any robots here /molested/?

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Happened to me too fizamalam. Mom let !et me sleep at creepy old ladies house who gave us beanie babies all the time. Such bad fucking parents.

>TFW used to be richfag too

JUST

>>39372939
Yeah when I was also probably or whatever some older kid was like "oh last one on the bed goes in the closet with me and touches weewees with me" and I was the last one on the bed and being not a sore loser I clashed swords with him. I had no idea at the time about of that and what it meant. The other kids that were there could have said or done something but iirc they were also molested by him.


and then later when I was like 17 some 40 year old grabbed my dick just I was getting onto a bus. I had to choose between kicking his ass and having to take a train home, so I just told him to get AIDS and called him a faggot

I'm also a fucking loser anon, but it has nothing to do with a couple of dudes touching my willy.

Yeah. By another kid. I let him do it because I didn't understand how to show platonic affection to men and thought I was in the wrong for feeling scared and uncomfortable.

I was too ugly to get molested

>>39373026
I wonder how much of my mental illness and fucked social skills root back to getting touched. Im not god with socializing because I can't really show empathy towards other people and they think I'm a freak for that. It just feels bad thinking that I could've been normal you know?

My mom basically handed me over to her boss because she wanted a kid. Mom got a promotion out of it. I was 12 at the time.

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>>39373221

Rip, sorry anon

>>39373221
How do you think that has effected you in the long run?

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>>39372939
When I was like 7 or 8 this teenager in my neighborhood invited me over to play vidya. Raped the shit out of me and then gave me ice cream.

I'm only comfortable around women now and people think I'm gay.

>>39373328
Kind of messed me up. I'm on /r9k/ after all.

>>39372939
Was routinely raped and sadistically abused by babysitter when I was 11-12. Haven't ever been able to get a gf because of it. Not because I'm afraid of women but because I'm only attracted/attractive to horribly abusive dominant ones. I know they'll never love me.

>>39373345
How the fuck does this happen I never hear of gay rape stories especially with children

>>39373345
>and then gave me ice cream
can you please explain

>>39373454

When you gotta BUST you gotta BUST

>>39373454
Are you serious? Most pedos are fags, and a disproportionate number of fags are also pedos

They even fantasize about converting boys

>>39372939
It's part of why I become robot, I was cyborg before on the line.

>>39373498
>Ice cream truck outside
>I'm still literally butthurt and asking why he hurt me
>He comes back with a cone and gives it to me
>Tells me to stop crying like a girl just cuz we "roughoused"

>>39373454
Not sure about kids but male rape victims hardly ever report it. I'm one, it's a super embarrassing subject.

>>39373170
If you want my professional opinion I would say not much of it. Being molested leads to sexual dysfunction in one way or another but tends to be separate from social skills.

It's all the other circumstance that led you down the road to being molested that will fuck up your social skills and self-worth and all that. Having neglectful parents, not being able to fit, etc.

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>>39373004
At least it was a woman who touched you.

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yeah.

what of it?


im in the middle of getting "help"

im pretty sure my psychologist making love to me would cure me...but that won't happen

>>39373454
It's hilariously common, but rarely reported since only girls are the victims of rape
If you're gay, there's a high probability you were molested as a kid

my older brother fingered me vaginally and anally when i was 11-13. i blocked it off for a while, then a couple years ago i had a break down, told my mom, who didn't believe me, and did some time in a mental hospital. i've tried my best to forgive him since then, but man it's hard.

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if someone of the opposite sex molested you, you're not a bot

>>39373778
Glad she didn't believe you. No sense him being in vilified over something that happened probably a long time ago.

>>39373835
yeah it was like 10 years ago at that point, but still, he deserved some kind of punishment. i wasn't going to press charges or anything, but it would be nice if my own mother believed me when i said i was molested.

>>39373221
Was it homo or hetero molestation? Its bad thing to say to someone who had this happen to him but i was much, much younger when i was in super horny mode. (would be traumatizing if gay)

>>39373967
how old was brother at time of finger in pooper?

So your coach was a rapist, a pedo and a faggot...?

Some people really deserve a bullet right in the head.

>>39374006
he's three years older than me

>>39374035
at the age of 16 he should have known better

>>39374027

I've tried to trace him with no results. If I ever snap I'll just drive across the country killing all the pedos I can find

>>39373454
haha dude there have been entire organizations dedicated to buggering boipucci. boy scouts, catholic church, islam, samurai, UK boarding schools, the foster care system, the rest of human civilization, etc.

if a kiddo is ever alone in a room with an adult male chances are there's going to be rape. women get in on it too. and teenage girls. or maybe I just had "fucktoy" written on my forehead when I was a boy idk

>>39374035
>>39374209
Even if he was 6 years old that wouldn't excuse him. You learn before kindergarten not to do stupid shit to OTHER people. Being 16 years old he was closer to going-to-prison-sex-offender than "they were just kids they didn't know".

