Nostaligia Thread

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>4/10 has shit-eating grin on as she steals people's shoes and throws them at best friend's face
>shit-eating grin is enough to get me angry
>look around
>none of the beta cucks or sluts are doing anything
>just watching the little shit throw stuff at my crying friend
>triggered.exe
>I lunge at her and push her into wall
>shit-eating grin gets wider and more irritating
>uwotmate.gif
>all angry from weeks past snap in an instant
>I grab her by the throat and push her against the wall
>shit-eating grin melts of her ugly cunt face
>absolute bliss
>start to strangle her
>friends see she is in pain and break it up
>most beta cucks and sluts stand back and just gawp
>only 2 sluts come forward to help their friend, which is now also crying
>I shout
"If you ever touch my friend again, I will slit your throat, you cunt!"
>been struggling with mental illness for years (Turns out I was Autistic, figures)
>end up spending 10 minutes looking after best friend
>I call my parents to pick us up
>I call his parents to let them know he's coming home
>parents of b-day boy asked me to leave
>don't put up a fight
>calmly stand up with my best friend and walk out of the house
>go home
>mum asks me if I had a good time
>sheknowsnothing.jpeg
>never tell her what happened until I told my councillor this year

>best moment of my life
>felt more powerful than I have ever felt before
>felt more in control
>it was good to be feared
>decided life was good and tried to get on with my life
>now criminal psychology student starting first year at Uni
>never spoke to 4/10 again since she's scared shitless
>she constantly complains about women's rights and how I'm a misogynist to one of my beta cuck friends
>mfw I have never felt as good as that night before or since

I'd give anything to go back in time to 2013 and start university again, but as the person I am now. I had a really shit, boring time except for my final year and I've just come back as a masters student, but it's too late.

>>39603987
What changed between then and now?

>>39604023
I was a full-blown robot autist when I started uni, and didn't really change until third year, I got very lucky and lived with some great normies but it wasn't really until then that I started to enjoy myself, but overall it feels like I missed out on so much. Friends, good times, sex, relationships, etc.

In the year between then and now I matured a lot both physically and mentally, and started taking testosterone which further changed me as a person for the better, and I just know that I'd have a fucking incredible time if I did it all over again.

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Third grade, way before the internet or smartphones or any of that shit existed. Ne with friends outside on playground during long lunch recess.

There was a big steep hill at the back of the playground. We pretended it was WW2 and we were Marines storming the beaches at Normandy on D-day.

We were like full on Saving Private Ryan, all totally 100% into it with imaginations being so powerful at that age that it was like we were really there, could really see shells exploding, really felt like I was throwing grenades into German bunkers, etc.

>>39603774
The one single day my parents allowed me to play video games alone instead of forcing me to do shit I didn't want to do with people I didn't want to hang out with.

>>39603774

>be me
>newly-fertilized zygote
>need to decide whether or not to complete first cell division
>i do
>years later
>have one of those "it's a wonderful life" moments
>realize how much better off everyone would be if i had never been born

Much as I'd like to relive someone I personally found enjoyable, or I'd like to have a "do-over" for one of my many fuckups, I think I'd probably have to go with preventing my birth, thus preventing the damage I've done to others in my life.

>>39604279

This was an awesome read, anon.

We also had a steep hill at the back of our playground, and it would turn into a big ass muddy slide in the spring.

Every single recess was either war or cops & robbers or general mayhem of some other sort. Every kid prided themselves on dying well, too...after a dramatic slide to the bottom of the hill, of course.

>>be 16
>>still have all the vertebra in my back
>>fucking prime 16yo blonde Stacy
I wish I could do that again

>>39603774
>i will never, ever discover rule 34 ever again
let that sink in lads :(

4th and 5th grade before my anxiety and depression started to ruin my life and I started drinking and stealing pills. I miss those days. all I did with my friends was draw and talk about
anime. middle school was hell. I would give anything to wake up on the first day of 4th grade and have my life so far been just a really bad dream.

https://youtu.be/0OqZhwSRYwE

>>39604997
Faggoli.

>Be me
>Be five or six
>Don't understand anything
>House looks amazing to little me
>Have bird
>Five cats
>Two dogs
>A computer
>Wake up in morning with beautiful sunshine glare through glass window built in to the door
>Play computer
>Bird sqawking
>Cat meowing
>Dogs in the backyard barking
>House is boring now
>Down to two cats
>Bird dead
>Computer gone
>The parents I knew gone
>Everything gone
I would do anything just to go back...

>>39605515
Forgot to add -
>Dogs are still here but they're old