Heroin

desu.. gonna start soon

>>39442165

because eventually you will want to stop and when you do youll realise youve wasted your life.

No way would I poison my body with that shite, all them fucking chemicals, no fucking way.

>>39442165
>why aren't you doing heroin right now?
Because it will feel so good the first few months and then next thing you know is that you have a fever and diarrhea if you don't shoot every morning

>>39442165
I just might. Life is empty and disappointing, desu.

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>>39442165
Opiates have always scared me. I've done coke a few times and it's scared me in the same way (really wanting it on the come down compared to any other time). I'll stick to my weed and molly but I think if I ever do decide to kill myself I'll just OD on heroin bc it seems like a comfy way to go out. No pain, just amazingness until you can't breathe and pass out. (I thought Trainspotting's carpet scene was really cool)

>>39442254
Its either sit at my computer all day staring at the internet being unhappy and unfulfilled and look back and see I wasted my life, or at least enjoy the wasted time with heroin

I hate needles.
I do like sniffing opies though.

Have some leftover morphine from my car accident, probably gonna do a bit and watch animu on saturday.

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>>39442305
>OD on heroin is comfy way out
>no pain just amazingness until you can't breathe and pass out
m8 its not like that at all
You feel yourself slipping away and start panicking but theres nothing you can do, and the "cant breathe and pass out" part is because you're choking on your own vomit while your entire body is starting to seize up but can't because you're so heavily sedated

Ideal way is a high dose, but not high enough to kill you, of heroin, and then a large exit bag placed around the head slowly releasing helium

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>>39442254
>wasted your life
Implying my life hasn't been fucking wasted by my decades of social isolation and misery

>>39442271
Fucking cheeky mate. Props for the spot-on quote. Begbie was an interesting character, in the book, he represented a different kind of addiction, an addiction to hanging out with social phsychos

>>39442408
If the panic I feel everyday can possibly stack up to the panic of choking to death on vomit, i'll be fucking shocked.