> people here blame other people for their misfortunes
Lucky motherfuckers. I do not have anybody to blame but myself. And I cannot do anything about my problem.
I literally can't concentrate on anything that is longer than five minutes. If there is Internet around, I just start browsing various websites. No Internet? Spinning a pen, walking around, wasting time in any other pointless way. I lost two jobs and an internship this way, and got kicked out of uni on a fucking senior year. I cannot even do something that gives me pleasure. Would it be playing vidya, reading books, watching khmerian bone sculptures or writing code I usually stop it very fast and start doing nothing.
I also tend to stop any attempts after the first one failed. For example, I was aiming for the top physics university while a was at high school. I had a real chance since kids who were lower than me in class got accepted there. But I lost several competitions and stopped caring. My scores got me into the local one's Com. Sci. course and that was enough.
Now I'm 3 months after graduating and can't find a job because noone wants a lazy asshole like me. No road in front of me. My country does not provide neetbux unless it's something like paralysis or blindness, and even in that case it's around $100-200. Can't even kms, had three fails and do not think I'm going to improve in that field.
What is the worth of this motherfucking "talent" other people claim I have if I can't use it?
>>39430945
What if you have legit medical problems, wouldn't that not be your problem?
>>39430990
Please, elaborate. You think that I have something with my brain that stops me from being productive? Or what?
>>39431090
So, any elaboration?
>>39431090
>>39431380
ADHD, get yourself some ritalin
>>39431560
Illegal in my country.
>>39431635
Where the fuck do you live? Daytrana, Concerta? Are those options?
Or, who knows, maybe it's depression. Get some SSRIs; they'll either help you a tiny bit, or unmask latent bipolar disorder or schizophrenia. It's a win-win.
>>39432063
Russia. A lot of drugs are illegal or strictly regulated. Yet every second wall has an ad of a Telegram channel selling chemically created cannabinoids that might kill someone who tries them. Even God and the Chinese dude who made them do not know for sure.
Should I consider going to a psychiatrist?
>>39432502
>Should I consider going to a psychiatrist?
Yes, but I'm not sure how helpful they'll be compared to the American ones. It's pretty much their job to give you the best pills.
>>39432550
Well psychiatrists here are not included in universal healthcare, so they might be interested in doing their jobs.
>>39430945
Are you me? I'm somehow graduating this semester, but I never started homework or studying for a test any earlier than about 11:00 the night before. I dropped or failed every class that required days of work on any kind of final project. I can't concentrate on any work, I can't even concentrate on things like video games or movies without getting bored and fucking around on my phone. If I try to force myself to work by shutting off my internet and phone I'll end up walking around the house or some meaningless shit. There's no way I'll ever get a decent job.
>>39430945
>>39433504
I'm literally you but more extreme. As the problem in concentrating made me drop out of college completely.