All my suicidal niggas who need to vent about rejection get the fuck in here
>found daddy bf whos 38 years older than me and into hard drugs like me
>he wants to suck my dick
going to see him tomorrow should be fun :) why arent you gay anon?
>>39518346
rip that doesn't seem like a safe plan
>>39518346
fucking hate my life and the fags need to stop promoting their sexual ""orientation""
>>39518415
who wants to live life being safe anon? gotta do wild shit sometimes
>>39518461
plus if i get an std then we could fuck all we want since theres nothing to worry about
>>39518442
salty str8 sad bois baka my head
>24
>play lol for 16hours a day
fuck
>>39518346
My ancestors didn't survive blistering cold, and sweltering heat, just to see me become a faggot.
>>39518495
are u at least high ranked?
I wish I was important to someone. All I wanted was to someone to look after me when I get sad and isolate myself. But I'm not important. Nobody cares. People that I thought loved me just went away for my life and didn't even look back.
I'm so fucking lonely.
>>39518510
Plat 1 currently,have gotten to diamond 3 once though
>>39518506
aww theres no reason to be mad, we're all friends here ;)
>>39518545
well ya thats pretty shitty for 16 hours a day m8 i play tekken a few hours a day and im a mediocre rank in it but if i was playing 16 hours a day im sure i could do better. you should do what you enjoy though anon even if it means playing shitty mobas all day.
>tfw just got mocked by some teenagers driving past me in their car real slow
>>39518299
>she called me BUDDY
I actually want to commit suicide right now
I deeply wish I could be like you again, comfortable in hidden misery, behind a wall within a mask and free of ghosts.
Please consider yourself lucky, there are so many horrible variations of existence, many of which I am soon to experience.
You, now, still get to enjoy the visual indulgence of admiring beautiful women from afar, and if you could muster the confidence to speak, the subtle charm of conversation as well.
Me, Hell fucking no son.
Imagine having your libido completely smashed, and your nerve endings fried so the very touch of another human being actually makes you feel sick and weak, or your dick constantly burning as if it were irradiated and cancerous without infection, just impotent and shriveled.
Now imagine all of the while knowing, at least due to a past who's potency is growing ever weaker and distant, that you could've had sex with anyone, at anytime, and now you never will again, for this life, and the next, and the next, and the next, and the next...
I want to stop studies, but if i do that, i will be a NEET forever and i will kill myself 1month after
the only hope is the study
>>39518299
>be me
>like feminine guys
>they always turn out to be gay or interested in more feminine girls
>mfw they'd rather get an old ugly dick inside their asses than fucking a cute boi
>sexuallyrepressed.jpg
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>>39518717
the neet pill is an enlightening one anon.
jk it leads to hard substance abuse and mental illness trust me i know
>>39518346
this is the reason I hate being gay
people associate me with people like you without getting to know me
that is why I'm in the closet
>>39518779
ill admit that was a stupid post but im on meth so i dont care! ;)
>>39518779
That's mostly in your head. I can assure you the majority of people don't think like that.