>tfw bought another 30 pack I didnt even feel like drinking,

>ywn be an alcoholic who's able to buy boredom free fun evening in every store
Feels bad tbqh

File: 1502963683144.jpg (43KB, 789x960px) Image search: [Google]

43KB, 789x960px

>>39553872
Boredom free turns into heavy depression and self harm very quickly for me. Yet I keep drinking because otherwise I feel nothing.

Because we're broke inside man.
>he said as he worked on finishing another half gram of cocaine

>>39554139
fuck dude ive been getting into the coke lately too. Its nice but the pull is so strong, I hate it so much, and I hate that im some how able to justify it.

>>39553848
Same.

>Went to the library to try stay focused and escape distractions.
>Drank a beer on the way there and came back with 2.

>>39554169
I know right man?
It's just so fucking nice and it makes me feel like a real person. I love doing lines and I'm probably legit addicted by now.

>>39554107
How do you self harm?
>>39554139
I wouldn't mind some coke right now desu but I can't imagine doing it alone

>>39554195
I do it alone pretty much only because I don't want my friends to think less of me.