Ode to BBC

>>39613242
seek medical help desu

>>39613258
the only cure my insanity is a big black cock

That's pretty good anon good job I'd let you kiss my brown cock.

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What the fuck has happened to my life that my biggest fetishes as of now are cuckolding, chastity and forced gayshit? Was it years of constantly being exposed to porn? Was it that day where I got tipsy and made sexual advantages to my friend, consequently ruining our friendship forever? Was it me becoming more and more jaded and cynical through 4chan? Or was it the Discord friendship/relationship thing that started of nicely but then spiraled out of control, turning into another source of selfhate, guilt and insanity?
I'm only 18 and I'm already a complete mess when it comes to my sexuality and the way I perceive relationships. Never, ever become like me. Please.

>>39613585
Quit jacking off so much and start working out. You only like really fucked up shit because your constant masturbation forces you to delve deeper into the internet in search of even more disgusting and depraved pornography.

>>39613585
Thanks anon, I'm supposed to be seeing a guy tomorrow and crossdressing for the first time. I've realized I'd rather have a relationship with someone before getting involved sexually, and I'm not even sure if I'm gay or not. This means he'll have wasted a couple of hundred dollars on clothes, but I'm sure he'll find another guy soon.

>>39613654
Sounds like you've gone too far already. You've made a man spend a bunch of money on you and then left him hanging. You truly are a woman.

>>39613636
I know that I'm the only one who can change myself but getting out of this spiral is hard, really hard. I hope my therapist can assist me at least somewhat, so far it hasn't really been working.

>>39613654
I am in no position to judge which decision is right or wrong and honestly I don't even know. But I hope you'll be alright.

>>39613694
I paid for half of it through paypal. Plus I'm a broke college student, and he's a rich business man, plus he gets to keep the clothes.

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>>39613585
You've been corrupted trough pornography.Your passion for sex-which is a healthy and natural one has been corrupted and twisted using 21st century technology.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_gRCOfZ8BI

I'm not /pol/ but there is hardcore libido control going on.If internet pornography were to dissapear for even 3 months there would be riots in the streets,coup de etats and so on.

I guess you tried stopping so there's no point in telling you what you already know.What helped me and is still helping me overcome this sick aspect of my personality is that I have realised 2 things.

1.I am using hardcore pornography because I need to sedate my mind and forget.

2.I am now fetishising shame.---this shit is dangerous--I'm thankful that I'm only able to go as far as trap/sissy/bbc/sph shit when it comes to porn.

It's also going to get way worse if you continue.You will start becoming uglier(physically and mentally) because you are hiding ugly aspects of yourself FROM YOURSELF.

Give '' King, Warrior, Magician, Lover '' a try and try keeping a journal.

I would also recommend you take on the task of limiting your internet intake by a lot.Maybe 1h /day?

I dunno man.I wish I could help you out but I can barely help myself.Try to feel disgusted with yourself as much as you can.It certainly kept me on track.

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Where hath thy maiden's gone?
Ivory man; the devil's spawn.

Where hath thy daughters gone to bed?
A large black hand rests on her head.

Where is the lover of thy youth?
Black seed in her womb, black seed she'll produce.

Where is thy mother so regal and proud?
She's gone to the black men so tall and endowed.

Ask not of your mother of the acts of her youth.
BBC full force, her pussy came loose.

Your father was a nice guy, dutiful and loyal.
His reward is no grandchildren, for all of his toil.

A white male son is an ill fated birth.
Compared to a black cock, what is thy worth?

>>39613988
Thank you for the wake-up call, anon. Thank you.
>It's also going to get way worse if you continue.You will start becoming uglier(physically and mentally) because you are hiding ugly aspects of yourself FROM YOURSELF.
Recently this has started happening more frequently. I am fapping and I fucking hate myself because of it and try to stop and then I give and have a super shameful fap and it gets worse every time
I wish the best for you anon.

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>>39613585
>/r9k/ and their boypussies quivering overbbc isn't a meme

wait really?

>>39614125
>white women do this to bbc
>/r9k/ ARE THE FUCKED UP ONES!!1

Just face it, we've been out competed in our free society, there's no going back.

>>39613988
>PORN IS THE PROBLEM!!

That video is literally full of white girls twerking for black men. It's not porn it's sexual liberation in general.

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>>39613585
are you having trouble anon? what kind of help do you really want?

>>39613242
Beautiful

Weeb anon is creative and cool

>>39614125
Can we get some real BBC in here? If that thing were any smaller we'd need a clit cage.

>>39613242
>A poem for /r9k/
>
>ten black crows in flight;
>call it murder
>ten black cocks in white;
>call it cultural enrichment
>ten black cocks in flight,
>ten black cocks in my wife --
>hoist high the english flag!
>
>hoist high the union jack!
>hoist it high and paint it black
>remove thy crown oh false nobility
>then bend over and spread 'em wide lest the world should see your bigotry!
>the rightful kaing shall take his place
>of dominion over all ye of inferior race
>oh hoist high the english flag!
>
>throbbing ebony shaft holds throbbing ebony head
>sobbing ivory man locked in his little wooden shed
>sobbing ivory man locked in little wooden hut
>whilst a superior ebony phallus penetrates his ivory wife's grut
>
>oh hoist high the union jack
>hoist it high and paint it black
>a thousand little clitties pound their cages in vain
>for in his rightful place shall the kaing remain!
>
>solitary island floats amidst sea of ebony
>ten black cocks in flight
>sunset fades to black
Dumb sissy anime boi.