what was the most hurt youve ever been?

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>all you do is mess things up
>nobody wants you around

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Emotinally, phisically or both?

>>39442548
source? already attempted all the standard ways.

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>>39442646
this thread was actually a veiled attempt at getting source by trying image search on only that page

i have no clue either

A girl who knew I had a crush on her told me to meet her behind the school after school so she could ask me a question regarding a relationship. When I got there and inside I was very excited I walked around the corner and her 3 friends were there and they all videotaped me for Snapchat and called me a fag. Put it up and the whole school saw, this was in 9th grade and ruined the rest of high school for me.

Well I fell off a bank once while hunting, broke my collar bone. Had to spend 2 days (1 night) in a wierd drugged state (started hearing whispers towards the end of the second day and wouod cry and scream out of nowhere).

When I was riding a bike and my foot slipped and I landed on the bar balls first

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>>39442581
Guess I won't get answers so I'll write a story anyways
Ok so in 2nd grade I became really good friends with this one girl and everythings fine and all until 11th grade where she sent me text mesages about how she we shouldnt talk anymore and then 2 weeks later she killed herself 8 years ago and I still think about this. Help me

>>39442665
Thanks for the second image, was able to search with the page on the right and got the source.
Watashi no shounen by Takano Hitomi

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>>39442548
In high-school the only girl I was ever in love with gave me a chance a little while after she found out I had feelings, and three days later she walked by the spot we always met at after school holding hands with another guy. They started dating shortly after.

>>39442732
>Watashi no shounen
Man, thank you. Glad we could help each other.

>>39442676
idk why this hurts so bad

>>39442676
I'm this guy
>>39442768
I feel your pain minus the humiliation. That's awful man. Some people are just so fucked up. Finish high-school recently by any chance? I did awful in high-school, and even if you just go and start out at community, its such a difference. College is the best way to discover the stuff you never wanted to in high-school.

>>39442548

when my mother said that '' if you did not go to the hospital we'd have a new car ''

it sucked because i know i'm a unwanted pregnancy result

>>39442548
Either when my first girlfriend, of two years, who "wanted to save herself for marriage" cheated on me with an ugly 40 year old man. I later found out that he claimed that he was friends with a guy from her favorite band, and that he could get her back stage.

Or the time that the girl I lost my virginity cheated on me with my closest friend, and then acted like I had to take her back when "He couldn't satisfy her anymore".

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>>39442676
I feel your pain anyone I've been close it just in it for personal gain or to do some shit like this

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>>39442548
>Spend every Christmas and new year at home alone with mom
>one Christmas that I was feeling especially awful she start ranting about how her grandmother was so right about how shy person is the worst randomly
>I am shy and never speak unless is required
>Feed up storm out of the house
>walk around in the cold while thinking how much everybody even my family and parents hate me.

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>got in trouble a lot as a kid because I was adopted
>parents, especially mom, always guilted me with "we didn't have to take you" blah blah blah
>one day get written up at school
>my mom flips out
>I remember me, my mom, and my sisters all went to pizza inn for dinner that night since dad was working late
>near the end of the meal, mom is hysterical
>"You're tearing this family apart anon!"
I was just a kid, but I think this fucked me for life.

>>39442676
I think I avoided a situation like this recently. Thank god I was high on acid and was able to see through their bullshit.

Right fucking in the last few weeks. I stupidly deluded myself into forgetting everything I know to be true about roasties and got used up and tossed out like the fucking garbage

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This thread really reinforces the paranoia. Why are humans like this?

>>39443185
Did you find your real parents anon?
Also did you make cummies in your sissies?

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>>39443140
I swear nothing good ever happens on Christmas. For me it's like a curse.

>>39442548
I thought that it was when my best friend started dating my oneitis in high school. But it turned out that it was when he cheated on her with her best friend, then they broke up, then got back together, and repeated that cycle for another year and a half. "I can't stand her", he told me, "but the sex is really good. "

>>39444393
That's quite sad man.

When I was in high school I didn't even had these problems, I got bullied all the time, so my mind was always trying to keep me sane without flipping out. Sometimes I wonder what happened during my school years, all I remember is studying and trying to find ways to skip school

Life sucks man.

