S U l C l D E H O U R

>>39389059
how many of you sad fucks are genuinely going to commit suicide?

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>>39389472
Not me, since as I was embracing my grandmother on her deathbed as her consciousness faded, she kissed my cheek and whispered to me "See it all through to the end, I will always be with you, I love you"

>>39389059
Listen to this anon its a fembot also dont suicide M8, buy a hooker fuck women

https://vocaroo.com/i/s1iKbhd6fAb6

>>39389807
You'd be a funny guy to have around, I reckon.

>>39389597
>see it all through to the end
gonna' lawyer up on this phrase and say there's nothing here suggesting you can't choose when the end will be
you'll be seeing everything right up 'til you die
basically, she just wants to make sure you don't go blind
that means stop masturbating and then finally you can kill yourself freely
i know about grandmas and this is the truth of her words

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>>39390006
Life has been tribulating with my grandmother having passed. She was the world to me. Her moving on to whatever lies in wait being an aggravator to my well-being, though it offers a sense of consolation to know she has been spared from the suffering she had endured for far too long. When it had reached the point the dementia had caused her to call me by her other childrens' names, good memories having eroded away into obscurity and falling mishaps occurring on a weekly basis, well, witnessing her health slowly decline and deteriorate over years, with her a mere few feet away from me at any given time, it was all so immensely galling. A part of my soul has faded, one that cannot be regained, but may be replaced by the seeds of virtue she had germinated within me, if they shall ever blossom and prosper. She was a headstrong, stubborn Bulgarian woman. The "don't grow old" sentiment reminds me of a Bulgarian saying she would repeat to me during times of incontinence. "Staros Narados" which equates to "Being old is not fun." It's as if one's elder, declining years, the autumn of life as I prefer to call it, is a limbo, a supposed gateway between life and death, two states of being. It doesn't negate the fact that those you love and care for unconditionally can mold permanence in our own lives, a gift that lasts more than a lifetime.

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>>39390006
>>39390140
A few months ago she had walked to the bathroom on her own without her walker, had an accident, slipped and fell and was stuck on the bathroom floor, unable to get up. I was the only one home at the time and hurried to her side. I wasn't bothered at all to help her clean up and carry her to bed, I was happy. In those moments she repeated "You'd be better off if I were dead." I can't stop hearing those words in my head. How gravely wrong she was. The ruination and infirmity of her will to carry on for the hope of reparation and peace is what I now see in myself. Such a hope was well beyond the limiting grasp of her condition. That hope remains, despite in a forceless, latent ember, in both you and I. All we're tasked with is making the commitment to be the enkindlers of that flame. Not just that, but to rediscover the misplaced sense of obligation to keep it smoldering and alive. For those we love. And to have love for ourselves.
During bouts of regret and doubt, I have begun to ask "Is this what grandma would wish for me? The answer is no, her wishes would be for me to conquer my demons, no matter how daunting or burdensome, and to not succumb to them.

>>39390140
>>39390229
did you ever watch amour by haneke it's an hilarious movie basically a sequel to funny games where it slowly kills a people but in this case mentally until we all agree that without a working memory a person is basically dead and cannot be loved

>>39390444
I checked your triple, it's rather lovely.
I haven't seen it, would you care to watch it with me in a voice call, friend?

>>39390571
i value your offer but i'm operating on a no voice, no one on one procedure at this time

>>39389059
suicide sucks, i can turn ur life around for the right price

>>39390646
I understand, friend. Life is suffering.
I'll watch your film tonight. My two favorite films are Fallen Angels and Tokyo Sonata, for the puissant emotional energy they convey to the viewer. You should flip a coin, one side being Fallen Angels, the other being Tokyo Sonata. Let's tell each other about how we feel about our films, eh?

I use comma splices to let you know that I'm the real deal, even though I claim to be college-educated.

>>39389059
>tripfag
>posting dumb vaporwave shit

kill yourself

>this faggot is still attention whoring

I think it's safe to say you're the most pathetic trip at this point

>>39390832
The mods have downright ignored this guy for over a year. It's pointless to even report his rule-breaking threads. They never get deleted anymore.

