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How do I get over the fact I felt like a 'bbc sissy slut' and like it?
>watch tons of bbc/sissy porn
>get into it like crazy at some point
>no cuckold or actual gay porn
>one night when smoking weed outside appartment window
>see nigger in distance
>nothing happens
>think "lets apply these bbc/sissy fantasies to him and focus on him with those thoughts"
>dont care or feel shame cause I'm high as fuck. No natural impulses of disgust that is stopping me.
>get turned on
>feel like a bbc sissy slut while focusing on the nigger
>goes away once I start thinking about other things again
I'm not into this shit anymore.
Now I can't live with myself knowing I got turned the fuck on by focusing on a nigger. In that mindset, it was possible. I liked it. I can't bear it.
Did I cross the line between fantasy and reality?
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wow what a great fucking thread
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just embrace it and love yourself.
not sure why people choose to beat themselves up over things based on what people think
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I'm way too far gone at this point, I'm a complete sexual fuck up. Love cuckshit, raceplay and chastity more than anything. Someone please kill me.
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>>39429269
How many times are you gonna spam this same exact thread? All you do is change where you smoke the weed and how you identify the black people
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In better times men would commit suicide to prevent the loss of honor such an act brings about.
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>>39429269
You're not only gay you're also fucking retarded.
You conditioned your brain to get turned on when ever you saw a black guy fucking a sissy so it got turned on when you imagined a black guy fucking you. Now stop making these retarded threads
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>>39429551
Until I stop feeling bad about it, probably.
>>39429645
Would you be able to forgive yourself for it afterwards?
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>see frail hairless white bo(i)
>imagine him in thigh highs
too far gone
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Will the next U.S. census show BBC sluts in my area?
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>>39429862
Atleast decide whether you want to call the objects of your worship niggers or black people
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>>39429269
>She's wearing the garterbelt wrong
HOLY FUCK!
ITS SUCH A MINISCULE DETAIL!
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>>39429269
She would be the hottest woman on Earth if it wasn't for the gauged ears.
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God damn that image is perfect. You'd have to be a faggot to not love the BLACKED aesthetic.
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>>39429517
>mfw my downward sexual spiral reversed itself and now romantic, lovey-dovey sex with lots of kisses and hand-holding it the hottest shit
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Resident Evil:
https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/7794475/chapters/24597195
https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/7794544
Recess:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7884013
Scooby Doo:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/9908609
http://www.archiveofourown.org/works/9908669 (Same story but futa)
Sonic the Sissyhog:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11798901
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11778270
https://archiveofourown.org/works/11923920
Hey Arnold:
>Rhonda needs money and has to work as a street walker to help her family out (Make sure to leave a review if you want to see a chapter 3.)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10190687
>Rhonda and her boytoy force Phoebe into a threesome
https://archiveofourown.org/works/7838134
Mortal Kombat:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/9800783 (Futa)
Weekenders:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/9499943
King of the Hill:
http://www.archiveofourown.org/works/9908747
Note: None of my stories feature niggers
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