Lost in this world

How old are you champ? You seem to be farther along than me

>>39393791
Well you're unhappy, that much is obvious. It's possible to become happy again, but it's not easy, and it's really complicated.

>>39393791
robota

you want to get away ?

now normies will say you have to become normie to become happy

quite the opposite is true. youll be drifiting along normies forever. unless you cut the cord

>>39393805
18
Typing extra words to become original

>>39393826
What am i supposed to do to stay alive if im unhappy?

>>39393791
Friendo we are the same. My parents pestered about me going to collage for a whole year, but I never gave up and stayed a need.
Left all my friends after graduation. I was never really interested in friendships my whole life and I just trained my social skills a bit because it was interesting to me. Now 8th months without going out or talking to anybody except my parents have gone by, Life is pretty good at times, but the other times are the times my parents try to bully me into joining the pointless rat race.
Can't blame them, because it is in their natural instincts, genetics: to be this way.
Fater is making me slave away in his shit company in 2 days saying my "vacation" is over, but that isn't fucking happening untill I am dead. Fucking tryhard normies can't they leave me alone already? I am not materialistic at all. All it costs to keep me up is about 10$ a day for food and electricity. And I make it up by helping for more than 50$, but it is never enough for the fucking normies is it? They always wanted me to become some ultra respected quiet normie doctor. Guess how that turned out.

>>39393859
I want to be happy and do what i want

>>39393977
Thats my problem as well
I really dont want to disappoint them, but i cant get into the "productive" lifestyle

>>39393985
what do you want ? what makes you happy ?

can you truly do what you want ?

>>39394058
I want to play vidya and stick with my few friends that are just like me
I figure if we all got part time/ full time jobs that didnt require education we could afford a house or apartment with our paychecks combined
But no.
I dont want a big house with a big car and a big family. I want a simple modest lifestyle

>>39393961
When I'm unhappy I just exist to hopefully make it to when I will be able to be happy again. But that only really works if you know what makes you happy, and are able to accomplish that eventually.

>>39394120
Are you happy when playing vidya with your friends? That usually makes me pretty happy, and is the only thing letting me avoid the depression that comes with prolonged loneliness.