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>>39390884
Please stop bullying me. I don't flood every thread with my retardation, I keep it contained. But I have feelings too, and you're hurting them! I'll tell on youuu!!

>>39390947
>shii

Why do you keep posting that autistic dinosaur-era faggot? He doesn't even exist anymore.

faggot glad ur grandma died gayboy

>>39390832
he will lol

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>>39391033
Just so you know...
I will not strike you preemptively out of cowardice.
...I am hoping to slay you with one blow, before you could feel anything.

>>39391231
Daily reminder that your beloved "shii" you is just some slav girl who laughs about you on IRC. The Avery faggot you post is just the one of the users of the "shii" pseudonym, along with Archduke, 0037, Ekat (the slav girl), and humblefool.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGgZKNJyokI

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>>39391427
I've known that from the start, silly. World2ch and GitHub made it all clear as daylight. Would I rather have had the charade carry on indefinitely? Without a doubt.

>>39391485
Ironically, Ekat probably still has mod rights through the menchi account. inb4 you get btfo for posting pictures of her beloved bf

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>>39391665
I have nothing against her. She even recorded a few private accordion songs for me. I wish her nothing but peace and happiness. I valued our conversations and calls regardless. I've never been an IRC rat, I can't force myself to care, so this is all I have.

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the point of mysticism and spirituality and stuff isn't collecting knowledge
in jungian stuff, from what ive seen a lot of spirituality is attributed to the unconscious and that sort of thing
the "spirit world" is actually concepts floating around in the unseen mind
well, i tend to think of the spirit world as being physically ambient around us, sparse
but if you say "they're in the unconscious" it might be another way of saying the same thing
they're in yin, without form/unobserved
only making indirect impact

>>39391735
>nothing but peace and happiness

lel sure - an unironically homicidal, split-personality roastie sure deserves that. At least lurk more before licking someone's boots.

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>>39391075
>>39391150
so you wanna slay the me-monster?
put things right, like
by <COMMUNICATING> with what's placed before you on a truly meaningful level, any demon or monster can be turned into an aspect of paradise
i totally get that!
well, but it feels like you just wanna be able to say "i <COMMUNICATED> with him" and that's that though
maybe you could just read the hermetica or something
bunch'a religious texts, i mean that's where you'll find me
don't gotta talk to little old me

>>39391883
Hey, proffer some leeway contingent on locale. The Adak shivers are real. Nonetheless, she has a caring side.

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friendship with God, friendship with the earth, friendship with the skies and every traveler you cross

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i touch my peepee every night
white stuff appears if I do it it right
one finger in my butt, oh so tight
when mom comes in she turns on the light
remove my finger with a great fright
white stuff shoots to the bulb so bright
ninety six degrees fahrenheit
to the ceiling fan after taking flight
sprays in her eyes and obscures her sight
happens at Ieast once every fortnight

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if i put a word in caps with <>
i mean that it has a special symbolic meaning and is a fundamental aspect of reality!
<COMMUNICATION> isn't just physical communication, but also love, God's light, the known, happiness, and all other inherent aspects of form
through <COMMUNICATION> everything is revealed and there is no room for fear or darkness
that's what i mean

>>39390832
i take this post back

sorry op didnt know ur grandma died

>>39392273
i saw a plant the other day
that was made of lots of little flowers, and some were purple
and some looked like little daffodils
and some were a gradient between purple and daffodil
and i thought, this is my kind of flower

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>>39389916
>14 y/o tripfag posting le sudoku maymay
>"You'd be a funny guy to have around"
Not him, but kill yourself.

I'm gonna do it and nobody can stop me. No amount of worldly experience one can present can sway my decision.
It's gonna fucking suck. I can see it in the future, too. Like an oncoming train. The real question is

How do you guys intend to defy nature's design? I found it's nearly impossible to just make the leap or pull the trigger or what have you.
I'm thinking maybe you take a huge amount of acid and work it out from there.
Or coke. Or meth. It seems to me that you have to purposely trick yourself into making your death your closest personal goal. Mind-raping drugs, in my opinion, could help in making this mental link which is necessary to actually "do it".
Tweeker drugs are probably even better for that, though.