>>39442728
Fucking cropped images
Also jesus fuck. Did you try to talk to her after said text? Go see her? Or did you actually just not speak to her after that?

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This sounds so stupid but it was when the few people at school who I thought accepted me (but I silently assumed hated me) invited me to a game online (we always played together after school) but all of them had planned to mute me so I joined and all of them were ignoring me. I sat there for 5 mins before I realised what they were doing so I left and blocked them all. I don't know why it did but that shit cut me so fucking deep, like the only friends I had have rejected me. Playing video games with them after school was the only thing keeping me sane. The next day I went to school and they laughed about it but weren't ignoring me and I added them again when I got home. But that was the moment where I can pinpoint where I went from being introverted to slowly becoming schizoid. Eventually I stopped needing people at all.

Close second is 2 years later when a girl I was really crushing on invited me out with her friend to an underage rock disco thing. They smuggled alcohol in and we got drunk and I had my first kiss. Within a week she was dating one of the aforementioned group of people so I had to see them kissing everyday. 10 years later they are still together and I've still never had a gf.

This thread is fucking rough. I'm sometimes glad that I can't remember almost any of my youth.
>talking to girl in my class a lot in high school
>she initiates conversations half the time
>I know she's out of my league but have crush anyway
>make smalltalk every day after school as we walk out
>in the course of talking I ask her stuff like "any plans this weekend?" just to have something to say
>awhile later I find out she told everyone I was constantly asking her out like a creep
>probably thought every week I was clumsily trying to go out with her
>whole school bullies me about it for months and never spoke to her again

>>39442768
Slint is insane

>>39442793
>Watashi no shounen

>Satoko Tawada is an office worker. She's almost 30 years old, but she still hasn't been able to find happiness in her life. Fate brings her with Mashuu Hayami, a beautiful 12-year-old boy whom she finds practicing soccer all by himself in the park. Out of a whim, she decides to help Mashuu with his practice, with her knowledge of soccer at her disposal. As they practice together on an everyday routine, the two eventually develop an emotional bond. When Satoko's ex-boyfriend deceives her, Mashuu gladly comforts her. And when Satoko learns of Mashuu's mostly absent parents, she starts to concern herself with his personal life. The two lonely souls find common ground and develop an emotional bond that transcends their age difference and circumstances. With this newfound bond, new feelings start to sprout within Satoko. Are these feelings that of maternity? Or is it something else?

30 going on 12 lol

i stubbed my toe, once. probably the most scarring experience i've ever been through.

>>39442548
When I had a miscarriage on mother's day

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>>39445179
>>39445181
/r9k/ sure does bring the widest amount of people together, huh

>be me a few months ago
>start chatting to a girl i met through a mutal friend
>connect really well, share mutual interests and hobbies etc
>end up spending lots of time together for a month
>functioning like we're in a relationship without the title of being one
>start developing heavy feels for her
>out of the blue she sends me a text how she's startes talking and seeing her ex again and doesn't want to see me ever again or for me to contact her

I was really distraught by this, I know it isn't the end of the world and isn't the worst thing that's happened to me, but i feel like it's dug me a few holes deeper

Fembot here, be warned

>met a guy online, he had twitch and YouTube channel
>started dating, was 26 and felt for the first time that I belonged somewhere, it was my second boyfriend but never before was so in love and never before I enjoyed sex because I was molested as child.
>he said he felt about me the same
>he lived in another country, so I would fly to see him
>put in motion plan to move there
>suddenly turns out his mom who seemed very cool, and nice is batshit insane
>forbids him dating me, multiple times kicks him out to spend night on the streets
>he breaks up with me
>I'm sure he still loves me, I fly there, tell him that there must be some misunderstanding.
>convinced him to go to his house, mom throws his stuff on the lawn and threatens to call the police
>in the end we manage to talk
>he has to tell her he loves me and wants to be with me
>suddenly she turns 180 and everything is fine again
>we are both happy and cry from happiness later
>she keeps messaging me, I'm not too good with social but try to be polite
>she keeps saying he is being abusive to the family and that he is a pathological liar
>few weeks later she snaps again
>he breaks up with me, but 2 h later I get text saying he's been kicked out again even though he did what they wanted
>he was basically suicidal and I was terrified to death
>weeks were passing, I knew he was let in and alright but he wouldn't contact me even though I was begging for some kind of explanation
>I will never know what happened
>never had much of that before, but lost all motivation to live

It was not just a heart break, it completely shattered my way of thinking, what I believed in.

