I'm 45 and still a NEET. How do I stop being so apathetic?

you are really messed up really really fucked. I am 26 but in my own deep hole but I get really really scared when I think about time. I guess if you don't feel a care who cares, but you must on some level to make a thread.

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i feel like r9k is the wrong place to ask but i definitely understand cause im a neet due to schizophrenia and i feel the same way all the time which is what led me to relapse on meth and go on a 4chan posting binge in the hunt of some (You)'s so far so good but the transphober is running out of energy and may not make it to the warp gate

>>39524096
I think you're past the point of no return.

>20 and NEET
Still socially acceptable as "you're finding yourself"

>25 and NEET
Bad, but still recoverable

>30 and NEET
Starting to get to the point of no return, but there's still a little bit of time

>35 and NEET
Literally the last call here, you need to get your shit together a-sap

>40+ NEET
It's over

>>39524177
The problem's I don't feel that fear or urgency. Just shit passes through my mind once in a while. Took bunches of poppy tea the other day and passed out. Jarred me a little but still couldn't give a fuck.

>>39524217
are you a twink by chance?

>>39524218
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFZrM38mf7Y

>>39524096
Behavioral therapy is all that's left at your point

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>>39524232
no i weigh like 240 lbs i wish i was a twink ill be there soon enough if i dont kick the meth

>>39524273
>40+ year old NEET
>Addicted to meth
Hello future suicide victim. You could have prevented this.

>>39524300
no im not op im 20 years old and instead of autistic im schizophrenic

>>39524329
but my plan is to an hero after evangelion 4.0 comes out so your not wrong

>>39524254
Tried behavioral therapy. Didn't work. We just talked and nothing happened.

>>39524217
I'm thinking of going on adderall so it can help me do shit. How long have you been a NEET?

>>39524344
for me therapy is hit or miss i have a good therapist now who i like but even then it feels more like having a paid friend than it does improving your life

>>39524373
3 years originally was gonna go to college but psychosis got really bad and i just couldnt handle the stress of it. Adderall is good for getting shit done, better than meth is cause meth is really too much fun to get anything productive done while on it unless you count shoving things in your butt being productive

oh boy the meth psychosis is comin in on top of my regular psychosis and it just feels like im in a dream

>>39524407
what kind of shit do you see on meth?

>>39524341
pls don't go /twink mode/ and then be my bf :3

>>39524505
unless youve stayed up for multiple days binging you probably wont see anything unless your already prone to psychosis. after 3 or so days of being up the shadow people come in theyre chill tho they wont hurt you, the walls also start to breathe around that point similiar to lsd or mushrooms or most psychedelics its closer to an mdma feeling than those though

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>>39524571
i already have a bf sorry bout that

My siblings all have families and jobs. They got jobs in their teens and early 20s while I remained a NEET. They got married in their late 20s and early 30s but I am still a NEET.

I don't because of fucking autism. I don't feel the motivation to actually apply to a job or get an education. I just take my poppy tea and stare blankly at the wall or the computer. I try doing something then 2 minutes later I'm not doing shit because I can't concentrate.

>>39524571
not sure why youd want a meth addict bf unless maybe youre one too?

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>>39524693
sorry i kinda hijacked your thread here friend but i do sympathise with you, we neets gotta stick together u know

>>39524693
how is poppy tea btw is it stronger than kratom?

>>39524736
Much stronger. You take enough and you pass out or hallucinate.

>>39524775
the more u know i didnt know it was that strong thats actually kinda interesting. im more of a stimulant guy though stims definitely have withdrawals but from what i hear opiate withdrawals are the worst especially considering how you literally get sick if you dont take an opiate

>>39524695
umm no?

totes orignal

>>39525022
ah ok i was just curious. dont do meth worst and best decision ive ever made

literally had to try this captcha 7 times because im fucking spun and hallucinating everywhere

>>39525084
I just want a bf with a cute ass desu

>>39524824
I do but I take sleeping pills to sleep off the withdrawal.

>>39524096
How are you living on your own as a neet if your parents are dead?

>>39525108
i have a big surgical scar on my tailbone area its not pretty to look at

i had to get a huge cyst removed thats why its there they gave me hella painkillers for it was legit

>>39525151
My parents aren't dead. They still support me. Just I wonder what's gonna happen when they die. I'm too apathetic to do shit about it.

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>>39525137
sleeping pills? u a savage neet respect my man

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>>39525217
i worry about my mom dying on me a lot my grandad is almost dead from cancer and hes the one that supports my mother and I's neet lifestyles but because of the inheritance plus his investments we're both set for life so i pretty much got it made is what im sayin

>>39524218
I find that how fucked you are depends on how many options you have. The younger you are the more options you have because if something doesn't work you can just start over. The young have lots of time to try out new things and experiment. But once you get older you can't afford to start over, you need to have something that's working so you can ride it out to a comfortable retirement.

I would say that 30 is the limit for that. After 30 you can't really start over. Because starting over at 30 or older means that by the time you manage to get up and running on a new career you'll be pushing 40 probably before you can start putting away money to retire. You'll be having to put in the hard, long hours of low level work in your late 30s and early 40s that most people do in their teens or 20s. I had to make sacrifices to my lifestyle in my late 20s to get the job I have currently. I couldn't imagine having to make those same sacrifices when I was 37 compared to 27.