Why can't I stop thinking about it? I just want to be normal.

>>39339953

I know that fucking feel
How do I stop wanting to be a girl I hate it I just want to be a regular 18 year old boy and have friends and be masculine and shit reeee

Start going to the gym.
Start going to strip clubs.
Watch straight porn. Even if you don't want to. Whenever you think of faggot shit, back to straight porn line is your insulin.
Faggot urges subside.
Get a gf.

>>39340031

>get a gf
>just get one

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How do you know they subside?

>>39339953
Sucking dick is a fun and a paying pastime. Just fo it.

>>39340031
>Watch straight porn. Even if you don't want to. Whenever you think of faggot shit, back to straight porn
implying watching big dicks being serviced on the internet for years isn't what caused those feelings in the first place

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>>39340170
What you mean a paying pastime?

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>>39340181
Dis right here is what I'm feeling desu m8

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>>39339953
>mind full of 3d disgusting pigs

>>39340124
I could only get off to sissy hypno for like a month, then one day I just didn't like it anymore.

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>>39340207
What dat mean?

>>39340190
Margery?

>>39340212
Part of me wishes I could say the same thing

>>39340223
Idk what that means. I'm not Margery and idk if that's the girls name

>>39339953

Give in. I crossdress on the weekends and it's a lot of fun and pays well. Just practice safe sex.

>>39340234
Honestly during one fap session I remembered that deep down I want to slam a bitch down and pound her pussy. Like the images from sissy hypno still gets me going but I have no desire to crossdress or be a girl. Never did. In fact the first time I started watching them it gave me this weird dysphoria that lasted days until I realized I definitely want to be a dude.

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>>39340270
Literally pays well?

>>39340274
So if you're not trans or into crossdressing than sissy hypno is very unhealthy and it's impossible for a straight man to be comfortable jerking off to it yet it's still hard to break control due to the hypnosis and triggers in the videos.

>>39340292
$500 to fuck a guy I probably would have fucked for free.

>>39340317
>women and traps can make a living by just laying down and taking dick

why is life so unfair?

>>39340310
I don't dress, but when I was 14, I tried my moms lingerie on twice and realllllly liked it, I came almost instantly the first time, felt very sexy.

Then when I was 18, I tried my gas panties on and really liked it. I'm 20 now, haven't dressed since.

I was straight as an arrow in elementary school and was a player.

I got shy in middle school, though.


I noticed that when I got awkward and lonely in my late teens, I thought about being with men, then got into sissy hypno.

When I'm confident, I don't really think about it.

I'm tall, handsome, but youngish face, in good shape, etc. I've been insecure about my approximately 6" penis in the past... It's more like 5.85 inches. I worried girls would be disappointed

>>39340317
Are you passable tho?

I'm a cute guy and tall, idk if another guy would pay 500

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I don't get the urge to be a girl but I really want to suck off and maybe even get plowed by well hung shemale. anyone else knows this feel?

the sad thing is that i even have a gf and all is can think about is dickgirls

>>39340441
I never got that urge. That seems like a way to rationalize homosex to yourself.

Not judging though.

>>39340377
I only was into sissy stuff when I was feeling low self-esteem as well. I just sorta have made myself get over it cause I found out I'm not attracted to the idea of being a sissy just that I have a submissive side and a bit of a femdom fetish. I'm having to retrain myself to have the same intensity orgasm with normal porn as sissy porn and its been going pretty well. Still using femdom as well as normal porn. But no more sissy bullshit. I especially get off to succubus videos

>>39340441
I had this feeling until I put two shemale dicks in my mouth and realized I didn't enjoy it. I just like the aesthetic of it.

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tfw played perverted education all day yesterday

>>39340477
I don't like femdom desu.

I'm only interested in submissiveness with men

>>39339953
Maybe watching sissy porn 10 hours a day plays a part in your addiction, what do you think retard?

>>39340520
Oh well you're just gay then

>>39340441
I think I'm heterosexual but for some reason I really enjoy looking at huge dicks but not male bodies. shemales have become my go to porn, tho I always feel disgusted and guilty right after I cum

>>39340535
But I still like girls thoo

>>39340441
yea, ive wanted to suck off a big dick shemale for a while

>>39339953
ANSWER: BECAUSE YOU'RE A DECIDEDLY UBIQUITOUS FAGGOT

AND OF COURSE YOU WANT TO BE NORMAL... MOST ABNORMAL SPECIMENS WISH THEY COULD BLEND IN AS WELL

>>39340586
But I like girls too

Is it bad being like this?

any sissyboys wanna jerk off on omegle or something? im a well hung fem crossdresser/future tranny

>>39339953
>>39340124
>>39340190
>>39340202
>>39340218
i cant escape this shit can i?

