For me, its been 22. Always been 22, i'm currently 20.but that's not the point of this thread.
>Have dad that turned 61 today
>Divorced, has to pay over $1200 a month to his ex wife (my mom) until he stops working
>Has a girlfriend, but shes crazy. Apparently they fought
>Basically spent the day alone, I got us some dinner but he doesn't have a SO at his age, at least not a decent one. My mom wasn't anything special either.
>Hes a far better man then I, smarter, an attorney since he was like 26, charismatic, and he still ended up like this, not unsuccessful, but I don't think hes happy.
>Grew up in a better world than I did. Things are just getting worse everywhere, burgerland no exception
>He did everything right in life, got married, had kids, a successful career, and still spent his 61st birthday basically alone.
Whats the point?
>>39357750
when i'm old probably
>>39357750
I wanted to die young but at 39 is it too late to live out the dream
I want to die when I'm already sleeping deeply preferably
But I'll probably die by some accident or get shot to death
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>>39359255
checked
>>39359255
same, dying in your sleep must be the best way to go. go to sleep and just stay asleep
I'm going to end it as soon as my parents die. They are the only form of social contact I have anyway.
>>39357750
It's conditional for me.
I don't want to die until I've achieved what I set out to do with my life.
And if I ever think I've irredeemably failed I've vowed to violently kill myself in the spot.
>>39357750
im the same age and my dad is close to your fathers age. I relate.
I dont have any plans for death at 22, but the cloud comes around sometimes.
I don't know what the point is. Life is fucking ridiculous and you can go into it swinging and grinding, but you can come out of it at 60 driving a mediocre car, living in an apartment and single.
You just have to take it day by day and stop thinking about what your life will be in 5 years and maybe go for 5 months.
>>39357750
>When do you want to die?
About 6 years ago would have been nice.