> be last year > Tech class at high school going to compete

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> be last year
> Tech class at high school going to compete at tech competition for random stuff
> All guys except one 8/10 girl
> We talk a little but she is more focused on another guy but still got her number somehow
> Class makes it to nationals but I can't go cause family vacation planned
> We talk a lot thru text but she says she has a crush on the other guy
> Be supportive and support her to ask him out
> Few months later we stopped talking and I forget about her
> She messaged me out of the blue and says she never liked the other guy
> "Anon that was just a diversion. I actually really liked you but I made it up that I liked (friend) so I can talk to you more"
> Mfw
> We start talking more
> I start getting attracted to her more after she said that
> At some point jokingly mention sex life
> Find out we are both virgins
> Hard to believe because she is 8/10 but apparently is just as socially autistic as I am
> Pass around idea of us having sex but never fully say it directly
> Finally convince her to say it
> She sends pic related
> We actually start planning a day to fuck
> Actually get a date down
> Get hotel room on that day
> We watch a movie and just talk instead
> Don't actually fuck
> she just goes home and I was too scared to initiate
> Literally the closest I came to losing my virginity and I blew it
> Never brought it up again, eventually stopped talking
> Literally will never even come close to something like that again

I'm going to die a miserable virgin.