Anyone else feel nothing anymore?

>>39548306
I touch things but they don't seem to feel any different.
You could say I was...

LOOSING TOUCH

>>39548306
I do. I mostly just feel dead inside. Empty. I hate having bpd

Sometimes. I alternate between that and pure rage or depression.

>>39548306
taking a dump has gradually lost it's feeling, not like it was some black and white difference, but like the sensation was lost somewhere in the sea of grey days that make up most of my life
my legs don't even feel numb anymore when I sit there for a while too...past the point of not feeling nothing now

>>39548306
I recently lost the last amount of feeling I had after getting led on. Never again. No point wasting energy on people

Yeah, music that used to pump me up now do nothing, TV, movies, do nothing. Even when it's a perfect day out, I feel I just wanna die.

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>>39548670
>i'm so numb, I can't even feel numb ;-;

>>39548306

I wish I had the kind of purchasing power to buy real estate in new york. Would be cash as fuck

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>been talking to a qt for a week or so
>got a date this weekend
>getting nervous because every other date I've had in 3 years has been absolute shit

Though I'm in the mindset of being a dominant and commanding individual in most occasions, I can't help but lay awake at night and think that perhaps if my father had taught me to be a better man than drink his life away, I might've made something better of myself.

I feel like a 30 year old boy.

>was depressed
>now apathetic
i have no negative or positive emotions just the overwhelming thought that life has no point in the end. i no longer have a sex drive or aspirations. im too tired to do drugs.

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>>39549624
>I feel like a 30 year old boy.

This, but what do we do now? I don't know, and even if I did, I wouldn't trust my own judgment enough to do it.

Fight for something.

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I dont even feel lonely anymore. I don't crave social interaction anymore. I just want to be alone... What is wrong bots I feel absolutely empty every day. It hits almost as soon as I wake up lasts through until I finally go to sleep again.

>>39549520
>wanting to live in that shithole

>>39551255
Me too. If i knew I would not be here.

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>>39548306
Me. I'm thinking about signing up for some volunteer work, doing some farming or teaching english for meals/place to stay.

some sites I found:
http://www.backdoorjobs.com/worldwide.html
http://wwoof.net/#destination
http://www.worldteach.org/explore/
https://helpstay.com/

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>>39551499
That looks cool but I have to pay to volunteer or they pay me?

On the contrary. I've lost family and have had a bunch of shit happen to me this last year that has made me start feeling again. I feel everything now, and it's strange after having been empty for so long.

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>>39548306

music is the only thing left that gives a dopamine response

>depersonalized

my feelings have actually just left my body, i feel very disconnected from everything. closest people to me could die and i wouldn't even flinch.

I've felt nothing for so long that i don't know if I feel anything now or not.