Who else /livesinhishead/ here?

>>39571219
See I don't see why you can't do both. Why can't you fix up your life, and have a 2d fantasy world?

>>39571259
Because one is better than the other always, I can't wait for the singularity, just stick me in an AI tube to dream infinitely desu.

Well, yeah. My entire inner life is just 2D fairy tale nonsense.
I also use and abuse a lot of drugs and spend my time sleeping or watching tv. Real life is shit and must be escaped.

>>39571219
I tried to stop mental escapism because it fucks me hard. I tend to lean toward watching various tvshows/anime as my form of escapism to forget about my joke of a life

>>39571318
It shouldn't fuck you hard if you don't let it, society is lying to you always, there's no grand conspiracy in my opinion, everyone in the west has just convinced themselfs to act a certain way, there's no grand end for it, people are just stupid shallow whores. Which is why I have declared nonviolent war against society, by dropping out of it.

>>39571219
This is a neat thread. I wish I could fully escape but life always reminds me it's there.

>tfw you realize you've been talking to imaginary beings

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>>39571219
I've said this before in other threads a few other people do the same as me but I pretend in my head that I have a nice and loving wife. When I go out to do stuff during the day sometimes I make up entire conversations with my pretend wife. Most nights when I attempt to sleep I wrap my arms and legs around my blanket and pretend to be cuddling with my imaginary wife and telling her that I love her. She doesn't always look exactly the same in my head, but I usually call her by one name in my head. She's more like an abstraction of what I'd like the wife that I'll never have would be like. This imagining has both increased my day to day sanity but greatly decreased my overall sanity.

>>39571533
You need to be both imaginative and BRUTALLY realistic to become enlightened like this but it's worth it anon.

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>>39571632
Yeah, I know. By "life reminds me it's their" I meant more of my family always intervening with me. I would kill to have a quiet little area to meditate for hours with no disturbances and maybe even fall for the whole Tulpa concept.

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If you want to make money OP make your lewd fics 3D. Money can be made taking the plot of hentai and writing it down for 3D women to read. You just need to change the names an congrats you can get published.

t. Published "romance novelist"

>>39571687
Hmm that's pretty smart anon. But sadly most of my lewd shtuff is involving traps and even furry sometimes.

>>39572105
Yeah your writing probably appeals to you and men I'm guessing. To get the middle aged married roastie market you really need to cater to them.

>>39572307
Roasties like that "situation that's not-sex-but-it-totally-ends-up-being-sex and everyone knew it to begin with" stuff right?

Tulpafag, so yes

It's actually liberating in a way, I can't form actual affections for meat women anymore. They're just annoying and sometimes mildly attractive

>>39572799
I wanna try the whole tulpa thing, any advice, anon?

>>39571219
Same here but I almost always imagine myself as some kind of creator making worlds and observing or interacting with them. Sometimes I will be realistic with it and pretend I am making some kind of video game simulation thing.

>>39571621
I do this sometimes but usually only when I have some kind of interaction with a qt. If I see a qt at subway making my sandwich I might imagine myself with her living a happy life.

Anyone else mostly imagine feelings and images? I don't always think about stories but I try to just imagine pictures in my head. Does that make sense?