>>39340722
If you can, you can. If you can't, it's who you are.

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>>39340722

Idk...
Can you?

Some don't.

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>>39340396
I'd say so

fucking original

>>39340778
Can a regular boy make money?

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>tfw you will never be(or get fucked by) her

>>39340722

Why would you want to? Its just a fun fantasy. The key is to stop taking it so seriously.

>>39340916
What exactly do you mean by stop taking it seriously?

Acting on it without caring? Doing it less?

>>39340847
Holy hell. Who is she?

Taking a dick willingly is degenerate faggotry.

Being raped by a man is another story. Imagine feeling your own body betray you as your ass stretches to accommodate him. The feeling of panic and shame as you involuntarily become aroused. Even if you begged him to stop, you'd have to know deep down that you've been conquered. Maybe he'd whisper in your ear what a little bitch you are, and what can you say? You're the one with a dick in your ass. Maybe if you had fought harder you could have gotten away. But in the end you submitted to man sex. Next is the mix of dread and relief when he finally cums inside you. It's finally over, but did you just get any diseases? Maybe he took a picture of you getting fucked and he threatens to show it to your gf unless you show up whenever he calls. Even if you never see him again, your gut is holding his seed. You're his property.

Only a faggot would willingly have sex with a man. Real men get raped.

>>39339953
Stop watching porn

Over yhe years you have associated pleasure from the female pov so you think sucking a getting fucked by big dicks is the best thing ever by their over reactions that you've constantly shown yourself day after day linking it with a reward (ejaculation)

Pair that with a bit of shut Inness and low self esteem and the prospect of just submitting to life and doing something as simple as sucking a dick can be very appealing for just about anyone, gay straight whatever, it comes down to brain chemistry

Stop jerking off to porn and fuck more girls, work out

>>39340956

Its hard to describe but when you get to the heart of the matter sissy shit and porn is like junk food, you can indulge if you want, but you're probably better off without it. Its not gonna make you happier or a better person. So just consult your inner value system and see what it has to say about your sissy fetish, but don't hate yourself for having the fetish.

>>39340797
You can pretty easily get like 100usd for sucking cock only.

>>39339953

What worries me is this kind of stuff growing in any kind of popularity. It's basically submission to the machine. You're giving yourself up to A.I. You might as well strap yourself to am omniscient cyborgian nexus of pleasure pods, hook your soylent IV apparatus, put your VR goggles on, and utterly wreck your soul with a disgusting saturation of dopamine rush cycles; your eyes fed a brutal montage of disgustingly sexual imagery till your sockets become hollowed and dark, eyes blank and dead. Is that what you want to live for? No person with any kind of higher ambition is into this kind of thing. You're essentially a junkie with absolutely no measure of self-control. That's what this fetish is all about: giving up any kind of self-control; giving up any notion of dignity in the pursuit of pleasure; giving up any sense of manhood in the pursuit of pleasure; giving up any kind of respect or love for yourself just to feel pleasure; giving up any kind of struggle in your life, just to be pleasured. How worthless if your life? Nothing matters to you beyond pleasure. Are you simply aching for a dream you never wake up from? None of you would want this fetish revealed to your family or your friends. They would rightly look at you with concern and disgust, wondering why someone would take something so far to fulfill some ugly high.

Stop watching porn. Don't delude yourself with these sexualized memes, stereotypes, and fantasies that aren't truly reflective of reality. You can choose your own fate. Your destiny doesn't have to be decided by evil pornographers. None of this even works unless you believe it, and it's a choice whether or not you want to.

>>39339953
>>39340124
where can i find more like these two?

>>39341215
Using what avenue? How do you put yourself out there.

>>39341166
>So just consult your inner value system and see what it has to say about your sissy fetish, but don't hate yourself for having the fetish.

No sissy is ever dignified in any value system whatsoever. The very nature of this identity is humiliation, degradation, and whorish disregard for any self-respect in the pursuit of pleasure. You are deluding yourself if you think any of this is normal or healthy. Would you want people to know this fetish of yours, spit on you as they walk past, glare at you for living such a disgusting, contemptuous existence?

>>39341295
I know you're right.

But, straight people do the same thing with hetero sex.

There are women who are with a different guy numerous times a week.


Aside from that, isn't pleasure part of a healthy relationship? I know porn doesn't really reflect reality, but some worry if their 5" dingus will pleasure a women enough to stay with them long term.

>>39341381
What about just being a part time bottom and not a sissy?

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>>39339953

why is the thought of being attracted to men so arousing? when you dont WANT to be attracted to guys, but you cant help it, you just cant help having these girly thoughts about hot men. the shame is so sexy and erotic

>>39341426
>I know you're right.

Unfortunately that's not enough. Threads like these are posted specifically to draw more people into sissy hypnosis. It's part of the fucking fetish. How evil is that?

