>wake up feeling happy >stand up and get depressed

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>>39396739
>wake up
>still tired
>go back to sleep

>tired
>go to sleep
>suddenly full of energy

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>>39396739
>wake up feeling happy
>have a great day
>suddenly feel sad in the evening
>go to bed depressed again

>>39396739
>wake up late
>sleep some more
>feel like shit
>spend the entire day becoming more and more awake
>wide awake
>time to sleep
>"tomorrow will be better"
>wake up early
>full of energy
>pass out in the afternon
>forced to be nocturnal in order to fix sleep schedule
>wake up late

WHY ARE WE STILL HERE

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>wake up feeling like shit
>day gets slowly better through the day
>go to bed happy

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>>39396739
>wake up
>dazed but feel refreshed and great for 15 seconds
>suddenly remember your life

>wake up sad
>instantly go back to bed
>REM interruption propels me into intense lucid dreams
>fly around and do whatever I want for hours
>wake up less sad

>wake up depressed
>eat ravioli depressed
>go to bed depressed

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>>39397061
>have dreams about my shitty life
>wake up depressed

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>wake up
>grab something to eat
>go back to bed
>repeat

>go to bed sad
>wake up sa

You guys have it easy

>take a nap at 3pm
>wake up at 9pm
>get tired by midnight
>Sleep until 8

>wake up around 5pm feeling sad
>lies in bed all day
>suddenly it's 8am
>cant sleep cause anxious
>...hours later finally fall asleep
...
>finally finds motivation to do something
>BETTER USE SOME DRUGS
>use nonstop for couple weeks
>physically and mentally fucked
>back 2 soberlife
>suicidal as fuck

>repeat

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>>39396776
>tfw I'm always tired

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>wake up in a good mood
>lay in bed for a bit thinking about how great life can be
>make up scenarios in my head that will bring me happiness but will never happen
>depressed for rest of day

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>wake up feeling good
>eat breakfast
>watch anime
>go for daily walk
>come back home
>eat lunch
>play some seige
>watch more anime
>read NTR
>cry to sleep knowing I can never relieve a girls deep urges

>>39396739
>wake up
>lay down in bed in hopes that you will fall asleep
>2 hours gone
>wake up and sit down on your chair and browse 4chan for one hour
>get up and lay down once again on my bed
>actually sleep
my life

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>went to sleep at 9am
>woke up at 6pm
>I had a lot of nightmares
>its 1:30am now and barely ate anything
>literally all I did all day was jerking it to traps and browsing r9k

I'm affraid not even meds will help me. I'm not only tired but I am an absolute psycho and have severe manic states when I barely feel a little better, or when I drink coffe for example.
I'm calling to get an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow because i dont think i will continue like this for much longer. I clearlyt won't get healed by myself. Sometimes I want to get interned in a psychiatrist institution or something
My physical health is great but mental illnesses are seriously tough

>>39396966
this exact cycle has been plaguing me all summer.
>tomorrow will be better