Cannibalistic fetish

>>39380741

sounds like OCD desu, these intrusive thoughts are common

>>39380919
Makes sense, I've got a load of mental problems like anxiety and possibly trauma passed down through genetics (if that's even possible).

>>39380741
Some sort of neceophilia? That's sick dude.

>>39380994
I know, I'm not normally a sick person but I've been getting very strange and frightening desires when I have too much to drink. Strangely I've never had anything like this from weed or anything else so I'm not sure what's causing it/

>>39380741
Not when I'm drunk. Just when I get really angry. My jaw also starts acting up.

>>39381213
It's only happened when I get drunk while in a particularly foul mood, for example I had a really shit day and had a few beers and I started fantasizing about killing someone. It doesn't help that I have massive insecurity and frequently compare myself to others.

>>39380741
Yeah I'm pretty sure that's just you

>>39381195
Go to your local doc.

>>39380741
prepare for expination
ocd is seratonin based in most cases and weed, alcohol and other drugs afffect serotonin differently. what i think is happening is with alcohol you reach the right level or seratonin to experience peak ocd. my reccomendation is dont drink too mutch or you WILL go through with this and dont experiment with stimulants as you WILL go through with this

>>39381314
Thanks for the advice man, I don't know what it is about the OCD but I reckon you're on to something. I hate alchohol anyway but I always find myself drinking it out of boredom and a little bit because I've got other problems going on in my head and in my life. When I used to take ADHD medicine I got similar physiological symptoms and while I never had the weird serial killer vibes, I did have a lot of problems around paranoia and feeling like somebody had a gun to my head forcing me to concentrate on things I didn't want to do, so I stick away from amphetamines and high levels of caffeine.

I do find that weed has never done any of those things to me unless I combine it with drinking. If I just smoke weed on it's own in a relaxed environment I end up being in a better mood for the rest of the week and I get some much needed relaxation, but I'll keep it to a minimum just to be safe.