It was a year ago, since then i didn't work a single day spending most days in bed, losing everything I worked for before. Should I have tried to help him? Should I have contacted authorities? Maybe he was lying to me all along? Will I be able to love again? Monday I start new job if it won't help I'll just kill myself

>>39445331
Kek, I hope you recover, I'm sure there is a robot for you.

My story is best kept secret.
I just want Kurisu-tina now.

>>39445376
I have someone interested in me but it seems I developed trust issues because I don't believe this can end up any good.

>>39445158
Aw yeah, a non pornographic /ss/ manga!

>>39445376
She's not interested in robots, only normalfags, she would sooner kill herself than date a man like us.

>>39445550
Speaking as a robot, I wouldn't want to date someone like me either.

>>39445573
I would, assuming she is female. It'll never happen though because women are living life on easy mode and any female equivalent of me has her choice of thousands of better men.

>>39445573
even if you were hot?

>>39445550
I'd date a female version of you, cause it would be easy to break your self esteem and convince you no one will ever love you but me.

>>39442548
>what was the most hurt youve ever been?
Probably losing both my legs in a car crash desu

>>39445550
Nice cope.
Guy I described has diagnosed autism and depression, guy I try to date now is anti social shut in, but is not self pitying, so maybe yes, not exactly a robot.

>>39445682
Christ dude, were they severed in the crash or later amputated?

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When a girl told me I loved too much and I was moving too fast. It was my first relationship so I thought I had to put my back into and tried my best to keep her happy. I always talked to her but also gave space. I always helped her when she was down but ended up always getting sad for some reason.
I just wish she can explain different. I'm afraid of loving now that everytime I get close to get a girl and I feel like I catch feelings I just got to detach.

>>39445648
>tfw no bf to emotionally manipulate me like this
it's just nice to be wanted, y'know?

>>39445286
this. I feel this so spiritually.

>>39445692
Severed in the crash... fortunately I passed out a couple minutes after but still, not a very fun experience...

>>39445648
I'm already convinced that I'm going to die alone, if by chance I was lucky enough to find a girl that loves me I'd automatically think that anyway. But then, if I was a female me I'd be living on easy mode and know that probably isn't true.

>>39445689
No end of men interested in you eh, must be nice being a fem"""""bot"""""

>>39445707
>>39445707
>it's just nice to be wanted, y'know?
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1504268605225.webm

>>39445689
Cry harder you fat balding bitch

>>39445766
No men end? Look, if you keep finding excuses and assume things you won't get any where.

But yeah, seeing stupid shit you say made me realize that even though I went through misfortune, now I found someone who likes me and since I want to kill myself I should rather try to work on myself and be the best girl to him, and make this life easier to at least one person.

Thank you and I hope that you will try to improve your life.

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>>39444658
I tired calling her texting her her going up to her in real life but she also just avoided me like the plauge

>>39445711
What hurt the most is she didn't even want to tell me in person, like we shared a lot of good times together. I showed her so much, took her hiking, met her brother and close friends. I sometimes think to myself if she even felt a little bit bad for ending it that way with me, if she sometimes thinks about me... I sound so pathetic

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>>39445158
Onee-sans ichiban

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>>39445934
Fuck man, I feel you. Exactly how I feel all the time, if she feels a bit bad on how she ending things. I sometimes wonder if she thinks about me too. You don't sound pathetic man its the feels, let them flow even if they hurt sometimes that's the best medicine.

>>39445855
Why would I try to improve my life? I'm going to be alone and unhappy no matter what I do. I have been a shut in for almost ten years now, I have no intention at this point of ever re-entering society and that means I have no hope of ever finding love or being happy. If you think anyone like me in this position can get a girlfriend as easily as an equivalent female can get a boyfriend then you are totally deluded, but then who else could be so out of touch with the male reality than a woman. We can't all be fortunate enough to be born female and have things in life to work towards. I hope you will improve your life too anon. Not that I'm suicidal, but you would be throwing away a lot more with your suicide than I would.

