HOW THE FUCK HAVE NEARLY EIGHT MONTHS PASSED SINCE THE BEGINNING

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>>39377398
>made a new years resolution to better myself
>blink
>year is nearly up and everything is still the same
Every year I feel like I'm losing my sense of time more and more

>>39377398
>>39377432
make a detailed plan not some 'resolution' you mongorels

>>39377398
Nearly 9 months have passed. You're obviously a NEET, and theregore have a distorted sense of time, dince it means nothing to you. You do nothing, lazy sperg.

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>remember getting out of the shower 4 years ago
>said to myself "I will remember this"
>mfw I think about that moment and realize how much time has passed

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>>39377562
>tfw I did that when a I was 4

>>39377512
>see old friends for the first time in like 6 months
>"we haven't seen you in ages"
>me internally: "huh I just saw you guys not long ago"

>>39377562
iktf, i remember in 1999 when i was 5 standing on a snowy hill in preschool, thinking I would remember this. And I do. I also think about the people who ive met for brief seconds in my life years after they forget who i even was, like the waiter from 2005 and the deli clerk from 2001 that asked my parents what type of ham they wanted. Or perhaps the police officer that held the door for me in early 2010

>>39377615
my miguuh

>>39377647
its this weird fascination with life, I see a light on in a skyscraper window that i pass by on the train and I wonder what their favorite colour is, if we would be friends, if we will ever laugh together, their happiest and saddest moments in life But im just a background character to them, a passing shadow

>>39377667
I feel you man. Life wasn't supposed to make sense, just cause confusion and pain.

>>39377667
now you just dramatizing
just bee yourself

>>39377711
Yeah i agree, came to that realization around 8 years old when i would have existential crisis i would talk to my mother about. But all i do is try to love everyone and give good vibes and make people happy even though I may be miserable and alone, i just dont want anyone else to feel this way

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>told myself that i will get a gf during highschool 4 years ago
>going to second year uni and chances of suicide are higher than holding hands with a girl

>>39377723
>now you just dramatizing
I dont think so, its what I do i just wonder about everyone i see and their inner self that they would never reveal to the world and what they like, love, etc

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>>39377398
STOP FUCKING STOP IT NOT OKAY

>>39377731
I feel the same way. I just want to make people smile and laugh, that's what makes me happy myself. Reality killed that for me though. People just saw me as creepy and weird for it, calling me childish and that I needed to grow up. That's all growing up has felt like actually, killing yourself on the inside to become the big bad adult the world wants you to be. This life wasn't for me.

>>39377398

You're getting older anon, time flies by quicker and quicker.

>>39377771

you and me would be good friends i would hope, Ive been an outcast and had the so called "teenage" experience denied because i was too weird and strange, so i never got any girls, drank and smoked i just made people laugh and could always comfort people in need. But yeah when you grow up you become a mechanized drum worker who lost their creative imagination, i dont have much but i dont wanna loose my ability to have fun and be silly. I just wanna make sure younger people dont follow this and they can be individuals

>>39377731
I have existential crises's literally every single day. Most of the day I spend sulking about fuck ups I had in my life and how I should have studied harder/read more books. Even though my IQ is fairly high I still feel unaccomplished because i'm not a rocket engineer for NASA.

>It's 2014
>Out of boredom write a particular date that would occur in 2017
>Wonder what I would be doing during that time and how I would have changed
I've forgotten what date it was but it still feels so strange looking back at a younger me, one with filled with hope and excitement at what the future had to offer. It seems so long ago

this year i got a job and started working out,

>>39377813
When I was growing up I took the "treat others how you would like to be treated" to heart. Got me stepped on more often than not though because no one respects you for being the nice guy. You just become ostracized and ridiculed. People are always going on and on about how they wish the world was a nicer place, but when I went out there to put that into practice I get shit on. I didn't know what else to do but adapt so I've already lost a good bit of my fun and silly side. It's buried somewhere between my dignity and pride. I guess we just keep beating our drum. No other option anyway.

>>39377398
It's closer to 2018 than to 2016 now, anon. Why don't we have gfs?

>>39378001
same, I always put others ahead of myself and loved them unconditionally and while some respected it and didnt take advantage of it others did, either way it is too late for me so i just gotta go on this path. Where are you from friend? I got to go to bed, so i may never talk to you again but I just want to say thanks for this short brief conversation in time

>>39378041
I'm from the good ol' US of A, Florida to be precise. Really sucks because of the weather, especially the humidity that amplifies the heat.
I'd say keep walking down that road. You have nothing to lose other than your "self" and you sound like too good a person for that to happen. I'm glad people recognize you for your kindness and didn't take advantage of you even if they could have. That gives me hope for the future, even if I haven't experienced that same privilege.
I need to go to bed too, but it was nice talking to you. I'm glad we could meet and have a quick talk like this, it's what makes this board so special. I'm sure we'll cross paths again, that's just the nature of this place. Good night and God speed, anon.

>>39377398
Holy shit, you're right. Time flies when you get old I guess.

>>39377739
holy shit anon, i said something similar to myself, i told myself in 9th grade that if by the end of highschool i didn't have a gf i would kms, here i am starting second year of uni already failed 2 classes, i really should be dead by now, but i just had to survive that fucking car crash

>>39377562

fuck, this is bad. I remember in 2010 thinking to myself "life is only going to get harder from here on out" while I was playing a game with a friend. I'll never be able to capture that moment again, of being a naive teen, not really sure of the implications of that specific thought.

things got a lot worse :(

>>39377854

I hear you. It sucks. I wish I hadn't taken my youth for granted.

mentally and physically feel like shit 24/7 365.

>>39377398
HOW THE FUCK HAVE 13 YEARS PASSED SINCE YOUR BIRTH

FAGGOT

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>August 29th, 2017
>still sometimes think its late April

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Time flies when you are killing yourself at the end of the year

>>39379239
Did something significant happen in April?

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>buy cities: skylines off steam in early july
>play it for 300 hours
>tfw have played it approx. 5 hours a day, every day for 2 months
>tfw buy all the monuments every time and the fun of growing a city ends as I sit on millions of Cimbucks, unemployment skyrockets to 30%, and zoning demand grinds to a halt leaving me no reason to expand the city, making everything boring
I'm sure turning on hard mode, buying DLC, and installing more mods will solve everything...

>>39377599
>>39377562
I that too when I was 6. I was walking in the woods and saw a big spider web with a mean looking spider in the middle.

I also said I'll remember this specifically when I'm 57 or 63, not sure which it was. But I'll be sure to think back if I make it that far.

>>39379335
not that I can remember, then again my memory is shit

>>39377600
Fuck, I know this feel too.