tell a positive thing about your weekend do you feel happy or sad

I actually wen't outside for the first time in a week, went on a walk in the park, feeling pretty good

>>39341348
I went to see a shipwreck during sunset, and there was also a seal nearby hunting fish. Was pretty chill.

there is nothing positive to tell

just loneliness

>>39341348
I worked 20 hours over the weekend
Which is $450 Australian
Which is nice i guess

Im miserable though because all i do is work, then sit at hom watching youtube or on 4chan till i get tired enough to fall asleep and do it all again in the morning

I did nothing... But still feeling happy

I did some cleaning and also did some cleaning on the computer. On top of that I feel I'm getting a little bit better at touch typing.

>>39341348
I received new earphones.
Quite happy about that, been listening to lots of music.

Playing videogames all day until the vacations are over. So it's okay.

>>39341348
it was the last game of the season for my team. unfortunately I spent most of the season in this team, we are out of our depth in this division and won 1 game out of 17. Due to shit conditioning and laziness on the field I haven't had much of an impact all year even though i know deep down i have the potential to. It's weird, every week I would try to hype myself up for a game (playing this sport is one of the only things i'm really doing atm), and i would go out and play and be lazy and not be very tired at the end of the game, and regret it all week, then repeat the same cycle.

well, last week in the final quarter of the game i decided fuck it, i have been lazy all game, why don't i just run as much as i can, try and actually get the ball and see what i can do. Well, in that quarter i did more than in the previous three, and because I knew there was a very limited amount of time remaining in the game (and the season) i felt free, despite our team being down by 20+ goals (this level of flogging was not unusual all season).

so this past weekend, after the penultimate game i decided to apply the same attitude from the start of the game. I did pretty ok, made some more of my usual silly mistakes though. We had a beatable opponent, but basically conceded a matchwinning lead in the first quarter. uncharacteristally for the team we managed to cut that down considerably in the second and continued in the third quarter, but cracked. then we dropped off in the last and lost quite easily in the end.

Bittersweet but mostly bitter. I just feel unaccomplished. I relish being out there and playing but my borderline social retardation means I am a bit of an outsider at the club. At least I have started lifting semi-seriously again and am going to try to get better endurance for the season next year.

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>>39341348
I made a song this weekend.
I feel sad though because it isn't even finished and sounds like utter shit, also gotta return to my wagecuck institution tomorrow.

got invited to a coworkers bbq
I hope they invite some qt servers

>>39341348
Wife jerked me off - happy
BBQing Tbones for dinner - happy
Drinking and watching GOT - it's a mix the season is over
Hanging out all day - I'm glad I retired young fuck work

>>39341348
After years of living with my Mom, getting kicked out of my home has lead me to live with my Dad, and on a real bed instead of a busted and uncomfortable couch.

I didn't have to go outside or speak to anybody for two days.
It was alright.

>>39341348
Taking my sub out on a date today.
Going to throat fuck her when we get home.
Should be a good day.

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>>39341348
On Saturday I climbed down a 50 ft cliff face to a river with some friends of mine, and we had to boulder along sections of the bank that were too steep to walk.
I also just went rock climbing in a gym afterwards.
gf broke up with me about 3ish hours ago
But now I dont need to worry about it anymore so I actually feel pretty good.
I think today im going to pretty much just relax. I might just go for a really long drive in the mountains and listen to black metal.

>>39342467
Is that positive because you hate people and talking to them or because you're scared of it? Don't you have anything you'd want to share with other people (opinions or stories or something)?

>>39342568
>Is that positive because you hate people and talking to them
Mostly this.

>Don't you have anything you'd want to share with other people (opinions or stories or something)?
Only with specific kinds of people, and I never find anybody like that.
And the reward for socialising isn't enough to justify the effort of trying to find those people.

>>39341348
Bought a new hard drive. The previous one was about 250 GB.

>>39342626
But isn't it enough when someone is willing to listen and tries to understand?

>>39342561
you sound like me.
northwest?

>>39342748
Not really.
I appreciate when people make the effort to do that, but it's a more frustrating experience than it is rewarding.

>>39341348
I feel miserable like I do every weekend

got back together wjth my chubby ex gf because she had cocaine.
broke it off with my suicidal 18 year old petite fuck toy gf.
worked on my
watched kiki's delivery service this morning and cried really hard.
idk whats wrong with me

>>39342850
>idk whats wrong with me
Mostly your poor life choices.

>>39341348
My weekend was lame overall and pretty lonely but I found a download for Toru Okada's self-titled album that I've been looking for forever. It was a nice find.

http://www.mediafire.com/file/xsw5hc5qkrpiij5/TO+12inch-+AEN.rar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKvue5TgjW8

>>39342800
That's too bad. I'd really want to help and be internet friends with every lonely person here, but they never want to. I hope one day you'll find someone who you can open up and have a connection with.

>>39341348
I got high as shit, but nevertheless feel awful

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Started messaging with a nice girl, we have similar interests and I hope to ask her out soon. She hasn't responded to me all day and I'm worried even though she's probably just busy with real life today while I sit in front of my PC all day checking my messages.

>>39341348
you assholes stole my life from me

>>39342850
>idk what's wrong with me
WELL.

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Went to the local mall with a friend(we're both 30ish cyborgs) and it was like a trip back in time. We talked about the long-gone arcade, had mall related stories like harassing a friend working at Hot Topic because she got called in and couldn't make it to D&D, reading tons of manga in Borders, our days of working at the kiosks, that sorta thing.

It was both nostalgic and bittersweet.

I felt old.

>>39341348
I went outside with a boy I met on r9k. Hes nice we've been seeing each other for a few months

>>39341348
I went to a concert yesterday. I like being in giant crowds because I feel just as alone in them, but also like I kinda belong.

someone had my back when i got shittalked behind my back

>>39341348
i feel sad because its all so boring and its not gonna get much better
but its ok. ill just go watch some movie.

Sad as fuck but then again when aren't i?

I played games.

>>39341348

On sunday I saw some weird picture of a girl with purple eyebrows and a 2d fox, and she looked sad and it kind of tricked me into thinking maybe a cute sad girl with weird eyebrows would related to me or love me some day -- for like a split second I had that impression.

sad.

Saturday: got a hug from a girl i really like. She only considers me a friend and has no.interest in me romantically, so ill settle for a hug.
Sunday: went to the beach with a friend

Got my teeth cleaned so they wouldn't fall out.