>physically
my sister hit me in the head with a rock once
>emotionally
I dunno, I'm this way due to isolation, years of escapism and neglection from my parents, I think

>physically
Appendicitis.
>emotionally
Don't know, no particular thing comes to mind as the worst. Maybe it's some repressed shit

>>39443185
Your "mother" is a retarded mongoloid. People should do personality tests before adopting kids to see what kind of people they are.

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>>39442548
When a game of infected on one of the Halo: REACH map packs ended and I nearly one to get one of the achievements that would've given 100% though got mauled on the last second.

>>39442728
>go to college/ high-school with couple of friends
>subway about three blocks away
>we always went there on the fridays and got absurd customized subs
>one of my friends kept exploiting and stacking deals to get nachos, free drinks/ cookies and told me how to use stuff like that
>over time we all got sick of it but went anyway for the sentimental value
>two of us fail college leaving another to go to university
>we still meet once in a blue moon and go subway together despite all hating it
>we always have a fun time given that none of us are particularly outgoing and share brotherly affection
>we will eventually get old and won't be as able to do this
Honestly I'll give anything to keep them, though I know we will likely be going our separate ways eventually through career paths and family. Its not often you find people like them.

>>39446079
right.Your not really on the same level of reality. Suffering? you? ...heh your just a kid not even close to the deep end.

>>39446370
>implying that it hasn't been years since

>>39442548
Emotionally: Now. Throughout the years of verbal bullying I've created this somewhat of a super thick wall around the vulnerable me. I've lost my ability to cry about two years ago. Now the companion type loneliness is creeping up on me worse than ever. I am craving physical affection. Cuddles, hugs... From a girl. That's what hurts. Sometimes I have a problem to breathe properly and my heart hurts a lot. Seeing all the happy couples outside makes my heart hurt so much.

Physically: Attempted to do a 360 flip down a 6 stair, cracked my jaw, broke both my arms and slightly dislocated my left shoulder.

>>39446079
I've always been a spergy robot, and years ago I, too had other spergy robots to talk to.
Now I have no friends, just memories.

>>39442871

>Either when my first girlfriend, of two years, who "wanted to save herself for marriage" cheated on me with an ugly 40 year old man. I later found out that he claimed that he was friends with a guy from her favorite band, and that he could get her back stage.

Is this real life? Tell us more. Do you think she was planning on sleeping with guys in the band? How did she explain herself when confronted? How had you found out? 2 years of blueballs.

>>39442676
>Snapchat
>ninth grade
Is this guy underage or am I out of the loop that Snapchat is old?

>>39446809
snapchat's 6 years old

When my ex broke up on the day of our third month together because she no longer felt in love with me. It just came out of nowhere. It was my first relationship. I was 26 years old. I believed I could finally leave the crushing loneliness behind.

Hit me like a sledgehammer. Thrust back into an execrable existence where every day feels unfulfilling. I still wonder why she didn't talk to me. Try to find some way to make things better. She told me she'd felt that way before and it would just be delaying the inevitable. But that's just not a fair assumption to make, I think.

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>>39443401
> Why are other people treacherous, deceitful, or Hostile to me?

Because you are nothing more than a stagnant lump of flesh tapping at a keyboard, not making something out of yourself.

The "Chads" or "Normies" you despise so much are the people who actually went outside their caves to make themselves a better person. They have discipline. You do not.

When they see your current state, they recoil and treat you like the hunchback of Notre Dame you are. You are what they do not wish to become if they grow complacent.

>>39447666
>reddit spacing
fuck off faggot original

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>>39447743
>Fuck off faggot original

Are you butt blasted because I used Reddit spacing, or because my faggoty insight is original for once?

