My life is hell.

Faggot post the tranny porn now. I don't give a shit how you kill yourself.

>>39595593
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Helium method is legit. Thats how im going out. Attach a helium tank (MUST BE PURE NOT DILUTED) to a CPAP mask

>>39595528
Don't actually do it if you don't mean it

>>39595528
Most surefire way is hanging but make sure you fall more than 1.5th of your height so you break your neck otherwise you'll choke yourself and that wont be fun.

But the least painfull way is death by helium. Your body doesn't know the difference between oxygen and helium and you'll slowly doze off before you die because of oxygen deprevation while being unconscious. It's legit. But after that image the helium tanks are readily avaible have been limited to a non lethal concentration so you'll have to find a tank used by proffesionals.

Or, and this is the better option especially of you haven't tried it, you realize you dont want to die but you just want to stop the life your living. Realize your negative thoughts are symptoms of your depression. Past failires do not determe future succeses. From yoir point of view it probably all seems hopeless and pointless and you habe no idea where to start or how to tackle on your problems. The people over at the suicideline do in fact have alot of information readily avaible and are trained in handling these situations. Reach out for help anon, nobody can get out of their shit without help when they can't think or see clearly. There is no shame in asking for help. You, me, everyone here is human. We all male mistakes and we all need eachother in times we can't keep up ourselves.

>>39595856
problem is getting the helium - most welding supply/gas stores have it 70/30 diluted
a high amperage current across your heart will fry your ass, you just have to not be found within an hour so you don't get revived

>>39595528
Why not do it in the woods and give the cops your coordinates? That's what I was planning on doing. Walk a couple hundred paces away from the road, and boom.

I want you to live, reach for a doctor.
https://youtu.be/Kb24RrHIbFk

>>39596049
It's either I kill myself or other ______

>>39595976
Shot to the head is often non lethal.

Either study where to shoot exactly, even then it's often non lethal qnd you end up with brain damage, or use a shotgun. Preferably both thou.

Also OP, do your parents know about your despair? Please try talking to them first and ask them for help. It seems like your mom cares for you and would help you. The worst part of any suicide are the people left behind, especially if there are many unanswered questions and they didn't know about your mental agony.

>>39595528
Alright faggot here's what you do.
get your car spraypainted. with "I'M WITH HER" Drive your ass down to the closest riot.and mow those motherfuckers down like it's fucking gta5
when the car breaks down due to either excessive gore, blunt force trauma, or police action. you start throwing very simple thermite bombs out into the crowd. and firing your guns at police. of course while wearing your patent pending "I'm with her" crotchless jumpsuit. with facemask of Hilary clinton. and suicide by cop.