>be me
>mid-30s
>never had friends, never felt like I needed any (thought i would burden others with being around them due to how i can be)
>only living relative is my sickly brother
>had my own online business that I ran from home
>didn't make much, made enough to get by in my apartment and to pay for my brother's medical bills
>about 2 months ago fire breaks out in my apartment
>freak accident, not due to anything I did wrong
>lose everything, all computers, notebooks, and files
>I have always been extremely paranoid
>never saved anything online or in cloud
>always wrote all passwords, e-mails, and log-ins into my notebook which I organized extremely well as to never get hacked
>all passwords and e-mails were randomly assorted numbers and letters with no rhyme or meaning
>lost access to everything when fire burned it all
>rewind to about 2 weeks ago
>brother needed big surgery
>had to choose between using the last of my money to re-open my business or pay for his medical bills
>chose to pay for his bills
>surgery went though
>last week he committed suicide and left a note saying he felt like he burended me too much
>now I have no money as it was spent on surgery and my online business can no longer be restarted due to my having no money
>think i might just end it all soon
>help me
>>39395689
I can't even help myself man.
All I can give is this free "you." Sorry robobro.
>>39395689
>chose to pay for his bills
>surgery went though
>last week he committed suicide
lmao what an asshole
>>39395689
You sound like a jew. Are you a jew?
>>39395740
no, i'm not. i was never good with money. I made very little, but I made enough to pay for my small apartment and my bother's medical expenses.
>>39395689
Write a book a get famous -- there are people who would love to hear your story. I know; I used to watch Oprah with my Grandmother.
What was your online business?
>>39395735
This, your brother was an asshole. I mean it's terrible he died but he still was an ass.
>>39395689
>>39396716
This, anon. Your circumstances are exceptional, and I'd gladly buy your story if you chose to share it
>>39395689
You spent all of your money on your brother to save his life w/surgery then he offed himself a week later?
I never thought I would say this unironically, but spit on his grave