>Beat up my dad while he tries to defend mother from my autistic

Fuck man sounds like you need to smoke weed and jerk off....

You are a douchebag just don't be yourself.

Next time you see your dad, hug him.

Afterwards, try to initiate conversation and talk about the things that bother you, and let it flow...

Wtf is wrong with you dog why'd you attack your mom?

You need to apologize to your father and mother sincerely, and go see a therapist. Don't throw away the relationship you have with your parents. Reconcile what you did with them, and seek help immediately.

>>39541070
Are you actually diagnosed autistic or just a failure at life? If the former, get help, if the latter just try harder.

>>39541216
I have a deep rooted hatred towards her. I know that she doesn't love my father, also she's very superficial and judgmental towards others.
When I was growing up she used to beat me, but it's not even remotely as hurtful as her pointing to some poor construction workers and telling me if I don't pull myself I'm gonna become as much of a piece of filth as they are now. I never forgot that resentful fucking voice and glance she gave to some working lads. I grew up and finished university very easily, started working at good job etc. but it was never enough for that cunt. My father, on the other hand, was the exact copy of myself emotionally. He never judged a person by material well being and mother disliked him for it.

>>39541070
Don't fade away

>>39542270
That is rough, you should apologise with your father though, have you tried to get your own place?

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Exact thing happened to me a few days ago, but it was my brother who beat up my father who was trying to protect me from his spazz attack. My mom is a pathetic sympathizer who forbids us from calling the police just because he came out of her vagina and women are programmed to protect their babies, no matter how fucked up they are. She makes ME out to be the asshole when I threaten to get the authorities involved.

This fucker is going to kill me one day and it'll be all her fault because she stupidly believed out disfunctional family could simply "work things out."

Also fuck you OP for inciting fear into your Stockholm Syndrome ridden parents. It's not fun having to sleep with one eye open you faggot. Sort your shit out and stop letting your self induced modern day mental illness control you.

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>>39542270
wow i can see why you attacked her now. kinda similiar to how my dad is he's a real cunt that i could see myself gettin physical with. my moms awesome though

>>39543809
I'm not trying to justify what I did, however it only happened once in my whole life. I don't have spazz attacks or any actual mental illness as far as I know, but I do become more and more apathetic.
Also to everyone saying that I should go to therapist, do you think it will do any good if I self-reflect all the time anyways?

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>>39544349
Once the apathy kicks in there's no turning back.

t. apathetic robot who's had multiple therapy sessions