Confessions Thread

>>39411945
I hate my afro hair and I don't want to be seen in public with it

>>39411945
>I have a small penis
Dumb sissy anime boi.

l arn a virgin.

wanked a doggo once

I enjoy the company of women.

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I'm terrified of black people, legitimately scared to be around them.

I grew up in a black neighborhood and I was literally the only white kid around. I was bullied, and harassed constantly for it. I was jumped in school, probably close to 10 times. Its not like I couldn't stand up for myself, when 1 guy picked on me I was usually able to hold my own but then 6 of them jump you and you're fucked. It didn't help that the schools never sided with me or my parents, ever. It was a minority school and minorities got special treatment.

What really messed me up mentally though is I was 14 years old and I was walking home from school on an empty street. These 2 thug fuckers from my school followed me and drew knives me on me and mugged me. They took my money and my bookbag, then they kicked the shit out of me until I passed out. Left me to rot in the street until a police officer found me.

I got serious PTSD from that and I'm extremely paranoid and terrified when I'm forced to be around black people..

>>39411945
I have sensually pleasured myself with my brother

>>39412153
Why would you be scared to admit that to anyone? Seems like a natural response to being targeted by a specific group of people.

>>39412153
Shit like this is why segregation shouldn't have ended.

>>39412153
Does this thread turn you on? >>>/h/4725836

>>39411945
I eat my own cum to clean up after masturbating. I'm still disgusted with myself sometimes, but I don't care too much. The taste changes often as well.

>>39411945
I have been fapping the wrong way for most of my life

>>39411945
how big is your ding dong op ?

>>39412215
Because I'll be labeled a bigot.

One of the only times i got truly hurt was when my dad promised to go to McDonalds with me and he sent my uncle to go instead. He was like "why arent you eating anything?" I told him that id go to McDonalds with my Dad later so i didnt wanna eat now. He couldnt tell me we wouldnt go because he knew it would break my heart.

I didnt give a fuck about fucking McDonalds i just wanted to spend some time with my Dad because we never did because of work. So after it was evening i called him and he got really fucking angry because i was at McDonalds with my Uncle already (thats when i realized he sent him instead because he wanted to work). So he drove to fucking McDonalds with me, ordered something to go and brought me back home all while being fucking angry and not realizing i didnt give a shit about the food.

I was like 7 or 8.

Now im 19 and thinking about it is the only thing that makes me cry aside from my mom having one of her mental episodes.

>>39412377
Do you have a good relationship with him now?

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>>39412153
Sorry that happened to you. They truly are filthy savage animals.

>>39412377
This fucking hurt reading

>>39412377
Now THIS is a robot story.

I want my boyfriend to cuck me and it stresses me out that I'm the first and only girl in his life.

>>39412426
>>39412426

Kinda. He got a lot more relaxed in recent years. I know he had to work a lot to pay off his families debt but he was also never good with money. But i still kinda resent him for it.

>>39412584
Did you cheat on him or something?

I let a another guy suck my dick.

>>39411975
>I hate my afro hair
Just go bald then

I honestly wouldn't have any moral qualms setting my former HS on fire
>Inb4 edgelord
Fucking sue me. Why should I feel empathy for people that ignore me and wouldn't care less about me.

>>39412613
No, but I had 11 men before him.

>>39411945
>any other girl
>other
What?

I watched someone blow their brains out and die after I informed him that his fiancee was cheating.

>>39412153
b-but I was told White privilege was real

i had sex with three of my male best friends before i was 18

im a guy


im straight

>>39412659
Probably not going to end well with that kind of insecurity but good luck to you.

>>39411945
I'm a sexually confused virgin and have a nagging desire to be a good wife(male) to a guy I could love who would love me and make me feel pretty.

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>>39412745
>I had sex with guys
>I'm a guy
>I'm straight

I got some bad news for you, faggot.

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>>39412153
I'm really sorry that happened to you anon, but please know that not all blacks are like this. Of course it didn't help that you were the only white kid growing up in a predominantly black and probably even racist neighborhood, but don't paint your entire world view of a race based on that. You said it yourself, you grew up in a shitty poor neighborhood, regardless of the race bad shit happens when you grow up in shitty places. If you grew up in a good neighborhood you would view them differently. Blame your parents for bringing you up in a shit neighborhood. There's cool black guys who like anime and vidya out there that would love to meet you, infact you've already met one because I'm black. Don't be afraid anon, i LOVE you anon <3

You hear me? I fucking LOVE YOU ANON-KOON

I had my father's child when I was 13 pretty much secretly. I gave him up for adoption so nobody really knows they exist but yeah, I have a child out there somewhere.

>>39411945
Are you litterally me OP?
Gonna end my life first chance I get if it meant a high probability of it being successful because of this.

>>39412613
No, we're each others firsts, but I just find it hardly realistic to be with each other for the rest of time without actually knowing what other people are like. Not even sexually, but I don't think that our values line up in a way that's good for our relationship down the road. I'm not really sure if he doesn't want other women because he actually loves me, or if he's settling and doesn't want to rock the boat since I more or less fell into his lap.

>>39412659
Fuck you, my dude.

>>39411945
I wear diapers at my computer and shit in them then fap to the smell and sit there in my own feces for hours

>>39412828

Holy shit im sry you had to go through that anon.

>>39412871
Doesn't that leave a horrible rash?

>>39412802
Yeah I am pretty sure he feels better once he realised that there are odd blacks who don't act like niggers. If he was in a poor white neighborhood he would've had far better childhood and that's the truth sadly.

