when did you realize you hit rock bottom

Toothbrush up anus

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>>39352511
>when did you realize you hit rock bottom

There is no bottom. It's an abyss, then you die.

>>39352545
there can be a bottom for people who were raised with a solid foundation
but yeah, if you blast through that then it is certainly an abyss

around 2014ish, im rising back. i got into a car accident friends moved away.

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When i started spending hours sorting my pornography because i didnt have anything to do.
still not done, its like 30gb of mostly bondage stuff and gr15 because you can always go lower than low.

When i started coming here because i needed more offensive memes

>>39352639
>still not done, its like 30gb of mostly bondage stuff
uhh mind sharing?

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>fell while climbing
>broke leg

About the time I found myself sitting in the parking lot of my office snorting the last dregs of cocaine residue off my satchel because I spilled some of a baggie on it.
And this was just last week, there is more despair to come.

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>>39353912
I have 2mbps up, which means that if i was to put it on MEGA it would take about 36 hours to upload. Without gr15/furry stuff (so just hentai and 3d) it is still 12.2GB, which would still take over 14 hours. These are BEST scenario times too and i dont want to let my shitbox sit for that long so sorry no, most of it is from here anyways.

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>>39353944
>vampire bird-woman emerges from the woods and mouth-feeds you mystery meat to survive
I know that feel

>>39352511
That's never happened to me anon. When I stopped flying and fell on the dirt I was given a shovel. When I hit the rocks I was thrown a drill. The whole always gets deeper. Something always reopens the wounds

Every time I hit it, I sink even lower.

lost $3000 on a fetish

when i shat in my trash can

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>>39352511

2013 when I was sent to the psychward on Christmas day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-3CmKofKTU

remembering listening to this when i was my lowest

>>39352511
when I began obsessing over a girl who has a boyfriend and thinks im retarded.

Either that or when I snorted coke off my friends dashboard before I worked a closing shift at my minimum wage job

I am scum

>>39354452
i have no idea what gr15 is and furry is fucking disgusting. can you make a torrent for some of the 3d and hentai?

>>39352511
I have no idea what to even say.I was born ugly and retarded and with my great upbringing i turned into a fat fuck.Have been ostracized by the normies as back as i can stretch my memories(when i was 5 pretty much).I was also never rich and literally live in a room with my mom.Well at least i am able to eat and buy vidya.You can only hit rock bottom if you had solid foundations to begin with which i didn't

when i finally stopped to think.

>>39352511
When my first girlfriend lost feelings, left and took the dog, and I sat inside 24/7 for 7 months eating mostly dry cereal that was being delivered to my house

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>>39352511
You think you're at bottom? Trust me, it goes deeper than you can possibly imagine. I've hit bottom twice. Today was number 3 for me. It just keeps getting worse. Not sure how much my so called iron will can take. I'm scared of what I might do tomorrow.

>>39352511
In my late teens

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when I found my mom dead. That pretty much finished what I had off

>>39352511
I realized it when I failed to do anything productive with my youth and thus drowned in the stagnating mire of hedonism thus removing last strips of my surviving humanity which I offer as a sacrifice to the altar of the failed man .