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>>39392333
Trips!
my alchemy is that which pierces the heavens! that's how it is for every magician
following in the footsteps of thoth, we're the scribes of Atum and our small whims amount to divine grace
all is in the name of God, quirks and good deeds alike
speaking of which good deeds are definitely cooler than quirks
what good deeds did you do?

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>>39392476
I've declared it a statute of mine to assist every weary traveler who is in need of aid, so, good deeds of the immaterial alms sort, a consultation and encouragement benefactor
certain determination gives a certain result! that not <COMMUNICATED> to the world is still heard, if its intention is pure, by God
any man intending to do good from the bottom of his <HEART> is a good man

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>>39390864
>>39390812
>>39390767
if you look at the hermetic teachings, you could cite greece and go so far back as to ancient egypt as an example of non-collectivist societies resulting from a certain faith
christianity, judaism, zoroastrianism, islam are all descended from what was basically the torn-asunder scraps of hermetic understanding as represented by pagan religions
it was actually when christianity, judaism and islam sprung up that everyone was hit by objectivity nukes and it became a bit unnoticed as to what the origin was to all this stuff, but
the religions themselves actually advocate altruism as the pinnacle of self-actualisation
compassion and personal happiness go hand-in-hand, so those that actually only look after themselves are not generally happy, that's what those religions would say
the inside-outside, the absolute-infinite, the one and the many
all of the religions you said come from those ideas, which were also developed in the far-east as taoism until india spread buddhism there too
i think overall a spiritually awakened culture will always associate personal happiness with happiness of community, so i couldn't blame religion for selfishness, even like tribal religions where the concept of "self" is less
happiness is community happiness, right? that's how i see it

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totally my jam! it's fun to fly but the most assuring thing is always the ground
that's why im a frog and not a bird
although, birds land too, right?
the really creepy ones are fully aquatic creatures...

fear and the infinite are the same!
the person afraid to be bound by axioms is the person who is enamored with fear, the person who flees into the infinity of concept and who is composed entirely of mind!
of course, it goes without saying that im 100% anti-fear

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fear and groundlessness is the same
you can swim in endless concept, or fly on the winds of mutual understanding for a time
but a being hidden from the earth is one hidden from love and from balance
the earth and the sea dance with each other forever
boy and girl, body and mind, dense and sparse, bright and dark, cam and krobb
that's why frogs are the most sacred beings of all
well, before you might have been a little fishy-fish
but now you've made your steps onto the ground, right?
now you only evolve more! like in spore

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>>39393058
and only one among hundreds of tadpoles becomes a beautiful frog
even though that's true, frogs actually die really easily
miraculous, but also otherworldly...
anyway, long ago, i was a 100% aquatic creature
but after a time, i found the beautiful earth. retaining my ability to swim, i became a frog blessed by both the earth and the water
and you too!
welcome to the club!

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oh yeah! i did have some really deep conversations with "shii"
and basically how it went was she couldn't actually cut magic, she couldn't disrupt the core of my ideas
but i couldn't like forcefully convert her either
it was very indicative of how these things are, which is that it's a choice
you choose one side or the other, certainty or infinity, magic or emptiness, spirit or possibility, love or fear
well, doesn't the fact that it's a choice prove that the side of certainty and stuff is right...? that's what i said, but she said
"certainty's just an illusion!" but of course like a fairy it isn't unreal until it becomes that way
infinity is an illusion too, but the emotional impact is negative
it's interesting, right?

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talk to someone if they're lonely. don't ignore them if they want to talk.
but if they don't, then it's fine to talk to someone else, right?
im not talking about me, but your own mind
it's lonely, so have a word with it

>>39393242
treat her like a classy lady
tell her to get ready for date night
that's a fine man, you get it
don't let her go nuts from wondering about things
you have to take care of her
give her some answers, see?

>>39393242
Are you ok, fellow tripnigger?

>>39393199
>deep conversations with ekat

Wew lad, you really fell for the gag. In case it hasn't crossed your mind, she would paste your wannabe kierkegaard rants on a philosophy parody irc channel. Fuck off with your spam, you are even worse than she is.