I have never had a gf. I have separation anxiety.

>>39412802
I grew up in a white ghetto and everyone helped eachother out, feeling of comradery.


Its not money its niggers, rich niggers do more crimes than poor whites statistically

>>39412856
Don't go down that road dude, my ex cheated because he thought he was missing out after a six year relationship. I gave him permission because I wanted him to be happy.

Destroyed the whole relationship.

>>39412898
never has for me even though I expect it to. Pretty disgusting fetish but no one has ever caught me wearing them

>>39412377
Damn dude, stories like this remind me to actually care and put effort in kids if i ever somehow have any

>>39412922
How did it ruin everything? I can't see myself being jealous if he went out one time.

>>39412775
i was the top and id just imagine they were girls
the act of gay sex doesnt make you gay, only the arousal towards other men makes you gay

Am a virgin
Also I stab myself with pencils/pens when I feel like I am failing horribly at something because a fucking 20 something shouldn't be failing at any task anyone else can take easily so punishment for being a fucking retard.
I also tried killing myself and was sent to psych ward after I pussied out at the last minute trying to gorge on sleeping pills.
Eventually I'll reach the point of complete logical reasoning to finally end my fucking waste of an existence.

>>39413005
>the act of gay sex doesnt make you gay
This is some SJW tier mental gymnastics.

>>39413022
i dont find men attractive, therefore im not gay
thats how it works

I've been offered a threesome 3 times in my life, each time said no because I was afraid I wouldn't be up to 'their standards'

>>39411945
I don't believe in race mixing and think that races would be better segregated or at least should have certain boundaries between each other. Mixing the races hasn't done much good and has only created tension.

>>39413029
You fucked men. You're a fruit.

i want to have sex with my older brother, i don't even fap to guys or trap shit so i don't know why

it's gotten to the point where i do weird stuff like cuddle up next to him, masturbate with his underwear, and even play bite him

>>39413050
bub, thats not how it works

>>39412802
>blaming his parents and not the chimps that attacked him

>>39413045
Who cares what they think if you went back to being a robot anyways?

>>39412802
for every 1 non nigger black person there are 9 niggers who try their hardest to be a walking stereotype (i.e. being a streEt SoUlJaH) that being said fuck niggers.

t. someone who grew up in the ghetto and also went to a ghetto nigger school.

>>39413077
You had gay sex. It doesn't matter how far in denial you are. You. had. gay. sex. Multiple times too. You are not straight anymore. Just come to terms with it already.

>>39413087
I have some weird socialistic way of thinking that what I do everyone knows about, and what all those people think of me fucks me up. I dunno how to describe it, but it stops me from doing literally anything in my life that means something.

>>39413077
Bro, you are a fucking FAGGOT. get over it.

I enjoyed killing people while on deployment. I don't like telling people that.

>>39411945
Im starting to think societys views on good and evil are skewed, and that sometimes very necessary evil is required to make the world a genuinely better place.

>>39413164
Would you enjoy it if I asked you to show me your warface?

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>>39413055
Origigilly Italy

>>39413131
That's just called paranoia.

Of course this isn't an original comment on this board.

>>39411945
Came out as gay, am actually bi but wanted to be free to date guys. The guilt is getting to me and my boyfriend can't get me to cum anymore at this point because I feel bad about lying

>>39413138
>>39413118
i look at men and my cock doesnt do shit, i look at women and i get horny as shit. I know my own sexuality

I have a fetish for a cute girl slitting my throat.

>>39413138
>>39413118
Its debatable if he is really gay or not.
I mean would anal sex with a woman feel that different or is anal sex in general gay?

homosexuality has more to do with feeling attraction to a man or romantic feelings.

Maybe he crossed the line somewhere but ultimately it comes down to what he wants and makes him happy.

t. might-be-bi-but-probably-not dude

>>39412153
>PTSD
Don't you know mental illness is a meme, anon?

>>39412907
>rich niggers do more crimes than poor whites statistically
proof now

>>39412153

Minorities getting special treatment when they're the majority? The doesn't even make sense. In this case YOU were the minority, which is why you were treated like shit

>>39412995
> i ever somehow have any
Take each steps one by one bro

>>39413280
if you were able to achieve boner at the sight of man ass, throw all disgust and repulsion to the wind, and plunge your dick in boy butt get a nut and enjoy it, you are GAY my nigga. GAY, GEE AYY WHY GAY. Deal with it,

Fooled around with an animal while living on a farm.

>>39412714

Was it a lie? >chaoticpepememe.jpg

>>39412153
I gotta admit I feel a little afraid too around african people
ironically its the ones that end up doing something bad that I feel more calm around.
If they just do more bad things near me but dont go overboard, then I wouldnt feel afraid.
Kinda weird, I guess its like how your fears arent left to imagination anymore and you dont have to worry if something is going to happen

>>39413506
Kinda wrong there still, I mean an ass sometimes like a generic ass on any person

>>39413280
I do have a question, then why did you sleep with your male friends, exactly?

>>39412153
anon do you have discord?
orign post

>>39412377
Damn OP, that reminded me of a time when I was 15, and my mom went all out a bought me a brand new wardrobe from the mall. We were poorfags, so going to the mall was a big deal.

I was grateful, and on the way back home, I offhandedly told her I couldn't wait to get my first job so I could start buying my own clothes. The implication was so she didn't have to. She misinterpreted what I meant, thinking I was begrudgingly accepting the clothes and got PISSED. She went on a tirade the whole drive back over how ungrateful and disrespectful I was, I didn't know what to say because I was confused. I start crying in the car; she didn't register why I was upset, beyond getting reprimanded for being a little shit.

