> Quit being an alcoholic so i stop wanting to kms
> quit hard drugs so i stop wanting to kms
> still want to kms despite being sober
should i?
Takes a little more than that, famalam.
>>39379790
no, those habits had nothing to do with causing your suicidal feelings. maybe they kept you from addressing the cause which you should do now. maybe you have to be at peace with something unpleasant.
>>39379790
>should i?
May aswell, not like it'll get better. There's 7 billion people on the planet, so it isn't like any individual actually matters.
>>39379999
>>39380000
Fuck you guys
(T- those were MY quads)
>>39380000
>lolololol look at how many of us it don't matter!!!!!!!!!
Fuckin plebbit-tier rationale.
Stick around, OP. It'll get better if you make the effort.
>>39379999
>>39380000
Two quads in one thread.
i feels like kys is an actual solution now thank you guise
>>39380049
OP here, would you expand on what is that effort?
>>39380068
Find a hobby. Go (back) to school. Get a degree. Do what you like for a living. Meet people. Do some reading how exactly to make that effort.
>>39379790
That reminds me
>did cocaine twice, the second time I kept panicking and the next day as well, couldn't calm down
>friend tells me apparently it had heroin in it
>every time I think of cocaine or somebody talks about it, I feel sick and start sweating and getting chills
>feel like I irreversibly fucked up my brain or body doing it
Does anyone else have this problem? If not with cocaine with other drugs then