>Be me, 20
>Be virgin NEET with one A Level
>Get GF
>Get job
>Feel like life is finally working
>Meet balding Algerian man on twitter
>Start homosexual long-distance affair with him
>Accidentally show our texts to GF
>She leaves and gets a new BF
>Have nervous breakdown
>Lose job
Should I carry on? I didn't even want this fucking affair /r9k/ he fucking pressured me into it and now I feel like a total fucking fuckhead because I've lost fucking everything and it's my own fucking fault.
>>39556286
if it was some shitty part time job you'd easily get a new one
and go to a gay nightclub on the weekends if you want dick
>>39556286
>>Get GF
Get out
>be at university
>easy 10/10 qt takes same classes as me
>we bump into each other because scheduling
>she starts talking to me about model building (like airfix stuff)
>she talks about vidya a lot
>she talks about MtG because I usually played that at the time and she noticed
>touches her hair a lot
>talks about upcoming costume party
>"I'm going as Leia, you should probably come too"
>"Nah, I don't have any costumes"
10 years later... FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU-
>>39556319
It was a full time job at Pizza Hut. I guess I could get another but it really hurts to be back where I was a year ago. Hasn't anyone here felt like that? And again, I don't want to see another dick again in my life. He pressured me into it, he was emotionally manipulative af. I've blocked him on twitter and whatsapp but he keeps fucking coming back with new numbers and new accounts
>>39556286
you had it coming, how could you be such a fucking idiotic faggot?
Yes, you should carry on. It hurts, and it sucks, and it's honestly going to hurt for a while. But it gets better. One day it'll stop, and you'll be able to push forward. You don't seem broken, not like a lot of people on here, so you'll be able to pull through if it's something you really want to do.
I'm not saying it'll be easy, because it won't be, but the good things in life almost never are. The choice is in your hands alone, and you've honestly probably already made up your mind and are coming here for validation of whatever you've already decided.
End of the day, you'll be OK if you want to be OK. Take as much time as you need and as you can to get your head on straight, and then get back out there. I'm assuming you're still relatively young.
Don't wallow in misery, you gain nothing from it. It eats you alive from the inside out, and finally you cross the line from being able to pull yourself back to not being able to, ever.
>>39556286
AHAHHAH, FUCKING END YOURSELF NIGGER XDDD