Told my aunt I was suicidal with symptoms of schizophrenia a

>>39529668
get a professional if you're serious
it's obvious she's out of her league

>>39529668
Reply with

>Auntie I wants to smell your braps. If you don't let me smell your braps I will kill myself.

whatever makes her know that you appreciate it (if you do) i wish anyone in my family actually loved me

>no one needs to know
holy shit 10/10 aunt knows whats she's doing, you better do what she says OP

Ask her for a blow job otherwise you'll blow your brains out. "No one needs to know."

Why do you think you are schizo anon ?

That is actually a very thoughtful message, most boomers are like "depreshun n anziety dont reel lol"

>>39529812

Extreme derealization. Delusions of grandeur (e.g. I was sent by "god" on an unknown mission). Strange compulsions to stand in the middle of my room and imagine what angels look like (I did this once for three hours, trying to keep the angels in my head).

I've only heard 'voices' a handful of times. They sound like hypnagogic hallucinations only I'm wide awake while hearing them. They're like indecipherable shadowy whispers.

These symptoms aren't entirely consistent and generally get worse with stress (or when I start going to sleep at 10am and waking up at 7pm).

I've been NEET for 4 years. I have dreams and passions but I struggle to see a way out of this fucking prison. I can barely relate to this retarded normalfag board anymore either.

>>39529853
I was scared and told my parents I thought I might have schizo because of hallucinations, paranoia, and delusions. They thought I was being haunted and then took burning sage and waved it over me to "expel the spirit".
Unsurprisingly it did nothing

>>39529719
This - she sounds nice and she's trying to make you feel better, but you obviously need help beyond her understanding.
Do your own leg work when finding a professional. When you have a plan on what to try and if you feel comfortable talking to her, let her know what's up and possibly get her involved.
Rides to therapy/doctors, emotional support, whatever.

>>39529668
If dubs: Tell her you want to fuck her ass.

>>39530024
What was your childhood like ? Was it rough ?

>>39530131

Rough by my own estimation maybe but probably not in the grand scheme of things. I was bullied, excluded, and had only one or two friends at a time in elementary and middle school. Zero in high school. But I was never beat up or abused or anything.

I grew up without a father and my mother coddled me. I have nothing against her and we have a good relationship but she's always treated me like a vulnerable child.

I think part of the trigger for these symptoms was the catastrophic breakup of an important relationship a few years back. She tried to choke me out in a parking lot and nearly succeeded, then almost ran me over with her car as I ran away in my underwear screaming like a fucking maniac. Not a fun night.

What bothers me the most is, I feel like I have potential to move forward, but as someone with no friends, barely any education and potentially fucking schizophrenia I just don't even know where to begin. Suicide seems easier than taking on responsibility.