>>39372939
survivor of systematic physical and sexual abuse, and torture reporting in

there is some measure of healing and wholeness that can be recovered in this life, but it's a painful and difficult process that should not be attempted alone

>>39373221
Had a similar situation man. I know how you feel. You feel hatred for your own mom. It sucked for me because my dad also left. You feel lonely af. Like no one loves you. Its shit man.

>>39374216
Don't wanna make you think about it but...he touched you?

I don't get it. I'm not demeaning your pain or justifying the actions of molesters. But I don't understand.

How could having your willy stroked and ass manhandled at a young age traumatize some people so deeply? I could understand how it would be distressing but not as life-ruining as it is for some people. It didn't make me as sad as some of you guys.

>>39374658
Op here. I also really wonder why it has hurt me so badly because it seems like getting beat up, I should be able to brush it off but I think the 2 month grooming process probably did more harm. On top of that I then went to a school where they told us about how sex is inherently dirty and that didn't help. It's caused a lot of stresses in terms of trusting male figures in my life.

>>39374467
And made me preform oral on him

Ornigginal

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>>39374658
Were you molested/raped yourself? Would you like to be?

Nana used to run her hands up the leg of my pants and whisper "Do you trust me?" and speak french to me while watching me change/bathe. Never went further than that but still fucker up. Whole family knew but she's a woman so it's okay.
>"Why won't you visit your nana she has emphysema and will die soon"

Legit sorry to anons that were legit molested though

>>39375214

yea, I was.

>>39375140

well that would explain why you'd be a little more scarred. I can't really relate to others who got raped as easily unless you put it in that type of context where it bled into other aspects of your life.

I was too young to understand anything that was happening to me when I got diddled so I didn't really care and just went on through my day normal. until I got older and realized I got molested. Didn't tell anyone but it didn't really fuck me up that much because by then I knew about sex and how the purity of a virgin is a social construct.

Fast forward now and I'm doing mostly fine albeit being addicted to porn, but im pretty sure it's not the touching affecting it.

>>39375322
Yeah I attribute my sexual deviancy to it. No wonder I get off to such fucked up shit and I'm addicted to porn.

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>>39374658
What if it was your father? Your first sexual exposure was some nasty adult you have no interest raping you. Shut the fuck up.

>>39372939
My 15 yr old cousing was babysitting me once and and sucked my dick before

>>39373454
Not me but a kid I used to hang out with as a kid got raped by my gay teenage neighbor once. I stopped hanging out with when I found out because I didn't want to catch the gay.

I was too introverted to get molested. I grew up to be an autistic pedophile anyway.

>>39375454

it actually was. fuck off weab go jerk it to drawings of preschoolers.

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>Reading this thread
Damn. Never had something like this happen to me. But I did have a lot of minor un-molestation like things happen to me as a kid that for some reason, despite being minor, shaped my whole personality and still bug me every day. So I can't imagine what it's like to live with childhood abuse.

Sorry anons. I wish you all the best.

>>39373778
>Traumatized over being fingered
You are small time

Don't remember how old I was, or how old he was, but we played 7 minutes in heaven, and they were talking about sucking dick like it was the coolest thing to do. I was too young guys I had no idea what I was doing.

>>39375655
You do realize there is statistical and academic based evidence of molestation leading depression and suicide?

The memories were repressed until I was around 15 but I was depressed and closeted suicidal since 12

>>39373778
me too, it really fucked me up, socially, mentally, emotionally. and it ruined my sex life. as a result im still a virgin because I'm scared to let men close. really fuckin messed me up. I was grade 4 he was grade 8 idk the ages. we're all grown up now and he has a wife and kids and a happy fuckin normie life. when I found out his first kid was a girl I was devastated

Another kid fingered + fondled me in 7th grade. Same kid who locked me in rooms and beat me up, made fun of me in public all the time, etc.

I feel like I was probably molested before then but I don't remember it. I found out a few years ago I have honest-to-god repressed memory of hearing my mom get beaten and raped, and a lot of my hangups seem to indicate something happened with one of my parents. Who knows, though.

Oh, and I had an 11-years-older boyfriend from ages 11-17. But we didn't have sex.

>>39373778
I'm sorry that happened to you anon, mine was my cousin around that age. How has it affected your relationship with him? Did you tell your father?