However, when I wouldn't stop crying, she asked what was I upset about when she's the one who just spent all her money, I told her, "I just meant that I wanted a job I feel bad that you have to make sacrifices for me." Her anger melted into instant regret. It never occurred to her at anytime that I meant that in sincerest way possible, definitely not a shot at her. She apologized and she hugged me until I was fine. I still appreciated the gesture so I thanked her again for the clothes, but I the moment was ruined for me, so I didn't want to look at them for a while.

I forgot about this until just now and now I'm teary-eyed again because I'm a pussy. Guess this stuff really does stick with you for life, because I'm 25 now.

I wonder does your dad remember this event and how it stuck with you.

>>39412153
And people wonder why there's racism.

>>39412153
That still doesn't justify being a racist shithead.

>>39413657

This reminds me of an incident in 4th grade, I was a super goodie two shoes good boy teacher's pet with straight A's who never said or did anything remotely wrong, but anyway the teacher was asking something to the class, I don't even remember what it was now, but I raised my hand to answer and she heard what I said wrong (I forget what the word was but the way she heard it made it sound like something completely vile) and she freaked the fuck out and got so angry, disappointed, and upset that I thought she was going to kill me until I realized that she misinterpreted what I said and repeated myself and she had an instant look of "shit, I just fucked up hard" but that fucked me up regardless for a long time, felt like I could no longer trust teachers

>>39413731
anon but manybe if it was white people who jumped her then she would have been afraid white people

>>39413731
libs gtfo my board

>>39412153
Don't blame black people because they're angry after all the shit white people have done to them and continue to do to them. It's like nazis getting upset that literally anyone wants to beat their ass, you know what you've done and what you're so stop trying to be a victim.

>>39411945
I'm a disgusting footfag and I could never get a job if people knew that. I never got nailed for it in high school but I was on the principals shit list even though I never tried to force anything

>>39413872
As if being vengful and violent is even morally sound, and nice using Nazi's as part of your argument

>>39413775
I wouldn't feel too bad about it Anon.
It was a mutual mistake and I'm sure she hopes you got over this as well.

>>39413895
Great dude look what you did. You preferred feet.Now you got yourself on the principal's shit list

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I have an interview tomorrow.

I will absolutely present myself as best I can and legitimately attempt to come across well and try to get the job, but every single cell in my body would breathe a sigh of relief if I didn't end up getting the job, while I'm full of dread imagining actually getting it.

In other words, I am legitimately looking for work, to help contribute financially to the family I live with, but inside I'm constantly hoping I don't find work so I can continue being a NEET with no expectations for me to fail at (like I did with my last job).

>>39412828
jesus lol, was it rape?

>>39412240
I really want to do this but I get repulsed by the thought after I cum. Advice?

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I've fapped to gay porn and i m not even gay

>>39414166
Give it time, I used to think the same thing.

>>39414199

this lmao, it's how gayness begins

>>39414199
experimented with gay porn one time and I cam within 10 seconds.

What does that mean? It it it for me?

>>39413576
pleasure and pretending
>>39413506
we were watching porn while it happened so it was more the porn than the guys asshole, friction is friction

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When I was about 8 years old I got raped by a dude named carlos

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>>39414225
Was the guy attractive at least

>>39411945
Just typical faggot shit.
Fap to gay fantasies 90% of the time but never attracted to men IRL.
Not sure if I could ever actually do it but maybe.

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>>39414227
Sounds like you've had some hard times

>>39413775
> tfw as an adult you end up over explaining so that people don't blow up at you
> jokes on you, people hate you because you talk too much now

>>39413657

Im pretty sure he doesnt remember because he almost never had time and got angry pretty fast so it wasnt anything special.

Never asked him though.

>>39414210
>was straight
>tfw now I think about something gay and get turned on at least once a day

>>39414220
I don't know anon, I'm not a gay wizard sage. It sounds like your penis really liked it though. I might be able to know more depending on if you self inserted into the porn or not.

>>39412153
Shit sorry man, I'm half black and I gotta say, sorry that you had to deal with animals

>>39414344
I just thought it was this new and exciting thing in that moment, being tired of looking at regular porn

>>39414386
Yeah I don't know what to tell you. For me it was pretty obvious I was becoming a faggot since I kept thinking about what it must be like to be the bottom and have someone assert their dominance like that.

>>39414220

It means you like it and you're gay in denial, just embrace it anon

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I have a weird sexual but still mother/son relationship with my biological mom. She put me up for adoption when I was a baby and we reunited about 6 months ago. Our relationship was awkward but normal at first and it slowly became apparent the sexual tension as insane between us. Eventually we had sex and my mom asked me to move in with her. I moved out of my adopted parents house to live with her and she treats me like her son still even though we've had sex and she spoils me constantly. I think my mom just wants a son but she's willing to give up the sex to keep me around. I feel kind of bad of taking advantage but at the same time, I regret nothing.

>>39414415
I woulnt mind being that either just want to make sure I am going the right road in life

>>39414428
maybe thats the missing puzzle peice in my life
but it could have been just because the kinkiness factor. and it didnt feel like a regular orgasm

>>39414344
I go through a phases when I jack off to gay porn every so often, but like 90% of the time it's just chicks. I wouldn't say gayness is some thing that once you jack off to it once, you suddenly become full on gay and there's no way back. For me personally I can interchange between straight and gay depending on how I'm feeling that particular day.