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>>39393308
well, you're a floaty type. you like to use things that help you float too
and if you meet someone who doesn't really help you float, or doesn't seem capable
well, as is customary of a person in a higher position, you...
that's how it is, right?
when i think of God or love or something
i feel really happy and at peace, like no matter what happens, im wholly and completely safe in the most profound way
that's what gives me the courage to do something risky or whatever
because even if i die or get smashed up or what, God's with me, and i knew love
that's how it is
how about you?

>>39393350
Those weren't mine. Bring up the name "Camagician" to her

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>>39393308
for me i feel like all the aspects of this world, light and dark, are full of love for me
the unknown that seeps in and would be fear becomes more light, and that with form is blessed above all, including myself. i really love that feeling, like waves of love layered upon me, one by one
love that is shown through miscommunication is a perverse love
there's no point to that love, and if it is without a counterpart that is true love

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people are enamored with concepts more than objects these days
that extends to falling in love with fictional characters
that is because humans have become very masculine and want to thrust-thrust-thrust into the unknown without even one word
as a result of that barbarism there's simply less place for physical love
~because everyone is being too intellectual now, they all have their dicks stuck in ideas and can't get them out
it's that and a lack of <COMMUNICATION> which is what im suffering from right now from you...

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im really under the impression that what you guys advocate can't even be put into words and understood normally because it is too vague
it's just a big ball of fear and spite and pain, that sneers at everything it sees
isn't that how it is?
i can sit here guessing what it is and it will take whatever form might scare me like pennywise the clown
but in the end it doesn't really have true form, and it's captivated so many people
isn't it kind of scary? so i always try to help people out of this weird mental meme rut
but, in the end, they just want to cheaply insult me and go off on their merry way
"why don't you get it!" and "the world is harsh, stop lying!" but
i mean that's a discussion people should have on equal ground, isn't it?

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I will read you a bedtime story tonight, to help lull you to slumber and ward off all monsters, my dear. Please, tell me the name of the story you would like for me to read to you. Anything to place you at ease, anything to see you happy.

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i wonder what kind of strange spirit took ahold of me long ago and wouldn't let go
did it scoop all my blood out and replace it with pure water?

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a 7/10 rating has meaning
the actual claim made is probably not right
it's not empirical to the point where it can be assimilated into objectivity
however it does have form, we can see this because
a person is in general more inclined to watch a film judged to be 10/10
than one judged to be 3/10
~less of a pattern doesn't randomly surpass the boundary into meaninglessness/formlessness
it's simply less of a pattern, but still one
there is a reason reviewers give a number score AND a review
you average the number score a lot of the time, but also it helps add a little more structure to wholly subjective critique

>some guy decides to don a trip and post a bunch of crazy tripe

I don't know why they do this but it happens like every three months and they stop. What is the purpose and topic of this thread aside from some trip that is jerking off into his own mouth.

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>>39393974
i don't like the influence you and your squad have on me
i sort of just want to rid my hands of the whole sordid affair
so, im just like reserving the right to not really get involved

it's pretty to say that but i mean <COMMUNICATION> wise
i don't really get you, what's your real deal now that it's in sight?
what do you think of yourself and the world?

>>39394107
n i g g e r w o t
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>>39394107
I think it's time for you to stop

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>>39394661
hubris is thinking formulas apply without caveat and with absolute value

You simply do not understand.
Without the bow, no one would remember his face. He's an average white guy. You just DON'T UNDERSTAND.. he has to LEAVE HIS MARK in the HIPPOCAMPUS of EACH AND EVERY PERSON who lays their deceptive eyes upon his prolific mug

>>39394691
I'll prepare you a bowl of cheerios. They're the regular variety and I'll be pouring whole milk.

*pours cheerios into bowl*
*pours in whole milk*
*rests spoon in bowl*
*gives bowl to you*

Enjoy!

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i give you kisses in the shallow end of the kiddie pool and ur swimming trunks fall off suddenly n u get all flustered and run off into the bushes refusing to come out so your momma has to call the fire squad to lure you out with a new vidya gaem as if they were rescuing a kitten sitting atop a tree branch with some cat nip

>>39394704
>hubris is thinking formulas apply without caveat and with absolute value

Please don't spam her godawful platitudes too. One pretentious whore is already more than enough. The only redeeming quality you have is that I can filter your tripcode from now on.

>>39394832
You shouldn't take everything you read so seriously, friend.