Girl who said she loved me gets a bf a month later

Constantly getting led on by women. I can talk to women, I don't get embarrassed around women. I can even get dates with them, sometimes. But it inevitably never leads to anything.
Girl texting me and flirting for months, but then won't meet up. Another girl fucks me and cuddles and pretends to want intimacy, but ghosts me when I try to get serious. Another girl schedules a date with me on Tinder, never hear from her again.
Nothing, NOTHING pisses me off worse than a lead on or a ghost. You can reject me, call me an ugly fuck, break up with me, I can handle that shit. Cut contact with me without telling me why and I'll dwell on it for years sometimes.

>>39442548
Recently I was speaking with this girl i matched on tinder through text on for a whole week everyday for hours.

From the first few moments we clicked personality-wise

We set up a date at the end of the first week we when texting. Went on it talked for 2 hours everything went great we laughed we even shared a milkshake

Then on Monday the next day she seemed unresponsive and then immediately ghosted me

I texted I called I left voice message. After a week of no communication I left a voice message asking her she was interested in another date and to contact me.

Still nothing what soever at all

If she had simply told me she wasn't interested that would have been perfectly fine I would have accepted it but the disrespect that she has just simply ghost you with no regard for how you feel simply because it's easyer to do that that's far more disrespectful.

Honestly I cried for 5 minutes and pretty much gotten over it

My dad worked 51 years of his life. Two years ago he finally retired and since then he has had problems with his eyes. It was getting worse and worse and I was with him at so many doctors and hospitals but no one could help him. All the doctors said his eyes were fine and he should see a psychologist.
Over the last two months, he's been feeling really bad. He lost a lot of weight, couldn t sleep at all and was talking very quietly and became depressed.
It was hard to see him like this because he was always positive, happy and enjoyed life.

He had to go to a clinic for depressions. They gave him a lot of pills. The second and third weekend he was allowed to come home. He said he didn t like it there and didn t want to go back. It became worse and he was barely recognizable. He just had to stay there for a week but 12 days ago on a sunday he got in the car and killed himself by driving against a wall. He thought he was a burden to us and a lot of smaller things happend all in the same time including some financial problems.

I can understand him and want him to know that i don t hate him for doing it.
I can t deal with the fact that he suffered so much and we didn't realize it.
After the first week i had suicidal thoughts
He was 67 years old. I am 20. My mom is now alone and and she's not doing well now and has already lost another husband before.
He worked so long in a job with bad conditions and I just wanted him to enjoy his pension with my mom.

>>39442676
Should have smashed some roastie phones. The consequences would have been worth it.

>>39445376
>I just want Kurisu-tina now.
What is your Discord?

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>>39442548
>convinced myself I was a normie despite no social life
>celebrates 18th birthday
>spent time working out, reading, trying to debate people
>break my fist during karate
>shortly after get rejected by attainable oneitis towards whom I had genuine love
>discover I have no skills in class, in karate, or in working out, or in social life despite all the effort
>discover /r9k/
>nearly fail to pass high school test
>gives up
>here I am and I want to be a neet instead of going to uni

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>pays for 2 cokes
>gets 1 coke

>>39450261
Chi-chi didn't get the yeyo

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>>39442548
>get added back by friend i was once in a relationship with
>she tells me of how she wants to have sex with her ex boyfriend to make him happy
>visibly hurt around her
>she gets pissed off and leaves
>gets drunk and treats me like shit for the next few days
>says my life doesnt matter because i'm going to commit suicide anyways
feels bad

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>>39442548
I gave my dad a birthday card when I was 4 and he ripped it up in my face, threw the bits away and told me to fuck off. I've honestly never recovered from it.

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>>39442548
>what was the most hurt youve ever been?
realizing my onietus was used goods

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>>39447543
same but it was 3 years for me. i could try to find some roast to date but im sure thatll only end badly. i dont even care about sex. i just want a girl that can love me the way i love her. but life isnt a disney movie

Start dating oneitis
Months go by, really happy
Discover she never liked me, only dating me for sex and to forget her ex bf
She says it's not true, force myself to believe her
Fast forward a couple of months, together for half a year
Go on vacation with parents, find out she cheated on me, ruins trip
She breaks up with me, confront her for cheating and she wants me back
Still with her, dunno what for, I hate her
Why are women like this?
Also, first gf

>>39449934
That sucks, anon. Hardly a consolation, but you might ask yourself if you could really love a person capable of discarding someone on a whim like that.