>>39414459
You're a lucky guy. You haven't grown up with your mom, which has resulted in genetic sexual attraction.

>>39414516
maybe you are bi-sexual
straight dudes dont alternate between days

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>>39414459
Mother son incest is disgusting. Sorry anon.

>>39413450
Jan truan said It so It must be true

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>>39411945
>I have a small penis
>other girl

>>39414498
>just want to make sure I am going the right road in life
You and me both. On paper it all just seems so simple, but then life has to go and make everything complicated.

>>39414516
I'm still attracted to women, though I don't think it's nearly as much as I have been in the past and I'm frequently envious of their bodies. That being said, if this is just a gay phase it has lasted quite some time now.

>>39414548
idk honestly, I feel like I don't feel like that enough of the time for it to be considered bisexuality. perhaps straight with occasionally gay tendencies

>>39414592
>Mother son incest is disgusting
You mean the purest form of love. No woman will EVER love you more than mommy.

>>39414631
How long has it lasted?

>>39414658
My mom literally kicked me out when I was 11.

I don't even find sex appealing anymore. The idea of sticking my dick into the wound of another human is just disgusting.

>>39412153
around blacks dont relax, lets just say

i cant wait for the world to burn due to technological unemployment. i hope you're okay anon. i myself am a 26kv and my life is garbage too, but maybe not worse than yours

>>39414636
It's a whole spectrum. Picture Gay as 0%, Bi as 50% and Straight as 100% with every single number inbetween.

You may be like 80% on that spectrum. Enough gay tendencies to occasionally fantasize but not enough to ever act on. Could you picture yourself being passionate with, loving, kissing and dating a dude? If that grosses you the hell out then maybe the porn thing is just you getting desensitized to vanilla porn for the same reason that you might fap to straight but weird shit sometimes that you would never do IRL

>>39414631
Surely a proper gay or bi guy has like oneitis for guys and crushes on guys when they are too young to understand what is going on.

I think if you never had that then you are bisexual as a kind of kink but it isn't really your fundamental sexuality.

A few jewish kids picked on me in middle school and now I'm glad the holocaust happened. Good luck going anywhere in life if I ever told that to anyone.

>>39414631

You sound like a tranny in denial. I'm gay and I'm envious of men's bodies, not women

>>39414669
I think I realized I was having gay feelings maybe 3 months ago, but something had been feeling off for a couple years now

>>39414735
I think I may have had a crush on one of my friends growing up, but I can't say for certain. Tell me I didn't become a meme.

>>39414783
>You sound like a tranny in denial.
I've been told that a lot on 4chan.

>>39414714
I mean it doesn't gross me out, but it isn't something that I have fantasied about or have any desire for. I'm pretty much addicted to masturbating so it could be to do with desensitised

>>39414811
so yo're saying you were straight and wanted to fuck women but then you suddenly got gay feelings?

>>39414811
sounds like you're pretty much bisexual bruh

>Never kissed before
>21 years old
>too afraid of embarrassment of a terrible first kiss

>>39414875

Kissing is pretty easy to be honest, it's hard to get it wrong

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>>39413775
>microorganism
>microorgasm

>>39413872
>black kids jump white kids because of ancestral oppression

nah they're just niggers

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>>39411945
I'm gay and want to be in a relationship with a boy who loves me and gives me headpats and cuddles me in bed.

The thing is though is that I used to be straight with bicurious tendencies. But over the last two years I've gotten the realization that I'll never be able to get a girlfriend because of small penis problems and I am too introverted to ever be the dominant one in a couple. Plus all the trap/gayposting has accelerated my feelings over it.

Sometimes I wonder if it's just because a lack of Intimacy and I'm just prison gay, but Idgaf anymore

>>39411945
I once shat myself on the tokyo metro

>>39414547

> genetic sexual attraction

Niggawat.jpeg

>>39411945
>I haven't gone a week without having sex

the last time i had sex with my gf was three weeks ago

>>39414925
>The thing is though is that I used to be straight with bicurious tendencies

i think you were just gay in denial

>>39412240
I also do this. I rarely masturbate anymore, but I used to slurp it up every time I jerked off.

>>39414875
Start with a dry kiss, let her take the lead. Keep your lips soft don't purse them tight.

Watch what she does, does she open her mouth a little? Is the grabbing you tight? If so slip a little tongue, don't deep throat her with it and don't slobber.

All in all its hard to fuck up a kiss but there are certain things you can do to make it better. Also a little nibble on the bottom lip is always a great move if it gets heated.

>>39414925

This is fine as long as you're a strict bottom, gays are huge size queens otherwise

I like wearing panties when I fap.

I'm gonna buy some more next week at the Victoria's Secret in the next town over! I hope they have qt pairs...

Inb4 trap or sissy, I just like the way they feel on my cock

>>39411945
>I'm chad but don't want to lose my robot friends so i pretend to sympathize with them.

>>39411975
But anon, the afro is the mark of a true alpha male

>>39415034
>forced to fuck guys and only be the bottom because I cant get with girls with my small dick
I'd honestly rather kill myself.

>>39415081
honestly the only hope for virgin betafags is toastmasters and reddit.

>>39414830
Yes, I did want relationships with women; However, I don't think I ever fantasized about putting my penis inside a woman, but that could just as easily be explained as not having a frame of reference for the fantasy because of my virginity. I wouldn't say I "suddenly" got gay feelings, it's not like I woke up one day and decided I was a faggot. It started as something just feeling off and grew from there. I've repressed a lot of emotions over the years, and as I got into the stress of college that repression started to fail until I became the mess that I am now. It wouldn't surprise me if my sexuality got repressed as well and this is it coming out.

