I seriously give up on trying to talk to people in real life, its just not worth it. Ill never be one of them every time i try and do "normal" things i just embarrass myself and come off as autistic.
oh god it hurts
>>39604514
embrace the insanity lad
>>39604514
I know that feel but only when I have to interact with someone. I never deliberately tried to start a conversation.
>>39604514
>still believing other people are real
>everybody wants you to conform to their needs and what they want to do
>not 1 person wants to be with you
>>39604842
Solipsism is statistically closest to truth with the few amounts of necessary implications. Its the best occams razor. Why am I replying this to myself? I probably need to collect my thoughts.