What keeps you going r9k? origunal

>>39420916
Some things are nice. I got a bike recently, I really enjoy riding it. IT helps me to forget about the crippling loneliness.

>>39420916
new movies and video games. if i an hero I'll never get to see what they're like

The music I make.

Sure I might be a loser but at least I have something that I'm good at that keeps my mind busy 24/7.

>>39420916
I'm scared to die

Hope anons. Hope drives the robot mad.

I cant exit because of that "one day" delusion

>>39420989
Do you have a goal in mind?

Honesty, I don't know.

I'm not ugly or stupid enough that I have to give up all hope for being better.
Some day I can fuck hot girls, I just gotta work on myself.

>>39421018

To live like a normal. Thats all.

What are some fun hobbies that I can do at home?

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I don't really know anymore.
Maybe because my mom would be devastated, or maybe someday those silly fantasies I hold with contempt will come to fruition. I could keep going, but I'll never find an answer that'll satisfy me. It doesn't help that as time goes by my condition is deteriorating faster than I keep up with.
Soon I'll run out of unsatisfactory answers to sift through, and there really won't be anything left to keep me going.

>>39420967
Post your music Anon

I don't want to die. The day to day isn't really so bad. Idk. I'm just bored mostly, not in a constant state of pain.
Or maybe I've never known what "normal" life is supposed to feel like so my pain isn't really all that bad.

Don't know, but the last time I nearly died it just made me realize that I want to live. This existence is hell.

>>39420985
this, i'm afraid of nothingness or the unknown
i'm so terribly afraid of it

>>39420967
Please let us hear them

>>39420916
Not too sure anymore. At this point, a few people and trying to reach my goals.
>>39420937
This is nice anon. Enjoy riding on back roads, especially now that fall is coming.
>>39421068
Tv, games, movies, build model cars etc. Depends what you're into :)

>>39420916
>went numb years ago
I guess just breathing at this point

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Today I ordered $35 worth of canned fish from Walmart. It is my passion in life. The reason I go to work each day is to fund my obsession with canned seafood.
The world is yours, robots. Let no one and no thing stand between you and the things you love.

>>39421187
Awesome man, make sure to let us know how they are when they arrive.

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>>39420965
holy fucking shit THIS
WAITING FOR METRO EXODUS 2018

>>39421098
>>39421098
Just made this.
https://clyp.it/01vfwcoj
I'm working on lyrics rn, when I'm done I'll move on to song structure and finish the track. Probably gonna take a couple of days.

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>>39421187
well... that's... somethin

>>39421187
would hangout with you anon

>>39421262
Gold diggin motherfucker. You only want me for my herring filets.

My next gun purchase and my anime backlog.

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>>39420916
A remaining sliver of hope that one day I'll make it out of the robot pit and build my life into something worth living. Even though I know it won't happen I still get myself through the day thinking all of this is temporary.

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>>39420916
get good or fuck off

>>39420916
Started "studying" The Elder Scrolls lore. It's a major part of my life now, also making my own erotic fanfictions for it.

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Dieser Beitrag ist original.

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I'm KV and i got stories to tell, i like sharing them and seeing how you guys react, also some of you guys give pretty good advice, i do have friends but i'm too embarrased to let them know about my experiences because they're mostly normies/chads.
Everytime i post a story it comes attached with the picture of illya i used.

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This thread made me realize I need something in my life. I hope this turns out well.

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>>39420916
League of legends. I keep getting banned for verbal abuse. Diamond 3 was hell. I called someone a prognathic inbred porchmonkey for not roaming when enemy mid laner would roam. I hate people who play lux and just stay mid. Im just going to buy another fresh lvl 30 and try climbing again. I miss old league season 2 when everyone was mean. Now its full of kiss asses. Sometimes if im not playing league ill play nethack.

not trying to be a smartass but for me it's reading books that expand my horizons.

>>39421441
That's not smart ass at all, books allow a lot of introspection and there's so many to choose from. Keep doing your thing anon.

>>39420916
The hope that I can start my own business creating a luxurious consumable that I win awards for. I want to be an artisan.

I just sorta hope that one day something will happen and things will change.

Otherwise, things will just stay shitty and I'll die.

But boy oh boy if something happens.

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>>39421435
I just want to play teemo. Thats all i do with my micropenis. One day i will be better than xblotter

>>39421323
Wer ist das, anon?

>>39421446
i'll keep doing my thing anon. i hope the same for you

>>39421428
niceeee , have fun anon

>>39421531
Kurisu Makise.
From Steins;Gate

She is also my first and only waifu (I'm 27)

>>39421547
Thanks anon I will. If I can't play the guitar at least I have the trumpet to fall back on, I used to play it in band.

Apart from the fear of offing myself, I do not know anymore. Had it not been for the fear, I would have killed myself years ago. As it is now I'm just going from day to day trying to find stuff to do to occupy my mind and stave off the bad feels

>>39421435
are you on EUW perhaps? I despise the game, but we could play together if you feel like it. ( im top main, ex master )

>>39420916
Unlike most Robots, my dad still loves me and i'll live with him until the day he dies, then i'm committing suicide on his dead body and requesting to be buried with him in his grave.

>>39421888
Im on NA. I play with like 80ms it sucks. I used to have 20ms then they moved the server to east coast. I heard euw is fun.

>>39421238
Repetitive but it's soothing, reminds me of the select game screen from Link To The Past.

Desire and hope to win the lottery

>>39421917
that sucks. EUW is alright. Probably no different from NA, except many players have different styles of english lol ( some are german, spanish or scandinavian ). Germans still use the xDD smileys a lot, which is pretty funny

I d like to play on NA. But leveling to 30 again sounds like a nightmare. League with 200~ ms is terrible too. Everything is choppy and teleporting. Such a badly programmed netcode to be honest

>>39421934
The lottery is just tax for the poor.

>>39421923
It's actually heavily inspired in Midna's Lament.