>wake up
>feeling happy
>stand up
>already depressed
>wake up depressed
>feel a little bit better as the day goes on
>feel semi-human at the end of the day
>go to sleep
>wake up depressed
idk why this shit happens
>>39371809
>confusing dream
>wake up
>feel like shit
>stand up
>still feel like shit
>>39371809
the trick is not to wake up
>>39371809
cuz u didnt shower
>having a good day
>feeling happy
>go to go to bed
>mind starts racing and jumps into suicidal thoughts
>get severely depressed and spend 4 hours trying to fall asleep against the restless voices
>finally fall asleep
>wake up right where you left off
>>39372062
I can't recommend this enough OP
>go outside and walk
>neighbor tries to be social and says I just missed it, they got a bite on a big fish
>laugh awkwardly
>say I did miss it in a way that unintentionally sounds like I'm mocking them
in some way's worse than when my answer is completely unintelligible because of stuttering. this is why I don't like leaving the house.