a pussy pity party but just trying to explain that everything isn't worth It

>>39618085
me too but if you dont actually have friends how can you tell how you'd treat your friends? that's a huge difference that I've noticed when I've had friends in the past.
you are a human who is imperfect like every other human

>>39618128
>how do i get
reddit /r/rcsources

>>39617899
They have too much on their plate currently and I know that for a fact in the end they'd be better off. What's better, killing myself now when it looks like I'm doing something, or 5 years from now where I'm a full on neet?

>>39618161
>>39618184
you vastly underestimate the sense of guilt, remorse, and grief that a child who committed suicide will cause.
maybe it's unfair, maybe you didn't ask to be born (maybe you did lol?) but it doesn't matter now. Isn't that the way of the universe?

>>39617979
Wish I could find
Would be fun to OD
saving up my alcohol for when I get a couple grams of coke
Gonna take it all, and if that doesn't work, hopefully a bullet to the brain will

>>39618162
The difference is that I have friends but I shouldn't. One friend was the one that I half raped, the other I just use and lead on. They still see me as their friends but if they knew what I had done to them and how I'm holding them back, they wouldn't be my friends

>>39618246
stop being a cocktease and tell me where you live on the off chance we can do shrooms together and you can do some soul searching

>>39618210
I understand how bad it'll be on them, but when I'm dead, it won't matter anyways right? I won't be able to know, and never would find out

>>39618128
I hate to be that guy, but I would advise against taking any benzos for anxiety. You'll develop and an addiction very easily and you'll end up even worse off than you were.

Benzos are more difficult to come off than heroine. The withdrawals will be horrible.

>>39618255
Missouri
Middle of nowhere practically

>>39618288
>but when I'm dead, it won't matter anyways right?
I'm not going to tell you what's wrong with this. read what you typed back to yourself and you tell me.

>>39618347
I'm assuming you're talking about the "I couldn't do that to my family" aspect. I couldn't care less about how they feel afterwards, but I just couldn't do that to them. You being the one to find your son dead? After everything they've done for me, the least I can do is do it where they wouldn't find me.

>>39615772
Oh I do the same, awesome, I'm high af now

>>39618423
>I couldn't care less about how they feel afterwards, but I just couldn't do that to them.
Which is it?
Do they matter to you or not? Are you a solipsist or not? Is there meaning in the universe, is there a meaning to grief and suffering, or isn't there? Think about it. Why are you even committing suicide if the answer is no. Pussy.

>>39618532
It's hard to explain. They've done so much for me, so the least I could do is kill myself somewhere where they at least wouldn't have to see me first. In truth, I do care that they'll be upset afterwards, but I'm just so tired of everything that it's kinda too late to worry about that anymore. I'm probably contradicting myself or sound like I'm an idiot, but it doesn't help that I'm half fucked up currently

>>39618685
>but I'm just so tired of everything that it's kinda too late to worry about that anymore.
truly pathetic. you know what you should do.