>>39414872
I really hope that bisexuality is the bottom of this pit. I still haven't given up hope on having a family some day.

>>39415118
Sounds like you're pretty gay to be perfectly honest. I was like 8 years old when I started fantasizing about putting my dick in a vagina.

I act like a complete normie IRL but I unironically want to genocide every nigger on the planet. They have zero value to me, society, and the world and we're better off without them.

>>39415162
tell me how that makes sense, and isnt delusion racism

>>39415179
They spread aids like wildfire, they're unintelligent and violent creatures who cause problems wherever they go and have no empathy.

>>39415207
Don't forget they're ugly and smell bad.

>>39415162
>tfw I act like a normie irl but I feel like I'm dying inside whenever I'm around people

>>39411945

I have a slightly above average penis, but I have scrotal cysts and I just assume any girl that I was able to bed would be disgusted with them/think I have an STD so I've entirely avoided trying to bond deeper with women because I don't want to feel the potential emotional pain as a result of a girl seeing my junk

>>39411945
I orbited a girl for 6 years. Slept with her eventually after she was having a rough time after a breakup and hated it. She even called me by her exes name during it but I kept going. I was the most pathetic whiteknighting faggot in the world and still hate myself for it today.

>>39415247
holy SHIT lmao this is the story I imagine for every white knight beta cuck orbiter

>>39415179

there are good black people, but if all the black people were hypothetically gone tomorrow, you'd have to be delusional to say the world wouldn't be a better place for it

>>39415278
yeah uh not sure I follow

>>39415161
Oh. Thanks for being honest.
I unironically think I could be a repressing trap in denial but I'm too afraid to entertain the idea.

>>39415307

I don't see how that's a hard line of thinking to follow at all, africa is a useless shithole, if everyone there was dead tomorrow it'd be a net benefit for humanity undeniably, all we do is take care of them because they aren't capable of taking care of themselves

I can suck my own dick and when I do I imagine that someone else is sucking me off

>>39415335
hmmm why dont they let someone like the US just take over there and give them jobs and proper neighborhoods

>>39414998
I swear I liked girls at some point. However, I can't fap to the thought of being with one anymore. It just seems like such an impossible situation, like why would any girl ever like me?
>>39415034
I'd obviouslh be the bottom. Also, don't take my word for because I'm a virgin so I don't have any reference to compare how nice a big or little one dick feels, but I think I would't care how big a guy is as long as he loved me.

>>39415307
probably because you are black and afraid of admitting it

also I'm talking about 100% black here, mixed are fine. Sometimes it sucks because they're smarter than the average black person but not quite smart enough to be on the same level so they get this victim complex all throughout their life, blaming all their faults on some invisible oppression.

That's why there are so many mixed female activists that are so fervent, pure negro females don't give a shit.

>>39415261
I corrected myself over the years but god damn do I hate white knights and orbiters now.

>>39415357

because that's a huge worthless investment of money

after africa de-colonialized, they let pretty much all of the infrastructure the white man left them decay

and once again, that's just us taking care of them

teach a man to fish

(except these men don't seem to be able to absorb the information well enough)

>>39412153
Every black person I met and have been friends with has abused me. The neighbor black kid threatened me under violence to kill myself and family to give him foot jobs. The day I refused was when he smashed my face in with a gamecube controller causing severe brain damage to my left frontal lobe.

>>39415379
>probably because you are black and afraid of admitting it
only on opposite day ;)

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i have pectus excavatum (like the picture on the left but i'm skinnier)
it's the main reason i hate my body so much. i'm never going to be able to take my shirt off in front of anyone.
no one wants to be with a deformed person. it's just gross and weird

I love crippled girls.

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>>39413029
>>39413077
>>39413280

Get a load of the cornhole cowboy here who says he isn't gay.

>>39415413
of course not, civilization is for white people, they can't do anything we do or else they're house niggers or traitors to their kind

>>39415118

Dude I'm a fullblown homo and even I had fantasies of sticking it in the vag as a child until I realized I prefered boipussy. You definitely sound like you're a woman trapped in a man's body or something, or a very submissive gay bottom at the very least

>>39413731
Nigger detected.
UNGA BUNGA BUNGA, JIGABOO

I'm not sure if I'm gay or that I'm so lonely that I'll accept the love from anyone

>>39415278

B-but we wouldn't have peanut butter!

>>39415480
or just a feminine nu-male

>>39415457

are you even arguing against what I'm saying at this point?

I would much rather that blacks could pull themselves together and get to a civilizational state on their own, that said, I don't see it happening

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>>39411945
I want to fugg qt boys and traps

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>>39411945
I've been in three different car crashes, two of them were my mother's fault and one of them were mine. I also walked on a freeway for 4-5 hours then suffered a mental breakdown where psychosis started manifesting and spent three months going in and out of hospitals.

>>39415489

I'll give you some love if you're ok with cuddling with a boy anon :)

>>39412257
Elaborate please, how can it be wrong?

>>39415556
If you're a trap then I'm down with that it's the perfect blend of boy and girl

>>39415504
no I was agreeing with you

what I said was a valid point though, they see themselves doing anything whites do as "betraying" their kind. Niggers in the ghetto literally keep each other down because if one of them starts "acting white" their siblings and friends will make fun of them for it and it takes a lot to ignore all of it and move along.