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oh darling, the touch of your skin had betoken the receptacle to ensnare me in our dreamscape at last..
acquitted of constriction..
a wish to disenthrall a jilted soul, to embitter its carcass..
oh, baby,,,
oooohhhhhhh.....

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u want to do a roleplay build
roleplay as your dad
make a character that would have the stats of your dad
you gotta get into the mindset that YOU are your dad in this world
you have to think like him, act like him, translate it to your character
YOUR DAD
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ROLEPLAYING...
IT'S NOT JUST COSMETICS
The character has to BE the person you're roleplaying, and YOU have to be the character
immerse yourself so DEEPLY
that it feels the GAME is the WORLD
lalala u just don't understand
you are that someone else. that's the point of the vidya game
being u is boring since its just your regular internal monologue
with nothing fun just the same internal monologue you already have 24/7
you play the game but you change the way you THINK, you THINK from the perspective that you are experiencing the events you are seeing in the video game world

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just got this for you
it will cover your eyes and heal them to working condition
:3
it will make you purr in a pleasant tone during your sleep to ease the worries of everyone around you
now who wouldn't want that

>>39394756
i eat cheerios with maple syrup on top
fix this pls

>>39395270
You don't have to attach an identity to the cheerios with syrup. They're just there, ready for you to consume. This absence of an aforementioned identity removes all barriers present before. It is the most intimate way you can interact with the cheerios.

>>39395315
but they aren't just there. those cheerios don't have syrup.

>>39395341
I'm leaving my house now to find food, see you soon, love you.

>>39395432
ok, stay safe, love you too

>>39395616
I have returned along with eight beef & chicken empanadas. It would be a delight to share them with you, dear.

l NEED TO KEEP RUNNING

>>39396156
i doubt you will put syrup on them so i know i wont enjoy them

>>39396871
Your happiness is my priority. I will douse your empanadas in the finest, silkiest, smoothest syrup in all of the land. Anything for my angel.

>>39396923
bring me this syrup and i'll douse them myself
i'm a man without conviction but a woman of much dogma

>>39396963
>pause
>inventory
>syrup
>give
>my beautiful darling

I pray your cravings will be quelled and your tummy satiated.

Accelerated neurogenesis protocol commencing in 3.. 2.. 1..

IRC rats under 9001 layers of psyop without having a single clue

>>39389472
Single player games are still okay so not yet. If the race war happens then probably.

Running over CIA niggers in my car since 1999

a pinch and a punch it's not the first of the month

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Donatello is truly the best

>>39401595
>woken up by shouting mother
>stand up
>ringing in ears
>lightheaded
>room starts spinning
>get on the floor
>everybody walk the dinosaur

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ENOUGH i've had ENOUGH i've had ENUF!!~~

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

say it with me

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Ohayouuu! Let's do our BESTIEST BEST TODAY! I believe in you!!!!!!

>.>
a pinch and a punch
it's NOT the first of the month
you hear me??
it is NOT the first of the month
IN FACT
it is nearly the END of the month(edited)
the month we are currently in, August
is reaching its conclusion!
A bittersweet farewell
summertime fades away to greet a grand renewal!
catharsis, some may say!
woooooooow!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

Word of the Day - coalesce (verb)
1 : to grow together
2 a : to unite into a whole : fuse
b : to unite for a common end : join forces
3 : to arise from the combination of distinct elements

Frankenstein Day
International Day of the Disappeared
National Beach Day
National Grief Awareness Day
National Holistic Pet Day
National Toasted Marshmallow Day
Slinky Day
Willing-To-Lend-A-Hand Wednesday

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I love you Don, how many times have you been banned for the new no face posting rule?

>>39389059
well i'll or atleast want to travel to every continent except africa and antarctica and visit my favourite locations and cities there. Also i want to wait until my grandma dies. Travelling is a good distraction for me.

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>>39402465
GOOD MORNING
RISE AND SHINE
WAKE UP

>>39402486
A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU AS ALWAYS
LOVING EVERY MOMENT
YOUR PRESENCE IS DIVINE
AN EXQUISITE EXHIBIT
THAT'S RIGHT
AAAAAAAAAND WE'RE LIVE

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poor don don