>But, straight people do the same thing with hetero sex.

>There are women who are with a different guy numerous times a week.

Infidelity does not define heterosexuality; it's a consequence of it's dynamic.

>Aside from that, isn't pleasure part of a healthy relationship? I know porn doesn't really reflect reality, but some worry if their 5" dingus will pleasure a women enough to stay with them long term.

What is healthy is being in self-control and prioritizing your dignity, your self-love, over pleasure.

And, about your concern, is it this insecurity really worth developing a sexualized neurosis over? Does having an average sized penis mean you should just give up women and become a bottom? Why? In what crazy world do people make decisions like this? Is meeting a woman's supposed expectations so important that you must become homosexual because you don't measure up to them? That's insane.

>>39341381
>You are deluding yourself if you think any of this is normal or healthy.

Well I don't see the harm if you have your shit together and choose to just indulge in a bit of sexy fun, but I do agree that for most guys its an all around negative thing that isn't adding any value to their life.

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Shut the fuck up and take a dick already

>tfw cant open up about my urges to suck cock because everyone will just assume im a gay in denial
IM NOT ATTRACTED TO MEN GODDAMMIT

I JUST LIKE DICKS AND THE IDEA OF BEING THE GIRL TAKING THEM

I really want to suck cock and get fucked and this thread isn't helping

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why is it so fucking sexy and arousing

>>39339953
Then stop watching porn, you stupid fuck... It recircuits your neurons... It's a drug nobody can admit harms them on a dopaminurgic-psychological level.

>>39341750
If you want to, you'll do it faggot

>tfw nearly 8 inch dick but still have all this sort of depraved shemale/cuckold/sissy fetishes

>>39339953
This is just a fetish, do you really want to live as a tranny just for sex?

>>39339953

i cant stop masturbating to videos like this. where hot women laugh and you and make fun of you for being a faggot

https://xhamster.com/videos/they-know-you-re-gay-4888272

>>39341785
Maybe just bottom.... A little....

Honestly, many women say receiving anal sex is bliss.

Men have prostates. Many men say receiving anal sex is bliss.

Why can women do it without being shamed? Why can't men?

>>39341785

this is the fate of those who do not escape

https://www.xvideos.com/video28017561/white_trannies_kimber_and_raven_share_bbc_pov

>>39341844
>www.xvideos.com/video28017561/white_trannies_kimber_and_raven_share_bbc_pov


Annoying voice tbqh

>>39341777
Trips don't lie, now I guess I've got to

>>39341924
You won't. You're a coward.

>>39342009
Yeah you're right, maybe one day though

>>39342026
If you're not going to do it then why even fantasize? That's just a waste of time.

motivate me to do it /r9k/

i want my face covered in cum but i know i'd just chicken out

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>mfw hellfire is awaiting sodomites

straight married guy (with a son on its way) with this fetish. how the fuck do i stop?

it's gotten to the point im considering cheating on my wife with a shemale escort

HELP

>>39342305
What are you afraid of? It's just a cock. It's not going to hurt you or anything.

>>39342351
Even straight sodomites that cum in our gfs big asses?

>>39342367
Literally just gives you bliss, literally no reason to be afraid.

>>39342367
>>39342403

i guess i'm just worried about not liking it or nerves are messing with my head. nobody would find out so it's not that, i'm just hesitant for some reason.

>>39342352
Tell your wife about these fantasies, the look of disgust and shame in her eyes will be enough to forever put you off. Anytime you would think about doing it remember her face. You can even tell your wife that you want to be ashamed.

>>39341803
>i cant stop masturbating to videos like this. where hot women laugh and you and make fun of you for being a faggot
>
>https://xhamster.com/videos/they-know-you-re-gay-4888272

>sissy humiliation pov
this is amazing.

>>39342643
How so baby cakes??

>>39339953
Who is she? anyone

>>39340778
Probably hideous face and very skinny body.
Also your wig looks cheap and ugly

where can I meet other sissies to jerk off on cam with?

>>39343365
/soc/ and occasionally trap threads on /b/. In fact I'm trading pics over kik with cute femboys met on /soc/ rn ;)

>tfw muscular 6'1'' with a flat ass
there's no hope for me

>>39340778
How long have you been on hrt, when did you start?

>>39341295
What a truly wise post. Unfortunately people here will furiously reject your insight and keep rotting deep in the cauldron of their own failed life

>>39341313
Tumblr and /gif/
Personally I find these captions very rarely arousing, most of the time cringe worthy and full of typos. Wish I'd find captions free sissy porn.

>>39341785
>do you really want to live as a tranny just for sex?

That's 90% of nowadays trannies though. Haven't you seen their social medias full of ahoges and sexualized memes?