>>39415539
at least you didn't disappear for like 2-3 years and walk from canada down to the tip of south america and back up to Brazil after going off your meds like that one guy

>>39415466
Fapping on its own has never been very enjoyable for me either. Maybe I have some kind of issue with how I feel about my dick?
>You definitely sound like you're a woman trapped in a man's body
Like I said, I've been told that I sound like a tranny in denial a lot. I'm not certain that they're wrong but I'm scared they might be right.
>very submissive gay bottom at the very least
I am submissive in general and I could only see myself with a man as his bottom.

>>39415625

ahh I kind of figured, but yes, I think this a lot

I think there is a genetic origin to the tendency towards violent behavior in black people, but their culture is probably more destructive to their success than anything, I always feel for blacks who try to be successful and get called whitey by all their friends

lol as if that's even an insult

>>39412153
Yeah you best be scared white boi. Don't try to fit in where you don't belong if you don't want to get yo ass beat nigga.

my family thinks that pepe is the logo for the alt right and no matter how long I show them evidence of it just being 4chan they just start to believe more and more that I'm part of the alt right

>>39415683

>there are people in the world that unironically buy the media's narrative's and have fear/disdain for the boogeyman that is the "alt-right"

I wish we could dismantle the media machine now, its a tired act at this point, everyone in the younger generations has already all but left it behind

of course that also means deeper polarization, but its not like the media isn't trying to do that as well

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>>39415745
kek this is the day Pepe transcended being just a meme

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I wish Taylor Swift would secretly consider me her boyfriend but fuck other guys because my pee pee is too small and playfully make fun of me behind my back

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>>39412153
Sorry this happened with you, funny thing is that blacks never picked on me, only mixed people. I even had a black friend, never got into trouble with them.

Usually, me and blacks just avoided each other what was great for me, but those mutts... There was one guy that beat me every day for no reason, this lasted years and after that I thought everyone would beat me too, it made me afraid of everyone, even teachers.

After that some other mutts would bully me, threaten sometimes kidding but i believed on everything and thought I would get beaten again. Today I don't have that problem anymore though I still have a lot of anxiety.

Every time I see those brown poor people with stolen expensive caps and glasses my blood boils.

their entire argument is that because I don't watch the news I know nothing about politics even though that I get all of my information from the internet which is becoming a more and more reliable source of information

>>39412240
Have you ever enjoyed the taste?

>>39413872
>implying children know all this shit
>implying something that happened centuries ago justifies something that kids who dont even know about do today
kys

>>39415574
Not him, but he probably means "prone masturbation" that shit can damage your cock if you do it way too often.

>>39415763
No sillly, Taylor is the type to take one look at your dick and then tell you "We Are Never Ever Getting Back together"

>>39415745
>everyone in the younger generations has already all but left it behind
Are you serious, the young generation is doubly cucked by shit like vice which is even worse because they don't even have to pretend to be serious media. They can literally just say "this is what you believe now and here's why and if you disagree then you are (racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic etc)"
And it is owned by old media corporations, same people same tricks with a modern twist.

>>39415787

lol what a meme, idk what to even tell you

its probably not worth fucking with

as if it wasn't enough this reality is a matrix generated by the demiurge, there are people actively trying to create a perceptual matrix within the matrix, its a box that puts limits to free thinking, can't have that box opening

>>39415852

I see where you're coming from, but I don't think people are generally as cucked as you perceive, It seems to me that they are trying to make it seem like the leftists are the norm and majority, but, at least in my experience, even well adjusted normies are starting to wake up and see the absurdity of the cultural marxist shit being pushed on us on a regular basis

>>39415207
if someone white makes sex with a dindu they kinda deserve AIDS don't you think?

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I want my gf to beat me up so bad I have to go to the hospital. And then afterwards I want her to do it all over again.

Unfortunately for my pain slut tendencies she hates the idea of me crying and doesn't have a sadistic bone in her body.

>>39415907

does it seem like she gets disgusted when you tell her you want her to abuse you like that?

>>39415379
>mixed are fine.
>south/central america has a higher murder rate than africa
clearly you must have seen some of the zillions liveleak videos from what mixed people do in brazil

>>39415852
You're joking right? Millenials and nu-males are double cucked by vice and huffpo and wapo. The YOUNG generation doesn't even give a shit about all that. They go word of mouth, youtubers, and independent. They go for sources and twitter videos.

Kids these days, generation z, from what I hear they're currently set up to be the most conservative generation since ww2. Just look at all the videos of highschoolers roman saluting, or printing out a wall to put on their mexican teacher's door as senior prank, or shit like that. There's a reason some people online refer to them as Generation Zyklon.

>>39415931
okay, one drop rule, they're all contaminated

>>39415885
I see the opposite. I am unironically a marxist by the way, I can't even associate myself with the left anymore though it has become completely detached from reality, and being nu-left is just the default position now so I have absolutely no friends on any part of the spectrum when it comes to politics.

>>39415936
I'm not a burgerman so maybe it is different there.

>>39415987
they'll want to rebel against their super liberal parents

>>39415929
No more like shocked and confused. She said she didn't want to do it though.

>>39415987
Maybe so. I've seen some of it coming out of other countries though, white kids getting fed up with being demonized despite not even having the time to do anything bad. Not feeling safe in their communities and only half-cucked parents telling them how it used to be, and the kids making the connection between "how it used to be" also being "before the rapefugees started invading"

Either way, I hope something actually fucking happens for a change. We've come so close to so many happenings and nothing has stuck.

