Even if you were to get a stable life, a good job, a house, a couple of friends and even a gf, your anxiety will always make everything stressful and depression will keep you miserable.
Why do you even life
>>39537681
Because I'm too much of a pussy to end it all.
>>39537849
this
waiting on a heart attack that im definitely overdue from meth and cigarettes
>>39537681
Depression isn't constant. With the things you mentioned, I would be miserable a lot less of the time and the stress would be more bearable.
BTW if you quit smoking you will cease to be antisocial, even if you remain asocial.
>>39537681
>your anxiety will always make everything stressful
That's what medication is for. I've been taking Prozac since I was 16 for general and social anxiety and I literally walk around giving ZERO fucks. Like it's amazing. I still have a boring personality but w/e I'm not extremely nervous or anxious about situations anymore and I'm barely stressed.
Not sure how I would've made it through college and my job w/o it. Go see a therapist
>>39538643
welp not Prozac, meant Paxil.