is there really any reason for me not to kill myself at this point? nothing goes right, i have no friends, i live in an abusive household and was sexually abused and raped as a child for years and no one did anything when i tried to tell them, i don't even have a personality or feelings or anything, it's all gone. i just feel numb. if i die at least i won't hurt anyone or fuck up anything. if i stay alive i'll just fuck up even more. no one likes me, and i don't go outside or meet people so no one will EVER like me in the future, i'm a shut in autistic retard.
just being realistic, there IS no reason for me to live. i add nothing to anyones lives and no one adds anything to mine. gonna kms soon, i guess.
>>39568613
Awww poor you no one commented on your post :'(
>>39568685
u just did thanks man im not gonna kill myself anymore
>>39568613
im sorry this all happened to you anon, i didnt have the greatest childhood either but im not currently in an abusive home anymore but i know how hard it can be. have you spiraled into substance abuse? thats what i did and my childhood wasnt nearly as traumatic as yours sounds like it was.
>>39568613
AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAAAAAAND
A SHAME YOU SEEMED AND HONEST MAAAAAAN
>>39568730
thanks... yeah i have a drug issue, have had issues with benzos and coke but im alright now
>>39568613
I'm a shut in autistic retard as well, got a discord or a throw away email? Let's talk.
>>39568613
You retards keep saying you'll kill yourselves, but never actually do it. Stop attentiowhoring you worthless scum.
>>39568983
uh, ok. discords jellin#4200 idk why you'd want to talk to me but alright
>>39568807
Came here to read this.
I leave satistified.
Find a job and move out. After a decade or so you'll learn to be okay with yourself.
Try remodeling your personality when you get into a stable situation. I suggest something laid back. Pic related is a good base to work with.