>>39415959

>is a marxist
>talks about people being detached from reality

kek

where do you live though? It might be because I live in the midwest, but even most of the people I know who identify as liberals or to the left are relatively reasonable and able to see absurdity still

do you really have people that regurgitate the generic "racist, sexist, xenophobic" propaganda line or something? Because personally I've never actually even met one of those people, not that its anything I ever want to encounter

>>39416029

did it make her emotional? did she say things like "why would you want me to do that to you? what went wrong with you?"

>>39413164
What did you enjoy about it?

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>>39412153
Fuck I know this feel when you are put into a shit school by your shit parents and nobody gives a fuck about you untill you are already too big and scarred for life.

I wasn't bullied, but I fucked up alot of kids back then. I know I wasn't a psychopath as a little kid. I remember feeling bad for animals when I was very small, but after I was about 10 I was already fucked up. I am a full blown psychopath since then.Later chganged schools and had to bully a few classmates and one especially much(got him into depression and cutting himself) from 8-12 grade too just to survive the boredom induced from psychopathy. I guess it is better than your PTSD, but damn I can't feel love for my own mother. That is pretty fucked up too.

>>39411945
My cousin that is 4 years older than me bullied me a lot when I was little until I was 9 year old, she used to grab my balls and enter the bathroom while I was peeing. until today she is the only female who has seen my penis IRL as it turned to be quite small (5,5 to 5,8 length with 4,8 grith)

>>39416007
>>39416032
I really just want all races and sexes (even the fucking stupid made-up ones) and sexualities and whatever to live in peace with each other. I don't want any kind of happening, but I really can't fucking stand that when one race has serious social issues and a culture of extreme violence you can't try to address that or it's racist.
I've been attacked when I was a kid a few times and told I must've done something to deserve it whereas if they were white no one would have said that. That is racism plain and simple, it doesn't matter if it's other white people saying it.

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>Always had retards in my classes at school.
>mfw I finally figure out why.

>>39414459
do your adoptive parents know you're living with your mother?

have you ever done it raw? have you ever made her cum?

do you ever just stop and realize that you came out of her pussy while you're going down on her?

none the less you should probably make sure your real mom is okay mentally, don't let her carry guilt

>>39416079
Not really. She asked why but didn't imply anything was wrong with me. Why are you asking?

>>39411945
I'm a 20 KHV and yet I am unironically completely in love with a fictional character.

>>39415808
What is this? I have never heard of such a thing

>>39416060
True marxism (as in what Karl Marx wrote not whatever you think it is) is the only system of belief that is both based in reality and can lead the world to a safer and more prosperous future. What the """"""""""left"""""""""" does now is as close to marxism as what Stalin did, which is not close at all obviously.

My experiences are from Europe/NZ/Aus, I tend to associate with alternative type people and there are plenty who can see the absurdity, what concerns me more is the casual normie observer who doesn't think about anything too much is becoming by default completely brainwashed when it comes to idpol issues, and they will label someone a racist/sexist/bigot whatever for questioning even the smallest thing about the narrative the fake-left media is shilling.

Racist is the new nigger, it's a meaningless word which is used to totally disregard someone as a person and put them beneath you so you don't have to take them into account at all.

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>>39411945
I doxxed a regular r9k poster on discord. They now all come to this board to bully her and share her info

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>>39416302
>True Marxism

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>>39411945
I have 5/10 face(in my opinion) but girls were telling that i'm handsome(behind my back, no girl told me that directly) and i'm 6'3 ft tall. Multiple girls were approaching me at work, hitting on me(some subtle, other very direct), i think i had multiple chances to lose virginity, but i didn't because:

I've fapped too much, normal porn did almost nothing for me.
So i started fapping at futa/trap porn. I heard that stopping jerking off helps, i tried that and it does helps, i get off at normal porn again but i'm still afraid that gf finds out about it somehow and tell everyone or that i'll lose boner because of unrealistic standards(beautiful shaved girls in porn vs average girls irl with hairy snatch)

I have short dick(6.2 inches) and it's ruined(wrinkles on the head) from too much fapping. I'm afraid that girl will get disgusted if she sees the wrinkles on my dick or that i won't be able to satisfy her with my small size or that i will cum way too fast.

I have autism, panic attacks and severe paranoia and sociophobia. I can't differentiate between simple flirting(i heard girls do this all the time just for fun) and actual attempt to approach me so i never make a step towards the girl even if she's hitting on me because i'm afraid that i understood her wrong.

I have 3rd nipple and i afraid to go to beaches because of it, let alone getting naked in front of girl. Like imagine i take off shirt for sex and she sees IT and like EWWWW YOU ARE FREAK FUCK OFF.

I don't want to get involved with girl that has different tastes than me because i think that our relationship will fall apart if we are too different. I'm autistic moron only plays videogames and i want similar girl.

I'm insecure about myself and it is important for me to know what other people will think about me. If i'll have failed relationship and the girl will tell bad things about me to other girls like 3rd nipple or small dick i probably won't be able to handle the shame and kill myself.

>>39416352

5/10 face when you're 6'3 makes you a 7/10 overall maybe even higher, its science

>>39413872
>Hey man thry can't help it. They were oppressed, and they're just angry so it's your fault for being white. Go kill yourself

>>39412584
Ew. You're disgusting. Go kill yourself you piece of shit

>>39416313
The reason people say that all the time is because it's true dumbass.

