Vent Thread

I can't say in particular for reasons that I also cannot disclose, but I will say this.

I feel as though the current trends that plague my existence will not ever cease. I feel as though I am putting false hope into my life and that nothing will ever change.

My reasoning for this is unclear, after all on the surface the future looks highly promising, yet there's always a destiny and a fate for every person. And if judging by the way I am treated now, this cannot be a good sign.

I am working on myself, I am developing as an individual, yet somehow I still feel as if I am ultimately doomed to fail.

How I can be intimidating yet not mature enough simultaneously? Nothing makes sense in this regard. I hope it will work itself out eventually.

Signal to noise ratio here is bugging me lately.

>>39471628
Goddamn I actually feel a lot of that myself. Like I've developed myself as a person quite a bit lately. I can even tell that a few of the people who used to know me are a little jealous or at least think my life is better than how I feel it is. Nothing is really wrong right now and by all means I should feel happy, but I just don't. There are certain things that are missing in my life and certian aspects of me that I haven't fixed and probably won't address until its too late.

>>39471670
What do you mean? Like about this board?

>>39471754
>here
yes anon, here.

There's a hot girl at work and she's tall like me and has an innocent personality but whenever I made eye contact the other week she immediately darted her eyes the other way. I got called edgy because I said death is the end of consciousness. I would like to kill someone but I know I wouldn't get away with it. Can't think of much else atm

>>39471444
Talking to a girl I have a crush on, and she seems to be interested in me but we are both extremely shy and introverted.

File: 1442365917547.jpg (21KB, 394x331px) Image search: [Google]

21KB, 394x331px

>tfw no passion
>tfw living off mom
>tfw no job
>tfw not in school
>tfw it has been like that for years

I don't know, but it's something. Probably the fact that I cannot relate to any of my so called "peers" and every time I get close to having a gf I fuck it up somehow. Roasties are always saying stupid shit to me
>"you're cute anon, but you're really weird"
I can't fucking understand what is so weird about me, I just have interests that differ from most people, why should that prevent me from finding love?

I cant even tell what happy feels like anymore.

Every girl that tries to talk to me either wants some odd sense of protection or is an emotional wreck that uses me and guilts me into staying in contact. Virgin btw, so I haven't gotten anything positive from it, and now im just tired of women altogether. I just want to be happy around another human.

The only freind I have is a failed normie and we're both national guard. He kind of gets the idea, but its always a learning experience rather than a boring and tired topic with him so that's nice. I wish he'd stop attempting contact with these normies, they always drive him into a corner and rip him to shreds while im not looking, and I always have to deal with a slightly broken person. Can I just get some love, instead of dishing it out all the time?

I get fired from every job ive had at what seems to be random uprisings. Figured out its what normies do when they all rally in mutual hatred. I couldn't even sense it coming, autism maybe. Working always starts out nice, but I can never seem to isolate myself. Everyone has "good idea try dis... oh it faild, your way was better" to offer, no actual aid given.

This felt nice, however incomplete it may have been.