>be happy but still going to kill myself What is that feeling?

>>39335865
Attention craving.

>>39335865
i get that soemtimes
do u use drugs of any sort?

>>39336054
I love drugs; they're wonderful.

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I really, really think about doing it if all isn't well by the time I'm 30. Will be 21 at the end of the year and fuck it feels like each day, each week, each month goes by faster and faster. Shit clocks ticking.

>>39335865
I get this feeling, but it's more I'm happy and I THINK about killing myself. I'm content with the ride on I'm on at the moment but I sure as hell don't like how it all began and I'm not sure I want to wait for natural causes to fuck me.

Sister tells me I'm not allowed to kill myself bc my nieces adore me. I live them a lot and they make me happy but it doesn't mean I'm fulfilled. I feel trapped.