I won't bother to explain the whole thing but in short the idea was for a socialist state to form with the goal of organizing things until communities could become self-sufficient, by which point the central government would have been dissolved. Communist government is an oxymoron.

>>39416457
The reason people say that all the time is because they're fucking retarded and MUH TRUE EPINS SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE VERSION HASN'T BEEN TRIED, JUST IGNORE ALL THE OTHER TIMES COMMUNISM HAS TRIED AND FAILED.

Communism is a flawed, shitty, broken mess of a system that will never work because it tries to disregard and steamroll human nature.

>>39412153
This is why I always move everytime I start to notice too many blacks around. They're okay in small numbers but when there starts to be too many of them in one place they start to get hive mind and collectively start chimping out. I moved from my last 2 apartments because they started getting a little too "ethnic" and "culturally enriched" for my liking. Now I live in an almost entirely white and asian town and it's super comfy.

>>39414700
Stick it in a feminine traps ass.

>>39416570
pretty much prove yourself to be a moron as soon as the words 'human nature' come out. There are many facets to human nature, there will always be greedy and selfish people just as there will always be a sense of community and the desire to help others. Capitalism rewards the worst parts of human nature and punishes the best parts of it.

I hope one day you will grow out of this childish world view.

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>>39416632
>calls other peoples worldviews childish after literally admitting to be le true marxist xD
You have no fucking clue what you're talking about kiddo. Just go whine on leftypol some more or something.

>>39416706
Kiddo is the favourite word of kiddos

>>39415179
Africa as a whole is a shitfest. They don't contribute nothing but breed like animals. Soon there will be so many of them that they'll pour into europe thus speeding up the decline of europe

>>39412153
Go to /pol/. They will teach you to turn that fear into hate.

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>>39414735
>tfw my first crush was on a guy in middle school
Well i though it was a girl at first, and i completely dropped him after i knew he was a guy. Let say it doesn t count, r-right ?

>>39413029
I wish I could quit you.

t. post on how to have gay sex and not be gay.

>>39416388
Add constant stuttering and unable to look into the eyes also no good clothes because i'm poor, then it's not 7/10 but a 3/10 at best.

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>>39416734
>n-nuh uh you are!

>>39415931
All non white countries are shit. Maybe east Asians are alright but still.

>>39416352
You should switch to jacking off to amateur porn. It helps to bring your standards back to down to normal girls. Most of your points are just your insecurities. Most girls are decent people and don't care about little things like an extra nipple, they probably wouldn't even notice it. I've had problems similar to yours (I still do, but the anxiety is getting better). Next time you're outside around people look at everyone and imagine that they are having the same thoughts and feelings as you are.

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>>39416307
Why? TELL MEEEEEEEE

>>39416839
and?
also there's chile

>>39416872
Ghosted me.

On the summer break from 6th to 7th grade I became an edgy athiest kid. Like, the CRINGIEST I've ever been in my life.It doesn't help that I was stealing raps from people on the internet. I hope to God that no one remembers that year.

>>39416302

so that guy you have been arguing with isn't me, i kind of left the thread for a bit, but you're absolutely delusional if you believe humans will cooperate in that way without an authoritarian state to mandate that they do

and he's not a retard for bringing up human nature, its not a concretely defined term I suppose, but the fact that people would never independently create your communist non state seems to me to be evidence that the main pillars of communism conflict with the innate instinct within humans

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I've always ended up just being a rebound, or a friend people spend time with when waiting for someone or something else. I don't have anything wrong with me, I'm just like a background character or side quest sometimes. I'm wasn't an orbiter, or autist or anything, I just somehow ended up being second in almost everything. I feel like I could change this now that years have passed and I understand things better, but I'm scared that I won't know what to do if I ever become someone's #1 priority, so instead I get more and more solitary and only talk with people online.

I'm into pet play and heavily involved in the bdsm community online. I know it may seem pretty normal to be into bdsm online, but where I live... Oh hell no, I'm surrounded by vanilla hillbillies.

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I really like hentai but all of my friends are pretty judgemental of it and i'm interested in a girl that most of my friends hate.

I secretly just want to be an animal and not have to worry about human shit anymore.

>>39416978
All early societies were communist. People can't create the non-state for the same reason that right wing ancaps or whatever can't, we are bound to our society by laws of land ownership, taxes etc which you are not allowed to elect to leave.

I assume you've never been in any kind of alternative living situation but people very quickly gravitate to the greater good over personal gain in those sort of situations, the social benefits of doing the 'right' thing overrides any personal gains which could be made from a more selfish attitude.

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Guys, i have a friend named alex which parents are having midlife crisis and heavy mental episodes.

His parents hit themselfs and argument all night. His Dad broke her nose and she destroyed everything his dad loves the most. But it all started to went this bad when his parents opend their own painter business to earn money but the tax authorities dont stop to harass them and demand money they cant apply. His parents are working late every day even saturday till late night and he needs to help them every day even tho he works.

Its still not enough. His mum cut herself last week and went to hospital and his dad writes farewell letters every day and prepared a rope. His parents need some time to relax pretty bad but the tax authorities dont stop. His parents will kill themself soon and hes extremly mad, he told me he wants to kill these tax guys driving his parents to suicide if they do. His parents did nothing wrong and they just need some peace to get clear.

I dont know how to help or what to do, Alex is alone and im his only friend...any opinions?

>>39414297
i dont find men attractive so no

>>39412802
HI Jamal, glad you found out that a small percentage of niggers like anime and video games. Gee, really wish you would stop committing 50% of the crime, and participating in having the highest crime rates internationally.