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>mfw can't remember anything of my first 5-6 years of being alive
>mfw there is a possibility that I could have been molested or got a hold of drugs or alcohol considering how my mother is/was and what I've been told she was like back then

I'm not sure if what happened to me counts as being molested, honestly...Anyways, I live in a small town and there is only one real restaurant. It's Mexican food. Anyways, I'd go there every now and then because of it. I was probably 12 or 13 and this waiter would always come over to my table and rub my shoulders. Sometimes if I went in there alone he'd pick me up from behind, groaning and say "oh you're so big" or something like that. Needless to say, it weirded me out so much that I didn't go in there again for like 6-7 years. Never told anyone, don't even know if it counts as being "molested" but every time I saw him afterwards my skin would crawl.

>>39373454
I got choked out with a twenty year old cock when I was eleven. Molester was also the person who unironically taught me how to fap. Never reported it because I thought I'd get in trouble.

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>>39372939
I think I was. I don't want to say by who, but I reflect on it sometimes and it makes me feel worse than usual.
Feels really bad, man.

>>39375670
not op but fuck off, it's traumatizing to be taken advantage of by someone you trust

>>39373075

So you are like the ugly scout from family guy .

>>39372939
Mine's not really all that traumatic at all, but whatever. I was in the school bathroom peeing with my pants down because it feels good man and when I bent over to pull my pants a kid ran up to me and put his cock in my ass. No rhyme or reason about it. He just said he was going to, I told him that he wouldn't, and then he fucking did it. The principal took me all through the school trying to find the kid, but we never found him. To this day, I have no idea whose cock was up my ass and I doubt that I ever will.

>>39372939
When I was 10 a nurse rubbed my shoulder in the middle of the night why making a mouning noise, and just stopped and went about her day am not sure if she wanted to take it further.

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when I was 7 these black twin brothers who were 11 in my apartment complex started hanging out with me and one day took me took me behind the vacant apartment buildings at the back of the complex and made me sick their dicks and sucked mine and they'd rub their dick s on my butt and dick. this continued untill they moved away a few months. I only thought about girls before that and afterwords I just thought about boys. sometimes wonder if it's why I'm gay. that was almost 15 years ago and I repressed the memories of it completely untill a few years ago

>>39372939
Was molested in elementary class by a didindu nuthin and was blamed for it by principle. feelreallybadman.jpg

>>39372939
>First grade teacher molested me
>Had me sit near the front of the class
>Would stand next to me and pet me while the class worked on assignments

I was 15ish when it happened and it was with a "friend" rather than anyone in my family
It was mostly just bad touching rather than anything sexual
Like forced hugs, butt and crouch touching
That guy did it to me and one other boy
Its pretty much a repressed memory that i try to forget about now

That guy is training to become a teacher, i keep getting the feeling that hes going to end up raping some kid

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>have severely abusive childhood
>no one likes hearing about it
>get drunk and decide to long post about it in my hugbox, 4chan.org.com.yiff
>everyone calls me a whiny faggot

It's really funny because one time my abuser nearly murdered my twin while I watched.

>>39376394
I hope that your niece will be safe, he might not hurt her x

Cousin year younger made me touch her when I was a kid

What does she mean by this?

>>39379093
That roasties start out younger and younger everyday.

>>39379179
WHat does it mean if it was yuri loli

>>39378788
thank you <3 I don't think he will either, but after what he did to me, it still cut me hard...

>tfw too much of a loser to get molested

I thought I was a cute kid. Wtf is wrong with me. This really fucked me up mentally, years of therapy hasn't helped

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>>39373812
So what you're saying is it's desirable to be gangbanged by fat, smelly, hairy, old men as long as you're a little girl?

>>39379437
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_ea0WUlHCA

I grew up in a Jehovah witness culture, when I was like 5, my mom was messing around with this other guy behind my dad's back, and his son, who was like 16 at the time, He molested me, and it was months later until I told my parents.
And you know whats totally fucking awesome a fucking great, he literally got away with it, didn't even have to register as a sex offender because they didn't want to "ruin his future"

If I saw him again today I'd probably unironically kill him

The number of responses in this thread is scary. Crazy how many child molesters there are in this world.

>>39375171
Jesus

(origimessiah)

>>39379931
Abd by the sounds of it, most of them got away with it too

>>39377955
I imagine that it must be difficult to trust anyone after this. Have you had any bfs?

>>39376722
>22-year-old "boyfriend" at age 11
How the fuck did that happen?

When I was around maybe 13 my bullies used to force me to give them handjobs. I also got felt up by them. That probably messed my sexuality up

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Was about 5 and swore at my cousin.
Told me he would tell on me if i didn't do what he said, made me suck his dick.
I think he was about 13 at the time.

>Tfw i was just a little kid who didn't want to get in trouble off his mum and ended up having to suck a dick which destroyed my ability to trust people

Feels good to be able to vent this somewhere finally.

>>39372939
>beaten up, drowned and fondled by a couple of girls (I was like 12, they were 16-17)
Unwanted sexual attention at an early age fucks everyone up.