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I have destroyed my body, my mind, my relationships with family and friends and other people. There isn't a single person who doesn't hate me, not even those who used to be my most devoted supporters. I know that I have earned that hatred a thousand times over. My soul is the darkest shade of black. I am pure poison. I turn everything I touch to dust. You don't want me as family, you don't want me as a friend, and you certainly don't want me as a lover. I'm in a downward spiral and dragging everyone down with me. I only hope I die before I bring everyone I love to ruin.
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>I have destroyed my body
OP are you a trap?
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>>39536578
What I meant is that I'm an alcoholic, but I'm also pre-HRT transgender, yes.
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>>39536702
My intuition is off the charts tonight.
Have you ever considered not going on HRT and accepting life as a man? I know what it's like to flounder between love and hatred. How can you be sure that HRT isn't just a manifestation of the hatred of your volatile mind being directed at yourself, using your gender as a scapegoat?
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>>39536532
I don't hate you, anon. You are as much a victim of your circumstances as you are responsible for them.
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Don't worry, maybe tomorrow you're manic again and think you're god. That's how I deal with it at least.
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