Clinical Depression Thread

>>39523478
ive been on everything and it just makes me feel worse, im slowly realizing that my suicide is inevitable.

>>39523478
Prozac, Hydroxyzine, Trazadone, Kolonpin

The only thing that helps is the k-pins but that's because it just makes me forget how shit my life is.

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im going to start taking cipralex 20mg soon
right now im on 10mg escitalopram which tastes like awful mouthwash

i think the reason im depressed is because of my shit personality and worldview
i expected my life to magically get fixed when i started taking them, just as everyone told me it would get
i dont know why i did, after all antidepressants only fix depression
the source of the problem (me and my retarded world view) is still there
i dont feel suicidal or depressed anymore, i just dont feel anything instead now
i suppose the antidepressants are doing their thing, but its like asking for a wish from an evil genie

>>39523478
i smoke weed for my depression

Citalopram 20 mg
Helps with crippling anxiety, not so much depression. I dislike it because it gives me an endless, insatiable appetite so I have been getting fat while on it. I want to taper off but I am afraid of the withdrawals. i have tried a ton of other antidepressants and they made me worse, so who knows

>>39523478
I was on valium for 1 month then switched to klonopin for two months, then quit but now I feel like shit almost everyday.
I want to go back to benzos badly, if possible a benzo that is exclusively meant against insomnia and anxiety, not seizures.
I also want to try anti-depressants
Oh and I was also on antipsychotics togheter with klonopin, I really need them cause they cut off manic states, which I get often and when I take caffeine and such it's horrible

>>39523478
Dysthymia
No drugs, because they don't actually help.