I just want to take a large knife and ram it into my stomach as hard as possible for the slow, painful death I deserve.
I like to think about drowning. It probably takes a while and the whole time your lungs would start burning and then the sensation would rise up your throat until your whole body is screaming in pain for air but you can only inhale more water until you lose consciousness and your body is left to float, completely undignified, in whatever body of water you found yourself in
>>39362884
Yeah drowning has got to be one of the worst ways to die.
That's just stupid, you don't deserve it. Jump off a building in a public space with a loud speaker blasting in an obscure location playing nananana batman with you in a adam west batsuit landing in close proximity to the speaker
>>39362884
>>39362791
Neither of you two have experienced severe pain.
If you had, you wouldn't post such nonsense.
>>39362917
Yes I do. I'm a terrible, hateful human being without friends who makes everyone around them miserable. If you knew me you'd agree.
do it do it DOOO EEEET
>>39362791
>>39362884
Don't.
Whatever you did anon, wherever you think your life is going, you still have a chance to pull yourself back to health. Opportunities come. People recover. You're not stupid or broken, you're just learning.
Take ten deep breaths and a sip of water and go apologise to the ones you've wronged.
>>39362917
Make sure it's recorded and pay a reliable homeless man or junkie to post it with the screenshot of this thread
>>39362791
Yeah but you won't so why even bring it up